::Da LeGeNdArY ChArM::

+ MOTHER +

2012-01-22T01:25:00.000-08:00

The first time I met you

I cried as soon I saw you

I don't know if it was because I was happy

I don't know if it was because I was sad

I don't even remember

Since I had nothing to give, I just accepted

Still, I didn't know how to appreciate back then

Without knowing anything I just lived on

Mother, my mother

Why do these tears keep flowing?

The most important person, beautiful than anything else

You are my, my mother

Although I can't remember your appearance when I first met you

I'll probably remember your last appearance until I die

With all my heart, I love you

Mother, even when I just call out your name

Why does my heart ache so much?

You gave me everything

But you were still sad that you couldn't give me more

And kept wondering what to give me

Mother, my mother

Why do these tears keep flowing?

The most important person, beautiful than anything else

You are my, my mother

+2011 vs 2012+

2012-01-07T14:57:00.000-08:00

Right now I'm in the middle of my exam week. 2 more papers to go, and it will end by this Friday. After that, MERDEKA!!! But not really merdeka, have to prepare for my sampling later. Lots to do, including typing my thesis. I'm taking 3 subjects for this semester which are Environmental Pollution, Environmental Conservation and Weeds Management. Looking at the past years... *sigh*. The questions are so hard, nothing else can be done unless I need to study everything carefully. Can feel the pressure now, got 2 ulcers in my mouth. Pain. Hope I'll get better grades this semester, hwaiting!

Hey! It already 2012! Happy New Year guys =). Celebrated it with my angel and a couple of friends in Queensbay Mall. Sorry no picture, too lazy to upload them, huhu...Many things happened last year. More memories being created and kept inside my unpenetrable head, heheh. I met and get to know new people, making friends. I also learn that there are some people who we cannot compromise at all as they will keep on give u hard times. And I already ignore them. I would like to say that year 2011 was a year of engagement (people got engaged here and there) and also year of break up (I also 1 of them). Meleleh jugak la air mata beberapa kali. But everything happens for a reason. No need to elaborate. We cannot gain something without lose something. I just need to appreciate what I have now and everything will always be better.

I started 2012 with a smile, with someone who I yet cannot fully understand as there are lots of differences among us. But I believe in myself I'll be able to do it. Like what I had decide as my 2012 resolution - "NEVER GIVE UP". I cannot promise anything but what I can say is that I'll work this out =). It will be my final semester in a month time. Let's work harder and grad with style, hehe. Ok, must study now, until next time ^^.

+ CHRISTMAS +

2011-12-25T07:52:00.000-08:00

Whoa... this is the 1st time I received a Christmas gift in my whole life. What makes it more special is that I got it from someone who is currently special in my life now. Thank you, I'm really touched, speechless and almost cry, haha. So dramatic. But yeah, I'm happy. Sorry we started the day with a quarrel. Looking forward for more memories with you in the future =)

p/s : I smile like 'orang gila' now

+ STILL INTO U +

2011-12-24T05:27:00.000-08:00

It is about 5 months we got separated and our distance became wider. Finally we broke up. Another of less than one year relationship. I think I'm lucky in everything except in love matters. I'm sad but I cannot do anything. We both have our own reasons and for your sake, I just have to sacrifice. I just can wish you'll be happy in the future. But why I keep on dreaming of u after we break up? It really hard for me like this... *sigh*. Happy birthday in advance to u =(

+ QUICK UPDATE +

2011-12-20T05:11:00.000-08:00

In a progress to make a really important decision. God please give me the strength that i need the most right now.

+ KEKONFIUSAN +

2011-12-13T08:32:00.000-08:00

Malam ini aku rasa sangat konfius.

Makin fikir2 makin konfius.

Nak tanya pun dapat jawapan konfius.

Aku pon dah x paham.

Jadi malas nak fikir2 dah.

Ada sesetengah perkara patut diabaikan.

Tapi rasanya aku makin menjadi bukan aku.

Super konfius.

Bila dah serabut mcm ni mula la buat menda yang bukan2...

P/S :Who cares right? I can just pray to God to show me the right path.

+ LOVE AGAIN +

2011-12-05T20:00:00.000-08:00

I thought this was the end of my memory
The faces I’ll never see again pass me by
I stood at the end where I couldn’t do anything
I put my hands together and just prayed

So I could show you my heart

That still hasn’t done everything

Get up again
I want to see you who has waited for me
Go back again
I want to say “I love you”

I thought the entire world stopped
Only the happy times pass me by

I stood at the end I thought I wouldn’t have
I just prayed like that
So I can feel the love
That I’ve passed by

Get up again
I want to see you who has waited for me
Go back again
I want to say “I love you”
I’ve lived without knowing
How precious you are

Get up again
I want to see you who has waited for me
Go back again
I want to say “I love you”

+ WE GOT MARRIED +

2011-11-19T08:57:00.000-08:00

I did watched and still watching We Got Married when I have free time. Though they were just a virtual couple but who cares right? haha... And here is my favourite couple, the Goguma couple a.k.a. Yongseo couple. I had so much fun watching them but sadly they are no longer in the show. Hope my wife-to-be will be someone who is a perfect match for me =) Why suddenly talk about wife? Jeng3~ haha. But Seohyun, I really like u in the show coz u are so... PRETTY ^^. U and Yonghwa look good together =D

P/S : Wanna have wedding photoshoot too. LOL

+ I'M SORRY +

2011-11-12T18:33:00.000-08:00

I never thought that we will become like this. Here I am, asking for forgiveness if what I said hurt u, made u stress and I angry. I really don't have the intention to do that, I just care about our relationship and I just want to save it from falling apart. It has been 10 months and I don't want to waste both of our efforts all these time. Maybe I demand too much and impatient. Maybe the blame is on the both of us. I don't know where we will go from here but we need to work something out. I hope break up is not the option ( i really mean it). Once again, I'm truly sorry =(

+ I... +

2011-11-07T20:02:00.000-08:00

+LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP+

2011-10-31T09:28:00.000-07:00

+24+

2011-10-19T08:29:00.000-07:00

It has been raining for a few hours and I'm getting hungry (again). Sure will get chubbier this semester (don't care anymore). While rummaging through my pics folders in my lovely laptop, I noticed that how I've change through these 24 years of my life. Yes, already 24 years and soon to be 25. Proud of it, heheh. Still, my future seems a bit hazy, but just let God decide (which is already been written long before I was born). I do change during these years, internally. Used to be a very shy person until people around me consider me as "sombong". And used to be a bit rebel during my teenager period (but not to the extent where I give troubles). But now I'm a different person. Not totally different, still maintain some qualities from back then but gaining more confidence in my life. Thanks to some amazing friends I met in my journey. I owe you guys. As you can see, there's no pic from my school time. I don't have so much pic from my primary school time. As for my high school, just forget it. It sucks and I don't want to remember it (sorry). Got to go now, got something to do.

P/S : I didn't change my image so I can be 'hot' or popular. It just something I've been wanting for years =)

+POSITIVE AGAIN+

2011-10-14T19:03:00.000-07:00

*Tarik nafas dalam2*. It's Saturday morning and somehow I'm feeling so alive =) Somehow I just realize that I'm getting more negative these past few weeks, which is bad. Some people even ask me "Syam, why are u so garang now?". Funny though, I'm not the type who scold people, who get angry on every single thing. No wonder my immune system becomes weaker and I havent been able to cure from my flu (two weeks already). Just now muhasabah diri and I realized that what is wrong is that I neglect my God too long, and He is punishing me for that reason. I'm really sorry because I put human as priority than You. I'll try to change and please guide me to be a better person. Thanks to You now that I realize I'm just a weak human and I can only be strong if I love You. Now my mind is clearer and I can smile again.

"Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani. Segala puji tertentu bagi Allah, Tuhan yang Memelihara dan Mentadbirkan sekalian alam. Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani. Yang Menguasai pemerintahan hari Pembalasan (hari akhirat). Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) Yang Kami sembah dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan. Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus. Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau telah kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) orang-orang yang Engkau telah murkai dan bukan pula (jalan) orang-orang yang sesat." ( Al - Faatihah)

+KEBOSANAN+

2011-10-14T11:19:00.000-07:00

Hm... Just got back from acara makan2 with my friends. Burger King, nasi lemak, hot hazelnut chocolate from Starbucks... Sure will be chubbier this sem. But what to do besides eating? Very bosan these days. FYP belum start (semangat dah x berkobar2 dah). And penang climate do make me sick. Almost 2 weeks and my flu doesnt 100% recover. I slept like crazy, even skipped a few classes already. I think I need to go home and spend time there to kill this boredom. Gosh I hope I will not do something stupid (which already done, a bit). But it was not my fault. And they are not serious matter anyway. Who cares right, I was totally bored and need some motivation. Will slack off more in the future (but still under control). I know my limit but I hope this boredom will go away. Still I hope things will get the way like before. I do understand that people change as time goes by but please, dont change too much. I'm afraid me myself will change too and at the end everybody will regret and make wrong decisions. I'm a hardheaded person and it's hard for me to cry or shows that I'm sad. I might say everything is ok and just smile but it doesnt mean I didnt hurt. I'm also just a human and like I said there's a limit I can be patient. It just that I'm the type who doesnt know how to show it because yeah, I do not know how to show the expression... Merepek2 sudah (effect of sugar rush). Should sleep now...

+HEARTSICK+

2011-10-03T09:15:00.000-07:00

I miss the time when we both are not busy (before these 9 months). It much more sweet and passionate than now. Hmm...

+MY FINAL YEAR PROJECT+

2011-09-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

SUSTAINABLE MANAGEMENT FOR INTEGRATED MANGROVE AQUACULTURE SYSTEM.

Project description:

The objective of this project is to develop a management model of integrated mangrove-aquaculture farming systems for achieving coastal sustainability. It will also identify the nutrient loading of shrimp farm effluent through extensive water quality analysis. Sungai Pinang shrimp farming area will be selected. Several sampling points will be fixed for water quality analysis during water discharge. This project will find a model for sustainable coastal aquaculture system which might be helpful to further expansion of aquaculture activities in sustainable way.

FIRST:

I did not apply for this topic.

SECOND:

I don't have any idea about how to develop a management model bla bla bla...

THIRD:

A senior told me that this is a new topic, so it might be a bit difficult to do it for the first time. ( i hope not )

BUT:

I think i have to accept this topic as I believe that what I always get is the best for me. Though I really want that seahorse project. (pointer x cukup, padan muka aku x dpt tajuk tu, haha). Nevermind, we'll see the progress as time flies. Gonna have a wonderful time =)

+3RD YEAR, YEAH!+

2011-09-09T08:22:00.000-07:00

First of all, the pic up there is uploaded coz someone seems to like it a lot. So I just edit it a little n wala! Not so good in editing pics, haha... That is me when i was 2 or 3 years old? Dunno... Seeing how little I used to be make me grateful that I still alive until now =) Thank you God.

Right now I'm hiding under my blanket writing this entry. It's just raining outside and it is freezing. Kawanku dah msg kate tedo2, jgn layan K-Pop je. How did he knew? haha.... Well, I'm having a hard time now. I'll be back in Penang on Monday and my heart feels like dont want to live home. I want to stay like this forever, with my family. For years I left home to study and I missed quality moments with them. Be strong Charm, only 2 semesters left. But... hmm...

Speaking of which, I'm officially in my 3rd a.k.a. FINAL YEAR. Horray! Lots to catch up butI have faith on myself. Need to be more organized (I'll make myself a planner after this). Lots of free time but I have to remember I have FYP to settle. Keep that in mind ya =). Gonna work hard to increase my pointer and grades. Work hard and work smart (somebody always said this to me). Emm.. thats it I think. Tomorrow will pack my stuff and sayonara my lovely home *sobs =( *

+UNDER CONSTRUCTION+

2011-09-07T08:33:00.001-07:00

I tried to change my blog template, and somehow i messed up. Not into this computer science thing. So i declare my blog is under construction. Gonna edit a few things here and there, hehe... Maybe tomorrow =p

+KL n AMPANG OUTING+

2011-07-17T05:53:00.000-07:00

Salam 1 Malaysia...hua3~

Tahun 2011 amatla kurang mengupdate blog ni. Nak tulis dlm bahasa inggeris pon mcm malas nak pikir. So, campur2la ek. Merojak. Ala, bahasa je, asalkan org paham sudah. X payah nak berkire sangat campur2 bahasa melayu n inggeris. Time ni aku baru lepak2 balik keje (ahad pon keje). Punyela penat sebab projek besar masok. Boss pon tersenyum je la (which is creepy) income msk bnyk. Yang penatnye pekerja2 ni ha. Sampai aku kene korbankan cuti aku sok (half day je la). Satu bulan setengah je, bertahan la ye Charm...

Last week 8-10 Julai aku telah membuat lawatan sambil belajar ke KL n Ampang (haha). Salah timing betolla ade perhimpunan bersih tu. Kalo x sabtu tu aku dah meround2 KL cari kain baju. Ish... Tapi ari jumaat sempatla membeli belah sket, dapat barang2 yang berbaloi, hehe... Tapi tujuan utama nak jumpa kawan baikku si kasanova Ammar (wahaha). Dah dekat 2 tahun x jumpe, huhu. Makin kurus mamat ni, ish3~ Lepak2 bercerita, karoke ngan kawan dia Zharif (aku x nyanyila). Kalo la x keja pnya psl mmg aku lepak lama lg sana. Xpa la my fren, laen kali je. Be strong! hehe... Raya nnti ade time ke sana la lagi. Penatla nak out dlu layan DVD n tedo... =)

*sori beb curi gamba dari fb ko, haha*

+CUTI2 MALAYSIA+

2011-06-27T07:31:00.000-07:00

Wahaha... xde kaitan pon tajuk ngan ape yang aku nak bebel2kan ni. Cuma isi masa lapang je sbb bosan dah x taw nak buat ape. Dah 2 bulan x menulis so mcm blur sket. Sekarang tengah cuti sem, 4 bulan lamanya. Dah nak masuk bulan 7 pun. Hopefully cepatla bulan 9, tapi bkn sebab rindu kampus ok... Sebabnye agak x tahan suasana kerja. Oh btw, cuti ni aku wat kerje part tyme as an embroider. Menarik jugakla sebab blaja something selain biologi tu... Disaster pun ade gak, tapi everything settle dengan jayanya. Thank you GOD. Kerja bagus2 je, banyak lagi kene blaja. Cume macam yang dinyatakan di atas, environment x brape bgsla. X pasal2 fizikal n mental mmg kene uji habis habisan. Kerenah org yg baik buruk x pernah aku jumpe suma ada. Yang tu biarla disimpan je, x pyh cite. X kesah kene kerja keras tapi suasana yg x fun buat aku rasa x semangat dah keje. Tapi bertahan je la, pasni cari tempat keje laen pla, huhu.... Kerja2...

Kalo pasal study, agak dilupakan dengan sengaja la jgk. Bukan senang nak dpt cuti 4 bulan ni so watpe pkr psl stadi kan. Lagipun aku bknnye org yg gila stadi, wahaha... Penatla dari umur 5 tahun sampaila 24 tahun ni tu je keje aku. Dahla kemungkinan extend tu mcm ade je. Tapi bukan sebab fail la, sebab subjek minor yg clash tu. Bengang btol camni. Arap setel la nnti, xkan sebab 1 subjek aku kene extend 1 sem, haih... Macam manela org yg wat sistem jadual ni, tensen aku. Result pon dah keluar. Biase2 je x gempak pon. Syukurla suma lulus, lgpun dah pulun kaw2 sblm exam so puas hati. Cume kene tingkatkan lagi untuk 2 semester last ni. Lagipon dah kene sound ngan parents suro naekkan lagi pointer. Misi besar tu, so next sem sori ek, x nak telibat ngan apa2 dah. Enjoy2, hm... akan dipikirkan. Lagipon kene pkr mane yg lagi penting btol x? Akan enjoy jgk tp akan dikurangkan. Minimum tengok wayang, makan2 then balik.

Huargh... ngantok suda. Dah x taw ape nak merepek lagi so tedola. Sok kene keje lagi, haih.... Akan cuba cari topik yg menarik utk ditulis, huhu

+PERSONALITIES BY BLOOD TYPE+

2011-04-28T06:43:00.000-07:00

Blood Type A:

Positive Traits: Conservative, introverted, reserved, patient, punctual and inclined to be perfectionists.

Worst Traits: Obsessive, stubborn, self conscious and uptight.

Referred as ‘farmers’ in some descriptions, Type A’s are said to be considerate of others and loyal to a fault. They can also be secretive and reluctant to share their feelings. Apparently they don’t hold their liquor well, either.

Blood Type B:

Best Traits: Animal-loving, creative, flexible, individualistic, optimistic and passionate.

Worst Traits: Forgetful, irresponsible and self-centered.

Referred to as ‘hunters’, Type B’s have very independent natures and tend not to be concerned about what other people think of them. Although often described as shallow and lazy, they can be quite passionate about the things they hold dear. Patience is not their strong suit either.

Type B men have acquired a very negative reputation in Korea and are not considered by many to be good husband material. Often described as ‘players’, they are perceived as being selfish and mercurial, quick to anger and not terribly reliable. That said, their bad boy image makes them very attractive to women, but not for the long term. (Type B women do not share in this bad rep, for some unexplained reason).

Blood Type AB:

Best Traits: Cool, controlled, empathic, introverted and rational.

Worst Traits: Aloof, critical, indecisive and unforgiving.

Referred to as ‘humanists’, Type AB’s are said to be controlled more by their heads, than by their hearts. They are rational, good with money, but unpredictable. Although inclined to be distant, they prefer harmony and as such, work well with mediators. Some consider them two-faced, and therefore untrustworthy.

Blood Type O:

Best Traits: Ambitious, athletic, robust and self-confident.

Worst Traits: Arrogant, insensitive, ruthless and vain.

Referred to as ‘warriors’, Type O’s are viewed as natural leaders and are often, also, natural athletes. They tend to be outgoing, expressive and passionate, but can also bore others to death with their obsessive drive for success coupled with their absolute convictions that they are winners. This certainty that they will always win explains why they aren’t afraid to take risks or gamble. They have a strong physical presence and are unlikely to ever be overlooked.

According to Bella Online, an international site for women, the best compatibility matches are as follows:

A is most compatible with A and AB

B is most compatible with B and AB

AB is most compatible with AB, B, A and O

O is most compatible with O, and AB

+MANDAILING+

2011-04-27T08:56:00.000-07:00

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
The Mandailing is a traditional cultural group in Southeast Asia. They are found mainly in the northern section of the island of Sumatra in Indonesia. They came under the influence of the Kaum Padri who ruled the Minangkabau of Tanah Datar. As a result, the Mandailing were influenced by Muslim culture and converted to Islam. Previous to their conversion, they practised Hinduism andParmalim (Batak native religion). There are also a group of Mandailing in Malaysia, especially in the states of Selangor and Perak. They are closely related to the Angkola, who are mixed between Muslim and Christian adherents.
Etymology
The etymology of 'Mandailing' is said to be a coupounding of the words mande, meaning 'mother', and hilang, meaning 'lost'. Thus, the name is said to mean "lost mother". Some research has suggested that the Mandailing are the descendants of the Batak, who migrated to the south before the coming of the Portuguese and Dutch colonisation of Sumatra. There they converted to Islam and intermarried with Minangkabau and the Malay peoples. Mandailing society is patriarchal, employing family names, or marga, in the same manner as the Batak, Simalungun, and Karo. The same marga can be found, such as Lubis, Nasution, Siregar, Hasibuan, Harahap, Dalimunthe (originally from Munthe), Matondang, Rangkuti, Parinduri, Pulungan, Rambe, Daulae(y), Pohan, Batubara (not to be confused with the Batu Bara people from the east coast of Sumatra), Barus and Hutajulu

+RAHSIA BAHASA TUBUH LELAKI+

2011-04-04T02:25:00.000-07:00

I got this from Facebook. Dunno they are true or not. Featuring Kim Bum, heheh. I wonder which body language I always did? Hm...

+MARCH 2011+

2011-03-14T07:23:00.000-07:00

Bulan Mac sudah menjelma. 14 Mac arini. Bulan depan sudah final exam. Argh!!! Belum stadi la lagi. Sebabnye? Assignment asyik datang n datang. Lecturer x penat ke kasi assignment? Ish... Setakat ni ade 3 report yang belum setel, 1 group work, cover letter+resume+job advertisement, test... Padahal 9 April dah study week. Amat penat ye di sini. Rase mcm nak pukul orang pon ade gak, haha... Makan x terurus, kehidupan sosial dah 3 bln terganggu... Ape lagi? Hmm... Banyak aktiviti bulan Februari n Mac ni tapi akan update laterla. Tak sempat2 nak upload gamba n bebel2. Ah lapar, melantak megi tom yam dulu, heheh...

+FAIZ AZMAN+

2011-03-04T19:18:00.000-08:00

On 27th of January 2011 I lost one of my good friend. Only today I have the courage to write about him. It was shocking as this is the first time someone who close to me just left like that. I didn't have the opportunity to meet him for the past two years. May u rest in peace my friend. Later when my time comes, I'll follow u. Al-Fatihah...

+2 FEBRUARY 2011+

2011-02-03T06:50:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 1ST MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO BOTH OF US =)

+DUA RIBU SEBELAS PART 2+

2011-01-14T04:39:00.000-08:00

This is the continue from the previous entry. Haven't been able to update about myself because I was and still suffering from my illness. Fever, flu and cough. And it almost 2 weeks now. But I'm recovering. However, need to see the doctor twice. After got the antibiotic during my 2nd time visited Pusat Sejahtera, then I feel better. Penat telan ubat ok... But yes, I was really suffering and in pain especially my head. The doctor said that I had some kind of infection, that's why I had headache. Hopefully by next week I am fully recovered. Missed two classes already, without MC.

Hm... Let's talk about my activities right now. I involve in the 2nd Open Relay USM committee as the treasurer. At first, I was the vice treasurer. Then something came up and I was elected as the treasurer. It's kind of fun, though tiring at the same time. Learn a lot, make friends, and I'll try my best to make this event a success. The event will take place on 12th of February 2011. Next is Malam Citrabayu which will take place on 26th of February. Will dance for the last time, huhu... And the practice will start on next week??? Aiyo, penatla pasni. Under the Biosociety, I involve with the Beach Clean Up Project as AJK Teknikal Dan Fizikal and Bionite as AJK Publisiti. Both will be around February and March. Then I can get back to my normal life as a student, heheh...

This semester will be the last time I involve in any activities. Dah tua kena retired, haha... The truth is I want to enjoy my third year, which is practically next semester, in a very leisure way. Time sure goes by quickly, and yet I haven't reach my target. Haih... Work harder Charm!

*Cant wait for February or March to come, heheh*

+DUA RIBU SEBELAS+

2011-01-06T02:28:00.000-08:00

Helo. The title for this time is "DUA RIBU SEBELAS" which refers to 2011. And which means this is my 4th semester in USM. 2 semesters left, thank God. I've been in USM from 18.12.2010 because I involved with the centralize training with the athletes. Though I'm not an athlete myself, just join the Track and Field Club in the management team. Yes it was tiring but most of the time, we the Santai Group had so much fun. My aim is to increase my fitness, so I can become stronger and more energetic. But somehow my body is so fragile and I can hurt easily. My legs still feel pain whenever I tried to run. Well... cant do anything about it. I just have to find another way to keep fit, haha...

My result for the 3rd sem is not what I expected. So I've become so stress after I checked it at the Healthy Campus. I knew it will goes bad but not this bad. Aiyo... But now I regained back my spirit, just have to do better this time. So this sem I'm taking 5 subjects which is 17 units:

BAT213-Ekosistem Pinggir & Marin
BST203-Ekologi Populasi & Komuniti
HET123-A Study of Language
HET224-Gaya Dalam Kesusasteraan Semasa Dalam Bahasa Inggeris

LSP402-Scientific & Medical English

The beginning of 2011 is not a good year for me. I'm having fever right now. My head keeps throbbing. I think I fall sick because I had been stress for the past 2 weeks. Somebody pissed me off... until now la. Haih... malas la nak komen panjang. No comment. Kasi jawapan artis, ngeh3... It's no good at all, must shove away all the negativity that have been starting invading my mind. Shooh3!!!

But...Aside from the negatives, there is also a positive side came along. Hehe... Dengan memendekkan cite, I've fall in love after 3 years ++ being single. It is too early to say much, so lets see what will happen in the future. Hope everything will goes well between us. I think I have to stop here as my eyes are getting heavier. Baru je telan ubat2 yg mengantukkan diri ni. Haih... Nak membebel bnyk lg tapi kepala dah tingtong la. Nanti tulis mende yg x sepatutnye plak. Nyte =)

+2nd USM Open Relay+

2010-12-29T08:16:00.000-08:00

USM OPEN RELAY is one of the sport events that is organized by the Athletics Club of USM and now we are proud to have the 2nd USM OPEN RELAY 2011 after the 1st one was successfully held in early 2010.

The 2nd USM OPEN RELAY organizing team is proudly welcoming all the participants from all over the Malaysia to join us in this event.The particular for this event is stated below :

Date : 12 February 2011
Time : 8.00 a.m.
Venue : USM Penang Athletics Stadium

For the 2nd USM Open Relay, we have introduced new categories and new events as well. The veteran category has been divided into two; junior veteran (39- 49 years old) and senior veteran (50 years and above) while a new category; interdesa is specially introduce for the USM students.

As for the event itself, you'll be thrilled to participate in 4 x 100m MIX where the 1st and the last runner has to be a female.

Excited?
Well, you should be!

Check out the categories and events offered (:

Why hesitate?
Come and join us now :D

Any interests or constructive feedback and suggestions, please email us at
usmopenrelay_2@yahoo.com

Any inquiries regarding the participation and entry, you can give us email on usmopenrelay_2@yahoo.com or contact:
019-2811333- USM Coach, Mr Ahmad Fahlawi

013-9778906- Chairperson,Miss Nadiah Abdul Razak

017-4471182 - Head of Entry Department, Miss Nurnabilah Rahim

+KUANTAN INVASION+

2010-12-12T17:22:00.000-08:00

Last Wednesday, on 8th of December, me and my "cousin" (heheh) Saini went to Kuantan for a 'mini reunion'. Hahah, just hangout actually. Yep, this is the 1st outing since my semester break started. Departed from Raub at 8.45 a.m. and manage to arrive at Saini's house b4 9.30. Gila laju sbb cadangan awalnya 8 a.m. I hate those lorries using the Raub-Bentong way. Always men-slow-kan orang laen. Ish.. But somehow magically arrived in Kuantan around 11.30 a.m. Right on schedule. I hope x kena saman, haha. Tapi x over the speed limit ok...

Then we straight went to Megamall. Though not so straight, haha. Hanya meredah mengikut gerak hati. After a few wrong turns, and also made U turn when it suppose cannot make U turn (gangster jalanraya), finally made it to Megamall. Damn the parking lot is so high and I kinda nervous. I have a little phobia with height u see... Level 4. Saini efficiently took pic of the parking lot number/sign. In case we forgot which level we park Hero. And really, we did forget. I thought it was 'P' but instead it was 'T'.

When Eah came, we went to Secret Recipe and waited for Leeya there. Gosh so hungry and quickly ordered these satisfyingly and delicious food.

**Rice noodle tom yam, i think. Eah's and Leeya's**

**Macaroni and cheese, with shrimps. Mine, haha**

**Bolognese spaghetti? lots of cheese on top. Saini's**

**Desert! chocolate indulgence and white chocolate something cake**

At first my intention is just for the cakes. But oh well... haha. Sambil makan sambil gosip2 mengumpat, LOL.

Next pit stop, East Coast Mall. This was the 1st time I came here. And I think this place is cool =). Don't have the time to explore it yet, but will do. Next time... We went for a movie and decided to watch Rapunzel 3D. Personally I liked this movie. Haven't watch or read fairy tales in years, kinda remind me of my childhood. Sorry no pics =p. Then we went for kara-ok! I didn't sing, hehe. First, I'm too shy. 2nd, dont know any of the songs. So just enjoy their singing and rapping, hahah. Lepak2 there until 5p.m.

**Gangstar musim ke 10 wakil Malaysia**

**Camwhore**

**Leeya, Eah and Me. Saini's the photographer**

It's time to say goodbye... Tidak puas rasanya. But no place to stay, besides, kewangan tdk mengizinkan. Haha. Me and Saini went back to Megamall to find some CDs then went back home. I arrived home at 10p.m. Tiring but it was a fun day. Should spend time like this again after this. When I have money of course. Thanx to Saini, Eah and Leeya for a great day =)

**On the way out of the parking lot. Cuak sbb membayangkan ketinggian**

+BYE2 3RD SEMESTER+

2010-11-25T06:04:00.001-08:00

As this entry is written (typed?), I'm heavenly in my room in Pahang. With larger bed than in campus (can golek2 all day long), and can eat all the time without worrying to pay, hahah. It has been 4 days I'm home. Coz it's semester break yo! The last time I've been home during the aidilfitri break. So far so good, haven't been out yet as Hero's aircond still malfunctioning. Plus the power window broke. So if anyone want to be in a mobile sauna, you can take a ride in Hero, hahahah...

I found that 3rd semester in USM is less tough compared to when I'm in 1st year (1st & 2nd sem). Maybe I've been able to adapt to the surrounding. Maybe... But somehow I'm very satisfied this semester. I worked harder than the last 2 semesters and I hope I'll get better grades =). But still in the end of the semester I skipped classes etc. Hahah. Just wait for the result on this becoming 24th December. Dugun2... I knew that I've done few careless mistakes but lets not talk about it.

This is the prove that I did my study. The study desk is crammed with books and notes. But still manage to make a space for me to write. Erk kantoi laptop bukak FB. LOL. This is less messy than the usual days. You can ask my room mate how I can become messier than this.

My bed. Where I slept exactly 10 hours a day. Clothes everywhere (worse during the study and exam weeks). Buku tu buat lapik laptop je sebenarnye, hehehe.

I've done and learned many new things for the last 3 semesters in USM. I've dance, being a model, acting (this one embarrassed me so much). Maybe after this I'll sing (berangan ok). This picture above was during the Tawau We Care Appreciation Night. The theme is costume night (a bit like Halloween). I've become a Count Dracula that night. With less hair, LOL. The three of us in the pic were the one who became the dark creatures that night. And I won the best dress for male! Thanks to Hussaini for the cape, everyone amazed with it and I dunno why. Thanks to Syam (not me) for the shirt and the vest. Vun for the shoes. My makeup artist Intan and Sue Ann.

3rd semester ended pretty well for me. Aside that less hangout with BBP-ians as I was lack of money and time. Busy here and there and 90% of my energy used to finish all the assignments, quizzes, tests. I ate a lot especially during the exam weeks. Now already gain weight. Must be in shape once again. Cant wait for the 4th semester appear, 1 and a half year left in USM then I'll be free~. Gonna work harder for next semester though.

+IF I'VE A GIRLFRIEND+

2010-11-23T05:29:00.000-08:00

If I've a girlfriend
There are so many things I've wanted to do and I've always dreamed
The first one, kissing on the street
The second one, is a train to ChoonChun at dawn
The third one, going on a picnic
The fourth one, give her a ride on my back
And fifth, couple rings are the usual
Boo Boo Boo it would be really sweet

If I've a girlfriend
There are so many things I've also wanted to do and I've always been jealous
Sixth, midnight movies
Seventh, also amusement park
Eight, surprise event too
Boo Boo Boo it would be really lovable

Why does my heart goes thump thump just thinking about you?
Every little thing every day every day I'm going to try it with you
I'm glad that you're here cause every day is enjoyable
Now that we're together
You my dear, baby baby baby baby boo

The birthday when I was alone
The boring weekends
Now I can't wait until the tagged days

I like it cause it's the two of us
I like it cause we're together
No matter where you are
Or whatever we're doing

I've wanted to do the best best things among the rest
"I love you", saying those words just once
"I love you", hearing those words just once
Thanks so much for caring to me, you being next to me
My only love, baby baby baby baby boo
Baby baby baby bay boo~

+SHUT UP - U-KISS+

2010-11-18T07:27:00.000-08:00

+SOIL SCIENCE TRAGEDY+

2010-11-03T17:33:00.000-07:00

Right now I kinda miss someone. Who? Dunno. Maybe because lately I've been in contact with my childhood friends ~ Adi and Bu-E. It almost 15 years I haven't meet them. So much has change. Even their looks are different now. Mine is still the same maybe (heheh) as they recognized me quickly as "anak Cikgu Aziz". Guess my dad is more popular than me then, hahaha. I also miss my best friend in my previous college, Ammar. Haven't see him for 1 year now. Again, more changes between us. But I called him a few days ago and he sounds like he used to be. The difference is that now he's in a relationship with someone and unavailable (lucky you, I'm still single though). Bravo for you bro! I'm happy for you. As for me, I don't want to get involve in a relationship for now. I'm not a guy who can handle both studies and love at the same time. It just too crucial for me to handle. For the time being, I choose my study *though there are some girls here who I admire secretly* haha.... Just be patient Charm, only 1 and a half year left. Then I can do other things than study. I'm gonna meet all my old friends again (if they want to see me). Hanging around or go solo backpacking all around the world like I dream before. Who knows I'll meet my fateful encounter in one of my journeys. I've been everywhere in my whole 23 years of life. And in every pit stop I've known different kinds of people. Making friends with great people. And some who are special to me, with whom I share my secrets and I kept their secrets locked safely in my head. Yet I hope my journey will continue after this. I hope I'll live long and face many more obstacles in the future, which will make me stronger and a better person.

*This post is written while I'm studying soil. Ada kaitan ka? Fokus Charm fokus!

+SAKIT SUDAH+

2010-10-28T19:14:00.000-07:00

Sepanjang hampir setahun setengah dok kat USM ni, ni la sakit paling trok penah aku dapat. Tapi at least larat la gak jalan2 g kafe n kedai makan. Diserang demam, batok, n selsema. Naseb bek labkn time exam week. Arap2 menjelang exam baekla. Aku dah ibarat orang putus cinta dah ni, tisu berterabur kat tepi. Adeh... Dugaan2... Bosan jgk terbaring je, so petang ni maybe nak g jalan2 tgk org maen softball kat Minden, haha... Xde keje kan... Di saat2 camni amatla berharap dia ada kat sini skrg. *sigh*

+Sebab Mata Lelaki Gemar Lihat Badan Wanita+

2010-10-28T03:20:00.000-07:00

Malam pasangannya siang,
Jaga pasangannya tidur,
Rajin pasangannya malas,
Dan lelaki pasangannya perempuan.

Kerana perempuan adalah
pasangan kepada lelaki,
maka Allah telah menciptakan bentuk badan wanita
itu dapat memikat hati lelaki.

Bila berkata tentang terpikat,
maka ia ada hubung kait dengan nafsu.
Jika ia ada hubungkait dengan nafsu,
ianya ada hubungan pula dengan bisikan syaitan.

Jadi untuk mengawal nafsu, mestilah dikawal dengan iman.
Untuk mendapatkan iman mesti menurut perintah
Allah dan RasulNya dan menjauhi laranganNya.

Pada mata lelaki, perempuan ini adalah simbol.
Simbol apa, semua orang tahu.
Orang lelaki mempunyai imaginasi yang nakal jika
tidak dikawal dengan iman.
Maka mata lelaki ini selalu menjalar
apabila terlihat seorang perempuan.

Setiap bentuk badan seorang
perempuan boleh dihayati oleh seorang lelaki
dengan berbagai-bagai tafsiran nakal nafsu.
Apabila seorang lelaki terlihat seorang
perempuan, maka perkara pertama yang akan
dilihatnya ialah rambut wanita berkenaan.
Maka akan ditafsirlah berbagai2 cara oleh
seorang lelaki akan rambut wanita berkenaan.

Oleh kerana itulah wanita wajib menutup rambutnya.
Apabila rambut wanita itu telah ditutup, maka
mata lelaki itu akan turun ke bawah melihat
bentuk lehernya,
maka wajiblah wanita itu menutup lehernya.
Maka mata lelaki itu akan turun lagi
melihat bentuk payu daranya,
maka wanita itu berkewajipanlah menutup bentuk
payu daranya dengan melabuhkan tudungnya.

Setelah itu mata lelaki akan
turun lagi melihat
bentuk ramping pinggangnya,
maka labuhkanlah pakaian supaya tidak ternampak
bentuk pinggangnya,
maka mata lelaki itu akan melihat pula akan
bentuk punggungnya,
maka wajiblah wanita itu membesarkan pakaiannya
agar bentuk punggung tidak kelihatan, dan
lelaki itu akan pula melihat bentuk pehanya,
maka janganlah sesekali wanita itu memakai kain
yang agak ketat sehingga terlihat bentuk
pehanya walau sedikit,
maka akan dilihat lagi oleh lelaki itu akan
bentuk kakinya pula,
maka janganlah wanita itu berseluar, kerana
terus-terang pihak lelaki bercakap, walau
muslimah itu bertudung labuh, berbaju labuh,
jika beliau memakai seluar,walau nampak besar
sedikit, nafsu kami lelaki akan terusik secara
sepontan, entah tak tahu Kenapa?

Mata lelaki ini nakal, setelah tidak ternampak
akan bentuk kakinya,
maka akan dilihatlah pula akan mata lelaki itu kepada kakinya,
maka wajiblah wanita itu untuk menolong lelaki
itu tidak berdosa, menutup kakinya dengan
melabuhkan kain, atau memakai stokinyg warnanya
jangan sesekali berwarna kulit perempuan,
maka mata lelaki ini akan kembali ke atas,
akan melihat pula bentuk tangan wanita itu,
maka tolonglah wahai muslimah, agar melabuhkan
tudung menutupi bentuk tangannya yang indah pada pandangan lelaki.

Maka wahai lelaki,
janganlah pula kamu melihat mukanya,
kerana ia akan menimbulkan fitnah, kecuali jika
kamu wahai lelaki, ingin meminangnya.
Jika wanita itu cukup soleh, takut mukanya yang
cantik akan menimbulkan fitnah,
maka berpurdahlah kamu,
jika itu lebih baik untuk kamu.

Tetapi mata lelaki ini ada satu lagi jenis
penyakit,iaitu mata
lelaki itu akan tertangkap dengan sepontan jika
ia terlihat warna yang menyerlah atau terang
jika ianya berada pada perempuan.

Maka oleh itu wahai perempuan, tolonglah jangan
memakai pakaian yang warnanya terang-terangan sangat.
Jika hendak pakai pun, pakailah untuk suami.
Itulah wahai muslimah, jika anda semua ingin tahu
apakah dia mata lelaki itu, dan perlu
diingatkan, jika semua aurat telah ditutup,
jangan anggap tugas kita telah selesai, perlulah
pula kita menjaga kehormatan diri masing2,
jangan keluar seorang2,keluarlah dengan
mahram, atau keluarlah sekurang2nya 3 wanita agar
tidak diganggu gangguan luar, mata lelaki pula
janganlah menjalar langsung kepada muslimah,
walau muslimah itu telah menutup aurat,
insyaAllah selamat dunia akhirat.

Seperti firman Allah,"Dan tundukkanlah pandanganmu
dan jagalah kemaluanmu".
Dunia sekarang telah banyak yang cacat celanya,
sehingga ketaraf seseorang yang memakai tudung
masih beliau tidak menutup aurat, dan pada kaum
lelaki, mata kamu itu wajib untuk tidak
mencuri2 melihat wanita muslimah, kerana ia
dilarangi oleh Allah SWT.

Ingat-ingatkanlah wahai muslimin muslimat.
Sekilau-kilau berlian paling menarik untuk dicuri..
Seindah-indah ciptaan adalah yang paling sukar untuk dijaga…

wasalam………………….

JIKA KAU TAKDIRKAN AKU JATUH CINTA+

2010-10-25T01:47:00.001-07:00

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta, cintakanlah aku pada seseorang yang melabuhkan cintanya pada-Mu, agar bertambah kekuatan ku untuk mencintai-Mu. Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh cinta, jagalah cintaku padanya agar tidak melebihi cintaku pada-Mu .

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati, izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya tertaut pada-Mu, agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta. Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati, jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling pada hati-Mu. Ya Rabbul Izzati, jika aku rindu, rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindui syahid di jalan-Mu.

Ya Allah, jika aku rindu, jagalah rinduku padanya agar tidak lalai aku merindukan syurga-Mu. Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta kekasih-Mu, janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan indahnya bermunajat di sepertiga malam terakhirmu.

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasih-Mu, jangan biarkan aku tertatih dan terjatuh dalam perjalanan panjang menyeru manusia kepada-Mu. Ya Allah, jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasih-Mu, jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta hakiki dan rindu abadi hanya kepada-Mu.

Ya Allah Engkau mengetahui bahwa hati-hati ini telah berhimpun dalam cinta pada-Mu, telah berjumpa pada taat pada-Mu, telah bersatu dalam dakwah pada-MU, telah berpadu dalam membela syariat-Mu. Kukuhkanlah ya Allah ikatannya. Kekalkanlah cintanya. Tunjukilah jalan-jalannya. Penuhilah hati-hati ini dengan nur-Mu yang tiada pernah pudar. Lapangkanlah dada-dada kami dengan limpahan keimanan kepada-Mu dan keindahan bertawakal di jalan-Mu.

+KEM KEPIMPINAN BIOSOCIETY+

2010-10-24T03:06:00.000-07:00

Event : Kem Kepimpinan Biosociety

Date : 7 - 9 October 2010

Venue : Kuala Woh, Perak

Dah lama mende ni berlalu baru nak post, hehe... Sangat busy dengan test n latihan tarian. Minggu ni pun akan ade lagi 2 test (arap2 last). Hm... Berbalik kepada cerita yang sepatutnye diceritakan. Kem di Kuala Woh, Perak. Diwajibkan kepada semua EXCO n WP1 Biosociety. Tapi x semua yang dapat join sebab terlibat dengan SUKAD. Aku pon dah 2 tahun x dapat join SUKAD. Tapi tdk menyesal sebab mmg enjoy pegi kem ni. Ingatkan kem kepimpinan akan dengar ceramah after ceramah. Tapi bukan... Lebih banyak games. Dan barula aku lebih mengenal student bio 1 batch n juniors. Suma kaki lawak je, gelak2 sampai ilang stress. Tahniah kepada team yang menjadikan acara ni menarik n x membosankan. Tema superhero jugak agak unik. Dah rase macam time budak2 balik. X ingat dah bio2 suma tu, haha... Tahniah kepada group aku Popeye walaupon dapat tempat ke-2 keseluruhan. Korang memang best ^^. Kepada yang berminat nak datang berkelah di Kuala Woh ni, sila2 la sebab tempat ni agak selesa. Bleh bercamping jugak. Ada certain part sungai ni yang keluar air panas. Bolehla feeling2 sauna, haha... Picture banyak tapi x lehla upload suma. Komen2 dari FB biosociety suma puas hati dgn kem ni. Certain2 kelemahan tu blehla kepimpinan akan datang take note n atasi k.

**Diapit oleh gadis2 tdk bermakna aku ni players ok, haha**

**With Madi n Cik Tom**

**Popeye! Sempat lagi posing bile sedar ade kamera, hehe**

**Masukkan kayu dlm botol. Kitaorg paling lama rasanya**

**Peserta. Kenangan manis =)**

+HELLO SHINee+

2010-10-06T21:41:00.000-07:00

SHINee Hello MV New Released
Uploaded by teethsbroken. - Explore more music videos.

+PAGI RABU+

2010-10-05T17:52:00.000-07:00

Kelas kol 11. Still bergolek2 atas tilam, menyorok bawah selimut. Malas nak bersiap awal macam biasa. Perut lapar tp dah macam bosan ngan makanan di sini. Kelas jap lagi kat DK M. Antartika USM tu. Terseksa aku menggigil2 sejuk gila. Esemen tinggal 2 lagi. Leceh gila kena betolkan mende2 yang leceh2 ni. Rase mcm mls nak buat ape2 sbb penatla. Hatiku dah xda di Penang ni. Dah terbang merata2, hahaha... Minggu ni dah x shining dah. Pegi kelas pon serabai je. Tp bkn kisah pon, haha. Yang penting, minggu ni banyak kali *dugun dugun*. Paham2 sajala. Tp x maw elaborate di sini. Layan sorang2 sudeh... Cant wait to go camping this weekend. Arap2 x membosankan k...

+ AMBUSHED+

2010-09-30T21:01:00.000-07:00

X pernah menyangka sepanjang 23 tahun hidup ni akan diserang oleh sekali banyak assignment + aktiviti (akademik n bkn akademik). Penat gila weyh (akibat bertangguh). Tapi sempat lagi berFB n berblog, hehe... Nak gak relax2 k. Dalam 3 minggu ni antara assignment yg kene disiapkan ialah :

Report limno - submit ujung bln ni sblm study week
Report pollution - submit next friday
Report soil - submit next monday
Report hubungan etnik - review on tuesday n submit next friday
Prepare utk presentation hubungan etnik - not decide yet

Aktiviti2 plak:

Kem kepimpinan biologi - 8->10 october
Praktis menari utk Tawau We Care projek (2 tarian k) - utk show 21 october

Dan sekarang (ari ni) sudah 1 oktober. Dalam masa 1 bln lagi akan final. Rase2 baru 30% ready, adeh... So malam ni mula menelaah la ape2 yg patut. Aim nak naikkan pointer tp studynye idak gak. Dush3 diri sendiri. Jadual exam pon dah keluar:

9 Nov - Environmental Pollution
15 Nov - Limnology
16 Nov - Soil Science
19 Nov - English something... (x ingat - minor)
22 Nov - Hubungan etnik n Oceanography (amek ko 2 paper skali)

4 subjek teras. Ok kot setakat ni. Tapi kene stadi dlu tengok camne. Hwaiting! Yang penting raya aji (17 Nov) akan sambut kat kampus je. X sempat nak balik. Kecewa aku. Balik cuti sem nnti melekat dalam rumah lagi la aku, hehe...

+STRESS KUASA 18 JUTA+

2010-09-21T19:10:00.000-07:00

Adui la...

Baru berapa ari balik dari cuti raya ari2 ade mende yg buat aku stress

Bengang, panas ati suma ada

Maw kena darah tinggi or sakit jantung kalo camni

Personaliti yg org kate "tenang je" tu dah makin xde

Sekarang rasa maw pukul orang kaw2 pnye

Adeh sakit kepala sudah...

+WITHOUT WORDS+

2010-09-20T19:36:00.000-07:00

I shouldn't have done that
I should've ignored it
Like something I could't see
Like something I can't see
I shouldn't have ever looked at you

I should've ran away
I should've acted like I didn't hear it
Like something I couldn't hear
Like something I can't hear
I shouldn't have listened to my heart

You showed me love without words
You gave me your love without words
You made me hold my breath
Waiting for you but you ran away like this

Without a word love leaves me
Without a word love throws me away
What should I say next?
My only closed lips were surprised
Coming without words

Why does it hurts so much?
Why does it keeps hurting?
Except for the fact that you aren't here
Though everything is the same

Without a word tears fall
Without a word my heart breaks
Without a word I wait for love
Without a word love hurts me
I zone out
I become a fool
Because I cry as I look up at the sky

Without a word goodbyes find me
Without a word goodbyes come to me
I couldn't even prepare to send you away
I think my heart was surprised
Without a word it came

Without a word it went
Without a word it left
Like the fever before
I'll just hurt for a while
Since only scars will be left in the end

+HEART - ACHE+

2010-09-19T16:00:00.000-07:00

sakit ati sampai rasa nak menangis.

dalam betul sakitnye.

+MOVIE TIME AGAIN+

2010-08-29T22:25:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday me n my "sayang" (ehehehe) went for movie time. Had a very wonderful time though it is still in fasting month :p. Took bus together (long time hasn't been on a public bus). We watched 2 movies (unintentionally). At first my target is only to watch City Under Siege coz Aaron Kwok is in the movie, hehehe... But then continue with Step Up 3D. Both movies are great. Amazed by how can Aaron Kwok maintain his fitness and still looks young. I think he's already 40 something right? Has been his fan since watched Para Para Sakura and Storm Rider. To those who aren't watch these two movies should go watch them now. Personally I think Step Up 3D is worth watched. Satisfaction guaranteed. Here are the synopsis of both movies (credit to GSC website).

Sunny (Aaron Kwok) is a clown in a circus act but he aspires to be a top performer just like his dad, The King of Flying Knife. While in Malaysia, Sunny and a few of his circus performer friends go for a treasure hunt, stumbling upon barrels of bio-chemicals left from the war. Upon returning, some of the members are mutating due to inhaling the bio-chemicals but Sunny seems fine from the exposure. They gain extraordinary superhuman powers. The leader of the entertainment outfit Chang Tai Chu (Colin Chou) decides to use this newfound strength to do evil. As there is an increase of crime in the city, the media and the police get involved. Kungfu master Suan Hou (Wu Jing) and policewoman Xin Hua (Zhang Jin Chu) enter the fray, while Angel (Shu Qi), a reporter who is recently demoted, also pursues the case in hopes of rescuing her flagging career.

New York's intense street dancing underground comes alive in eye-popping Digital 3D in the third installment of the "Step Up" franchise as the raw, passion-fuelled culture goes global. A tight-knit group of street dancers, including Luke (Rick Malambri) and Natalie (Sharni Vinson), team up with NYU freshman Moose (Adam Sevani), and find themselves pitted against the world's best breakdancers in a high-stakes showdown that will change their lives forever.

*After this would like to take a tour around Penang by bus. Kinda love the feeling "like-a-tourist". Hehehe...

+CHARM THE PISCES GUY+

2010-08-28T09:25:00.000-07:00

Got this from my 21st's birthday gift from Amoy :

"You enjoy music, books and have a physiological approach to life which means that you are naturally positive and optimistic. Your sensitive and gentle nature hides an inner strength that enables you to deal with any problems life may push your way. You will have many friends and admirers"

Really ah?

+I LOVE U+

2010-08-23T19:35:00.000-07:00

I saw it
But not sure what I’m s-s-seeing
I heard it, but not sure what I h-h-heard
Even if I know it
I am not sure if I really k-know it

Just as the blind touches an elephant
Or the frog in the well knowing the sea
Or the fox assuming the crane will serve a plate
I knew it, just like them

Foolishly vowed to never get pushed around
Vowed to never get myself drawn in
L-l-love is
N-n-never like that
I was like a f-f-fool back then

I Love you.
I want you.
I need you.
‘Cause I choose you
Finally words from the bottom of my heart
The words I learned after meeting you
I lo~ love you.
I nee~ need you.

Baby, my lady I should’ve known this already
It’s a little late, but now I understand

No way, I can’t do it
Now I can’t even think about
Living without you

Foolishly vowed to never get pushed around
Vowed to never get myself drawn in
L-l-love is
N-n-never like that
I was like a f-f-fool back then

I Love you.
I want you.
I need you.
‘Cause I choose you
Finally words from the bottom of my heart
The words I learned after meeting you
I lo~ love you.
I nee~ need you.

Shoving and pushing is tiring
Empty the greediness
Forget fantasizing, it’s all about getting real
The books
And the written rules
Are useless, it’s all about the heart.

I used to calculate but I have changed
Now I don’t mind giving it all to you

I’ve said it before
But I want to say it once more
I will say it once more so listen

Foolishly vowed to never get pushed around
Vowed to never get myself drawn in
L-l-love is
N-n-never like that
I was like a f-f-fool back then

I Love you.
I want you.
I need you.
‘Cause I choose you
Finally words from the bottom of my heart
The words I learned after meeting you
I lo~ love you.
I nee~ need you.

+K FOR K-POP+

2010-08-19T07:43:00.000-07:00

It has been what, 4 years now since I've started listened to korean songs? The 1st korean band I listened was FT Island :). At that time still dunno who was Hong Ki n the other members. Then I came across the TVXQ mv while 'lepak2' watching television. I still remember the Balloons and Wrong Number mv. Still has their mp3s in my laptop. So until now I've listened to various korean groups. And here are some groups that I think have the strong aura ~ which means they can dance well, perform well, good looks and image, launch great songs and MVs... bla bla bla... Somehow I got the nickname abang korea by my college friends, hahah... But the truth is I dont listen to all of korean songs. Only those that can be parallel with my wavelength. But besides the list below, there are many more singers with greater songs. It just that the idols in the list below are my favourites, heheh...

**SS501**

**SHINee**

**FT Island**

**Rain**

**CN Blue**

**SNSD**

**Big Bang**

**Super Junior**

**TVXQ**

**4 Minute**

**2 PM**

P/S : The order is not from my most favourite to least favourite. Too lazy to reorganise, hehe

+1 MONTH OF 2ND YEAR IN USM+

2010-08-13T01:07:00.000-07:00

It has been 2 weeks my life became super duper busy. When there were free times, I slept like there's no tomorrow, heheh. And cant lepak2 with fellow BBPians. 2nd year is definitely busy for everybody I guess. So today I decided to silent my phone and just curling in my room for the whole evening before break my fast. Yay! It's fasting month already. 3rd day to be exact. So far still ok. But gonna see when Monday come next week. Because on Mondays my timetable is pack from 8am to 7pm. Cant wait to fast at home and break fast with family. Kinda boring eat the same meal at stalls here.

Speaking of packed timetable, I think now I'm getting busier. At least 2 assignments every week. I repeat, "at least". Maybe there's more. And I'm the kind who loves to do everything last minute. So this kind of attitude need to be thrown away. For the mean time I managed to finish everything on time. But somehow got problem when it comes to group work. Some of the members skipped the meetings and discussion and didnt reply any sms I sent. Wasting my credits for nothing. You are 3rd year already, just give commitments la... If cannot come just inform will you. When we discussed about when we can held any discussions, you said that you can come, no prob etc. But then acted like M.I.A... Ish. That's why I'm not prefer to be the leader.

Last week was the convocation week in USM. Compared to last year, this year's event isnt much interesting. That's what everybody says. So to those who'll be in charge for Convex next year, maybe you should do something. I noticed that not so many students were attracted to visit the Convex site. Or maybe most of us take the opportunity to go back since many classes were being cancelled.

I joined the traditional dance with PERSIS dance team for the closing ceremony of Convex. Only 1 week practising, I still forgot some steps until the performance time. Many didnt notice though, hehe. Thanx to other dancers for your cooperation with me although I'm not a Sabahan. One thing for sure, my Sumazau steps definitely funny, haha... But it was fun, learning about other race's culture. Next semester going to enter the MCB :)

I also involve with the Biosociety this semester. Thanx to Dayah a.k.a. Cik Tom, haha... Suddenly from just being AJK for Convex Week to Exco. As long as I'm not the leader then it's ok. By being an exco I manage to apply sticker for Hero. After this can enter any gates without feeling scared to the guards, hehehe... Esp at the Sg. Dua and Minden gates. Thanx to Biosociety, I'll try my best to give the best service. Haha.. sounds so wrong :p. The pic above was at the Gerai Bio.

**BIOLOGY FAMILY DAY AT FERRINGI. GROUP 5 (my grouplah) WON! OH YEAH!!!**

**RANDOM ~ BESDAY DAYAH. MAKA BERKUMANDANGLA LAGU BESDAY DI KHALEEL. CUPCAKES TU SEDAP**

+2ND YEAR 3RD WEEK+

2010-07-28T03:42:00.000-07:00

Just woke up. I slept a lot these days until headache :p. Dunno why so sleepy, hehe... Maybe because of the flu+fever+batuk2. The last 2 weeks were very miserable. Cant sleep properly every night. Had to drink only hot drinks, lots of asam jawa, gallons of mineral water. But now is getting better, yesterday I had ice drinks ~ fresh orange + ice milo. But now agak terbatok2 semula, cis...

It's already the 3rd week here in USM. 2nd year is quite tough. Kinda blur2 when in lecture hours. So far, haven't start doing revision yet. Must start by this week la... Because things quite hectic here. With the becoming CONVEX... I'm involve with the Bio Society as the Teknikal n Fizikal (most of my task involve driving here n there). Also with PERSIS dance group for the closing ceremony. We're doing the creative theme for that night. So long not dance n sweat like crazy eventhough just practising the intro part :)

Changes! Yeah changes! I've got new haircut :D. It felt weird for the first time but I think I look different. Thanks to my hairstylist (mcm artisla plak ade hairstylist sendiri, lol). I dyed my hair, just for a change. Sure kene bebel when going back for raya but buat2 x tau aja... hehe... Can I date my hairstylist? kakakaka....

Sekarang tengah gilakan SHINee ok... They just released their latest single LUCIFER and I listened and watched the MV everyday. SHINee is the only korean group which I like all the members :) Cant help it though... They fit the perfect image I had in my mind. Haha... Later will post something about korean group@singers. But now must get ready for movie tonight. Had plan this from last week. Dont want anything to spoil the night. Until then, annyeong!

+SECOND YEAR+

2010-07-12T18:16:00.000-07:00

Hello. Just finish the hubungan etnik class. And not yet having my breakfast, so a bit hungry now. Maybe after this will find someplace to have a meal. It has been 5 days in USM, officially as a 2nd year student. Time sure past by quickly. I've already met my friends after 3 months holiday. Some changes already. As for me, I've grown my hair after being botak last sem. And dye already. Somehow I always choose the wrong colour. Suppose to be dark brown...very dark... but somehow the outcome my hair become bright and a few people thought my hair is blond (err...). Will upload the pic later, need some grooming 1st, hehehe... The makcik at gerai nasi cina and gerai air buah speak chinese to me, LOL..

Yesterday was a very busy day. Got to settle the registration. Bio school--> Comm school--> Bio school--> Humanities school--> Bio school--> Sollat--> Bio school. Now I think I can participate in the acara jalan kaki 10km wakil IK, haha... Went back to hostel at 3 pm then slept like crazy. I've change my minor, now taking english and had to drop journalism. I have to choose something that can support my pointer. And this semester I'm taking 7 subjects with 19 credit hour :p. Matila...

MINOR
HEA101 - PENGHANTAR PENGAJIAN BAHASA INGGERIS

TERAS
BAT201 - LIMNOLOGI
BAT202 - OSEANOGRAFI
BST201 - PENCEMARAN ALAM SEKITAR
BST 202 - SAINS TANAH DAN PERSEKITARAN

UNIVERSITI
SHE101 - HUBUNGAN ETNIK
WCC105 - GAMELAN

Yup! After 2 semester apply for gamelan finally being accepted. Cant wait for the class to begin. Hopefully my 2nd year in USM will be better than 1st year. Gonna struggle super hard. I've train myself to sleep only 5 hours a day for the past 2 months, haha... After this have to go to Bio school again to settle my registration *sigh*. Then go scandaling lor, haha...

"LIFE IS BORING WITHOUT SCANDALS"

+RANDOM - MOMS+

2010-06-26T21:43:00.000-07:00

To future moms I have an advice for all of you. Get to know what your children's likes and hates. Know them well, in every aspect. I know that usually the moms talk more than dads but please lessen your nagging especially on something that is not important. What I dont really get is that when I was in campus, my mom always complaint that I rarely call home. Yeah, my fault, but I'm not the kind who loves to make a phone call. And when I get back home during semester breaks and just stay home doing nothing except watching television or sleeping she would ask me to go out. Or said "dont you feel tired just sitting or lying down for the whole day?". It just that sometimes it becomes annoying to me. At least I doesnt do something bad. And isnt it a good thing I just stay at home? It has been 10 years I keep spending my time at home only during school holidays or semester breaks. The longest is about 3 months. This makes me think that I should live on myself after this. Sigh....

+J FOR JALAN JALAN CARI MAKAN+

2010-06-25T04:32:00.001-07:00

This is my 2nd favourite topic after money, hehehe... Actually I'm quite hungry now, later will have my dinner. Other than shopping, my interest is on food. Yup, let me tell u a secret. If I dont end up taking biology, I might taking culinary right now. Hehehe... Kind of love cooking but out of 10, only 1 of my cooking will has the "taste". Here's the list of some of the food that I think the most delicious (there's a lot moRe actually). Lets start with the western cuisine....

**BURGER. CHICKEN AND BEEF ALSO CAN. EXTRA MAYO, CHILLI SAUCE AND BLACK PEPPER SAUCE. FRESH, JUICY SLICED TOMATO**

**FRIED CHICKEN. MY SUGGESTION ~ TOM YAM FRIED CHICKEN. SATISFACTION GUARANTEED**

**PIZZA...LONG TIME DONT VISIT PIZZA HUT. SIGH...**

**THIS PIC OF SANDWICH JUST LIKE AT KOPITIAM ROTI BAKAR**

**OH...BOLOGNESE SPAGHETTI. THE MOST TASTIEST ONE CAN BE FOUND IN PIZZA HUT. I THINK, HEHE...**

Ok ladies and gentlemen. Now we move to my favourite local food. Hehe, do I sound like the 'pengacara JJCM'? As we know, Malaysia rich with varieties of luxurious cuisine. I'm starting to get hungrier right now..... hehehe

**GULAI TEMPOYAK IKAN PATIN. EAT IT WITH HOT RICE. DROOLING**

**DELICIOUSLY YUMMY IKAN BAKAR. BTW, EAT FISH A LOT. GOOD FOR YOUR MEMORY**

**AYAM MASAK MERAH. ADD ON SLICED TOMATOES AND POTATOES WILL IMPROVE THE FLAVOUR**

**SAMBAL BELACAN THAI STYLE. LIFE'S NOT PERFECT WITHOUT YOU, HUHU...**

**SAMBAL UDANG PETAI. I HAVEN'T EAT THIS FOR A LONG TIME TOO**

**I'M NOT SURE SOTONG GORENG TEPUNG IS CATEGORIZED UNDER WESTERN OR LOCAL BUT I THINK SHOULD BE LOCAL RIGHT?**

**SUPERB TOM YAM. THAI STYLE IS THE BEST. CAN BE EATEN WITH WHITE RICE AND OMELLETES**

Dessert time... :)

**NICE, COLD, SWEET ICE BLENDED CHOCOLATE. MINT CHOCOLATE WOULD BE NICE TOO**

**ICE CREAM!!! OREO MCFLURRY IS THE BEST, HAHA**

**ORGASMIC JAGUNG BAKAR (BY SUE ANN TANG @ INTAN NUR SYEEFA). DUNNO WHICH ONE GAVE THIS NAME. IT TASTE GREAT, HAS MAYO AND BLACK PEPPER SPREAD ON IT**

**GUAVA (TERINGAT AIR JAMBU ASAM KAT GERAI BAKTI)**

**FRESH GRAPES**

**APPLE... RED APPLE IS ALSO GOOD FOR THOSE WHO TAKE MATHS. MY MATH TEACHER SAID SO**

+ME-RANDOM-KAN UPDATE+

2010-06-19T01:48:00.000-07:00

dah 1 bln lbih dok kat umah. x keluar2 pon. malas, xde mood. lgpon xde tujuan or orang yg nak jmpe. maen game, tengok tv, dgr lagu, bace komik... tu je la kejenye. sampai mak tanye "x bosan ke duduk je?". bagi aku x kot, enjoyla mase free sblm sebok gila nnti. tinggal lagi 3 minggu je kat umah. alahai malasnye nak balik kampus. kasila cuti 6 bln ke... haha... result dah keluar, turun sket. tensen gak tapi pkr2 balik padanla aku dapat setimpal ngan ape aku dah usahakan. sem depan ganda2 lagi usahanya. time2 cuti kat umah kali ni banyak bepikir. banyak perubahan kene buat. tapi aku akan still orang yg same. rase2 mcm nak kurangkan aktiviti berhibur tu. dah terlebih ni. rasenye cukupla 4 tahun masok ke era "jahiliah". hehe... jangan salah sangka k, x sejahat perkataan itu. lagipon life kat U memang x sama mcm kolej dulu. so kenela tukar sket2 kan... ok abes... hm..ape lagi nak membebel ni... xde idea sebenarnye tp nak gak post something kat sini. maybe nnti akan datang idea, tahla... buat masa sekarang still lg spend time ngan family. next week tinggalla aku sorg kat umah ari2. makan n tedo je balik sebab cuti skola dah abes. adik2 balik asrama sumanye. lagipon cuti ni mmg berazam nak melepak je, so lepak la dlm bilik, hehehe...phone pon setelah 2 bln x bertopup br semalam topup blk. menunggu ari nak balik kampus ~ 9 Julai. Arap2 sem depan jadi lbh rajin n cemerlang.

+I FOR INILAH CINTA+

2010-06-03T04:08:00.000-07:00

Jangan salah sangka, ini bukan lagu Akim tu... (tapi lagu tu best, haha). Ari ni mengemas2 barang dalam almari. Dan terjumpala something kat dalam tu. Mende yang aku ingatkan sudah dibuang secara x sengaja. Ianya merupakan sekeping kad bertarikh 23 Disember 2006. Daripada salah seorang yang pernah membuatkan aku jatuh hati yang sebetul2nye jatuh hati, hehe... Tapi nak wat camne, tiada jodoh gamaknye. Tapi kandungan kad tu x pasal2 mengeluarkan balik segala kenangan lama, cis2... Makla ni suro kemas almari. Kalo x kemas kan x jumpe, huhuhu... Hm..maybe kandungannye patot ditulis di sini...Hm...

Dear Hisyam,

I give you a piece of my heart
To remind you I'm here for you
No matter if we are far apart
Our love will always be true

I give you a piece of my soul
A part of me reserved for you...
Hold it dearly and don't let it go
No matter what you do

Whether its a bright and happy day
Or you're troubled and struggling to smile...
Remember that special piece of my heart
That reaches you across the miles
Hisyam, never forget me.

Yours truly,
"H"

+H FOR HOME :) +

2010-05-28T08:55:00.001-07:00

Hey yo! Dah 1 bulan x post ape2 kat blog ni. Dan juga dah dekat 1 bulan aku duduk kat umah, cuti semester. So far keje aku makan, tdo, maen game, tengok tv... Malas nak mencari keje part time, hehe... Sebabnye semester lepas sangat memenatkan, aku pon dah buat part time 2 bulan time tu. Rasenye... nak rileks je kat umah ni.

Banyak perubahan berlaku kat umah ni sepanjang 5 bulan aku x balik. Kelahiran 'anak2' baru, suma comel, hehehe... Sekarang jadi bapak kepada 6 'anak2 kecil'. Dalam bilik pon dah ade rak baru, jadi tempat meletak KREKO dan ARENA yang semakin berlambak tu. Soalan pertama yang mak aku tanya "kenapa makin kurus?". Yeke kurus? RAse mcm naek sket. Dalam hati menjawab "x cukup makan, haha...". Selain tu, ade gak mende yang menyedihkan berlaku. Conan dah mati... Sedih... X sempat jumpe.

Hm.. Macam yang aku nyatakan di atas, cuti ni x buat ape2 sangat. Belum lagi round2 bandar macam biasa. Xde mood lor... Lagi selesa aku melekat dalam umah ni. Cuti tinggal lagi 1 bulan. Bulan 6 ni makcikku dah nak kahwin, so akan jadi pembantu ape2 yang patot. Maybe bulan 6 ni akan start pegi mane2. Duit pon tarak, hehe...

Result provisional dah keluar. Alhamdulillah suma lulus. Tengah menanti 8 Jun ni untuk tau gred ngan pointer. Harap2 suma B ke atas. Aku dah cuak gila takot ade yang fail. Sebab rasenye study macam cincai je. Aku pon dah x ingat ape yg aku baca. Lagipon sem lepas sangat2 tekanan kepada suma orang. Semester depan arapnye lagi tenang, n aku akan cube meningkatkan peratus belajar aku kepada 60%. Sori aku bukan orang yang terlalu rajin. Sape yang kenal aku taula, haha... Tahla, tetibe terasa balik semangat nak blaja tu. Ape salahnye, mende baek... So next semester nak ilangkan suma mende2 negatif yang dah dilakukan time 1st year. Cukup2la tu, aku pon dah 23 tahun. X maw lagi melakukan perkara2 yang x masuk akal dah.

Sekarang aku dok je dalam bilik, sambil2 mendengar lagu2 Jepun n Korea, tulis2 la mende ni. DOk umah pon ari2 bangun lambat. Kalo kat kampus awal je, haha... Tengokla 1 bulan yang tinggal ni nak buat ape. Melancong x mungkin kot, tunggula bila aku dah ade duit banyak nanti aku bawakla family aku pegi melancong merata2. Sekarang x mampu lagi. So cuti ni spend time ngan parents n siblings :). X dilupekan 'anak2' kesayangan aku, hehe. Coz I know they love me more than anyone else in this world. Annyeong!

+G FOR GILA+

2010-04-18T21:30:00.000-07:00

Exam week is finally arrive

Everybody is so busy studying

Some of them sit all day read notes and books

I wonder how they can do that for the whole day?

Just at the sight for 2 seconds at them makes me headache, haha...

And here I am

Stuck in my room doing nothing

While my 1st paper will be this coming Thursday

Everybody is busy studying

While I'm busy FB-ing and flirting (sorry baby...)

Memang GILA!!!

P/S: Charm, go study now!!!

+F FOR FINAL EXAM+

2010-04-10T04:48:00.000-07:00

Today is Saturday n yesterday was Friday. Yesterday was the last day of classes for this 2nd semester. Relief as finally have time for study, but at the same time so sad... My last class for yesterday was LAK 200 (Korean Language). Song saeng nim (teacher) cried... I almost cried as well. This semester maybe is the last time I take foreign language class. After this must focus on other things such as clubs or co-curriculum activities. I applied for GAMELAN, for the 2nd time. Hope I'll get it for next semester. Yesterday also had my last test (Histology). Did it quite well in spite of last minute study (I just read the notes in the morning). Lucky what I read was asked in the question paper.

Next week will be our study week. Gonna make full use of it. My subjects for this semester are quite tough as I'm taking 2nd year subjects and also my minor. LOTS to read and I don't expect I'll remember them all. My memory is not really good these days. Too much problems this semester and they corrupted my memory. SENGAL.... But somehow I've found the strength and confidence I need for the exam. And now I'm studying MICROSCOPY which is quite confusing (lame dah x blaja fizik). I'll try my best, hehe... Hope can get 3 pointer and above this semester :)

A reminder to myself on the examination timetable:

22nd April, 2.15 p.m. - LAK 200 (korean language)
24th April, 2.15 p.m. - LSP 300 (english)
27th April, 2.15 p.m. - BOT 205 (microscopy and histology)
29th April, 2.15 p.m. - YKT 103 (communication and society..?)
4th May, 2.15 p.m. - BST 204 (tropical ecosystem)

Wish me all the best guys. The most important, wish me to study hard, hehe... Good luck too to my friends :)

+E FOR ECLIPTIC ZODIAC+

2010-04-04T04:02:00.000-07:00

CAPRICORN
DECEMBER 22 - JANUARY 19

AQUARIUS
JANUARY 20 - FEBRUARY 18

PISCES
FEBRUARY 19 - MARCH 20

ARIES
MARCH 21 - APRIL 19

TAURUS
APRIL 20 - MAY 20

GEMINI
MAY 21 - JUNE 21

CANCER
JUNE 22 - JULY 22

LEO
JULY 23 - AUGUST 22

VIRGO
AUGUST 23 - SEPTEMBER 22

LIBRA
SEPTEMBER 23 - OCTOBER 23

SCORPIO
OCTOBER 24 - NOVEMBER 22

SAGITTARIUS
NOVEMBER 23 - DECEMBER 21

P/S : Don't know the motive I post this. What's your zodiac? Cute huh? Hehehe...

+D FOR DING DONG!!!+

2010-04-02T04:53:00.000-07:00

Ding dong! My favourite tagline for this week, hehe... Just now I cleaned up the contents of my laptop, organizing the pictures and notes and decided to post some of the pictures in USM. So boring tonite, dunno wat to do. Memorable pictures, it just in 2nd semester but the photos seem so nostalgic, haha... 2 more years to go, n I'm looking forward to create more sweet n memorable moments :)

+23 TAHUN 1 BULAN YO!+

2010-03-10T08:57:00.000-08:00

Finally I've turned 23 this year... Adoi.. Semakin ilang zaman2 remaja aku, huhu... Birthday tahun ni ramai gila yang wish sampai aku x ingat. Thanx suma. My mum gave me RM50 to buy a cake to celebrate but still dont buy, haha... Have to wait for everybody to gather together, tapi masing2 ade hal n x dapat kumpul ramai2. Bila2 free aku akan beli kek tu, duit tu ade lagi dalam bank belum pakai...

Hm... sepanjang 23 tahun ni dah macam2 jadi. Aku pun dah makin berubah, yeah I noticed that myself. Met various kind of amazing people, whom I learn lots of things. Mentally I've become more matured, more calm, less 'melatah' n more ignorant n 'keji' terhadap masalah yang remeh temeh, haha... Sekarang dari keji telah menjadi super keji. X lame lagi akan menjadi hyper keji plak da.. N somehow my skills in communication has improve a little :)

Tahun 2010 ni rasenye x bermula dengan baek. Suma orang kate begitu. Sekali ramai2 kene prob ni. Rase2 suma disebabkan aku. Soli guys... Anda semua paham ape yg saya cuba perkatakan bukan? Tension suma orang, aku lagi la... Rasa mcm nak pindah Uni je. Biar suma jadik macam biasa semula. Tengokla dulu camne sebab cadangan tu bermain2 dalam pikiran aku sampai sekarang. Walaupun aku calm je selalu x bermakne aku xde prob ok... Ignorant2 aku pun aku tetap pkrkan pasal orang laen...

Tahun ni gak aku dah wat beberapa mende yang aku x penah wat sebelum ni. Join citrabayu, menari tarian murut. Wat part time kat kopitiam... Secara x langsung meningkatkan tindakbalas aku. Kat sane agak bz kadang2 bila ramai customer. So kene pantas... Brother2 kat situ memang laju gila la diaorg wat keje. Tapi suma baek2... Sedih sampai ujung bulan ni je aku leh keje. Sebab suma dah macam adik beradik... Diaorg jage aku gila2. Tapi nak wat camne, kene fokus plak kat final exam. Maybe next sem kalo bnyk free aku keje lagi kat sane. Gonna cherish all the memories.. Aduh feeling sedey suda...

+C FOR CITRABAYU+

2010-02-24T09:51:00.000-08:00

Mula2 sekali diajak oleh Vun join tarian oleh PERSIS rasa x maw masuk sebab risau ngan keadaan lutut. Manela tau dislocate lagi. Tapi beranikan diri je. Berlatih dalam 3 minggu je, dikelilingi dengan segala keletihan dan kesibukan... Akhirnya kami berjaya merangkul tempat ke-2 dan juga koreografer terbaik. Tahniah kepada Meredith n Vun sebab susah payah melatih kami semua. Tergelak bila teringatkan saat2 latihan yg penuh dengan kelam kabut, haha... Seronok bila dapat mengenal orang2 dari Sabah. Kagum dengan budaya mereka yang pelbagai. Memang enjoy gila malam tu. Next year I'm going to enter the competition again and dance another kind of dance.

**Time rehearsal. Time ni la macam2 spoiler jadi sampai suma tension**

**Saat2 mengenakan kostum n bermekap bagai. Gila laki2 pon amek masa 3 jam nak siap2**

**Saat2 perform. Syukur suma lancar, sket2 spoil adela**

**USM PERSIS dancers. X pasal2 aku telah disangka sebagai orang Sabah, hehe... Kali pertama pakai baju Murut yg seksi gila**

**Bersama penyokong kuat kami malam tu, Sue Ann, April, Intan n Mukhlis. Kuat gila suara diaorg. Thanx 4 coming :) **

+VALENTINE DAY SPECIAL POST+

2010-02-16T05:02:00.000-08:00

"I love you"
These words are really good words
When our family goes to sleep
They give and receive these words

"I love you"
These words are really good words
Words that Charm wants to give to her too

I like these words and so I'm happy all day
I like these words and so I'm joyful all day
I like these words and so all day my heart keeps on pounding

"I love you"
These words are really good words
I really like these words
I love... "I love you"

♡＾▽＾♡

+B FOR BUSY+

2010-01-16T00:19:00.000-08:00

The last 2 weeks were very hectic. Lots of things to do. Study like crazy, watching korean drama like crazy, stay up for a few days and pimples starting to materialized from nowhere. Adei saket idung... Kinda tired so today I just lay on my bed for the whole day. Bangun tido, sambung jap lagi, bangun, melayan lagu, tengok muvi, tide balik, bangun, lunch, baring balik. Gile leisure abes ari ni. Maybe tonight I'll do some revision. Tomorrow must start to do assignments. Luckily the due dates are still way ahead. Let's make a reminder for myself as currently I seems to forget things easily:

BOT205 - Lab report on Histology
BST214 - Report on wetlands
YKT103 - Essay (still not decide which question I want to answer)

Because I didn't update my blog for a long tyme, I almost forget my password, cis2! Tula, tengok macam2 lagi, kan dah cepat lupe... Tapi dalam kesibukan tu masih mampu lagi bergembira cket2. Gila nak stadi 24 jam, lepak2 dalam bilik je ari? That's not me, huhu... These photos are about some events happened for the past 3 weeks. Actually I tried to update my blog a few times before, but some problems occured, and I dont want my blog full with the emo2 thingy.

First, Yap's (Asraf Mukhlis) birthday. See that guy in the canary yellow shirt? Yeah, he was the birthday boy. Apela lahir bulan 12, x aci betol... This guy is crazy, but I love the way he bind words when he speaks. We celebrated his birthday at Kenny Rogers...or Nando's? Always confuse these two places, haha... Happy 22nd birthday Yap! Cis aku dah nak masuk 23...

Happy New Year 2010! Still the same crazy creatures meredah malam just to celebrate New Year. I never celebrate before. Last minute plan, wanna go to Hard Rock Cafe. As we arrive there, we were told to pay RM80++ as the entrance fees for that nite. Menggagau carik duit, haha... Masing2 x prepare bwk duit lebih. So we were just merayau2 n melepak kat 1 pub, just minum2. Note-I dont drink alcohol... But the apple juice tasted funny, huhu... Dapat jugakla tengok bunge api. Then we like tawaf town beberape kali barula pegi makan. Lapar gile tyme tu. Sampai di hostel pukul 5.00a.m. Gila ni. And also it was scary, saw like almost hundreds of mat rempit that nyte. Tapi suma ilang dengan cepatnye bile bertembung dengan road block.

This pic was when we watched the jazz band consert at Dewan Budaya. Everybody look good in this pic *auntie says so, proud2, haha*. Nice one, amazed by the little boys' talent playing the piano and drums. Aku pun x bleh maen macam tu. I thought the event will not get so much sambutan, but so many people came. Sampai x cukup tempat duduk. When the concert almost end, we rushed out as fast as our feets could carry us. Went to Queensbay. Maw tonton Avatar. Lucky dapat tiket. Sekali lagi gila last2 minute punye plan.

Last Wednesday, group B1 (Yap, Sue Ann, April n me) was having our presentation during the YKT103 tutorial. As the 1st group to present, we all felt nervous like nak mati. 2 weeks just to prepare 40 minutes tyme of presentation. We were confused on what the lecturer really wanted at first but the phrase "this is what I want" after we finish our presentation made us relief. I think Yap was the happiest of all us because he worried so much whether what we had done really fulfill the Prof's desire. April and Sue Ann said I didn't sound nervous at all. Really? Because I think mine is the most berterabur one. Kejap2 "a...", "hm...". Shocked when Prof said he gave us an A... in front of the whole class. Thanx Prof... and Yap, April and Sue Ann. Hoorey!!!

Oh ya, busy2 mengerjakan segala esemen, sempat lagi mengabiskan 16 episod drama You're Beautiful. 15 episodes actually, cannot watch the 8th episode. I really love this drama! Can I marry the drama? Haha... Every characters in there are really interesting. For korean drama fans, this drama is worth to watch. Trust me, u won't be disappointed. Nak cari DVD die.... Nak tengok lagi :).

Starting from next week, I'm going to be super busy again. Hope can steal some tyme to write in here. Monday, Tuesday, Friday and Saturday nyte has dance practice under PERSIS (anak2 Sabah). Have to dance the Murut Dance for 6th February's competition. Wednesday, Thursday and Sunday also has dance practice for IK. Adoi... Akan penat gile pasni.

+A FOR ATTITUDE+

2010-01-06T01:54:00.000-08:00

There have been quite some time I didn't update my blog. A few things happened, which kind of stressful, annoying and irritating. Somehow for the 1st time I can no longer suppress my tension and I was sick. Can't finish my meals like always, felt like to vomit if I eat something heavy and when I talk too much. Haiya... At the beginning of the new year and new semester... A bad starting. Luckily I heal rapidly. But still can't eat so much like always. It's a good thing though, because eating too much is bad for your health. And someone said I looks like losing some weight. Yay!.

Officially this week is the starting for a few classes of mine. This semester is tougher than last semester. Everyday I have to read about 30+ slides before the tomorrow class. So I was like had to stay up... almost every nite, hua3... Only week two and already super tired. So I just have to change my attitude when it comes to study. Less 'melawat' QB, more to my lovely notes. Adoi... Kinda hard but I'll try. Hope my changes will last until I finish my degree.

So this week I have to finish 4 chapters of Microscopy, 19 pages of media pdf for communication, tropical ecology's assignments... Fortunately for english and korean classes still dun have any task. Hm... Wat interesting about classes this semester is that in every class there is someone who seems to whisk my heart, haha... And they're different people. I think this semester will be quite fun, hehehe... *with devilish grin*

+AZAM 2010+

2010-01-01T07:40:00.000-08:00

berjimat dan mencari duit lebih banyak dari biasa, hua3... hepi new year 2010 guys. may it bring lots of success and happiness

+AND THE RESULTS ARE...???+

2009-12-28T23:48:00.000-08:00

Now in USM pursuing my 2nd sem. Adoi... Bermati2an x nak balik kampus. But then, have to. Ish3... I havent really enjoy my holiday lor... Hm... Glad to see my friends here though. Quite lonely during the holiday (isn't all my holidays the same?). My result for last semester was not so great. Only got 2.76. Lucky all pass ryte? Agak down jugak mule2 but thanx to some people who calm me down n advice me not togive up. I'm not so brilliant in studies. Must work harder for next semester. Therefore I'm punishing myself by will not buying any clothes this sem, haha... Sure this semester's subjects are tougher but I'll do my best. So for this semester I'll be taking:

Teknik Mikroskopi dan Histologi
Ekosistem Tropika
Bahasa Korea II
Bahasa Inggeris Akademik
Komunikasi dan Masyarakat

Speaking of results, I want to congratulate my brothers for their achievements. Aiman got 8As for his PMR and Aizuddin got 5As for his UPSR. Gosh no wonder their names starting with A, haha... I only got 5 As for my PMR. Good job my brothers. I'm proud for both of you. But no presents lor... I'm quite 'miskin' at that tyme, haha... So me as the oldest should not lose to both of you, huhu...

+BOKU NO KIMOCHI+

2009-12-22T08:28:00.000-08:00

One of my favourite MV collection. WaT~ Boku No Kimochi. I think it means "My Feeling". Kinda stress and angry with myself right now. So I sort of "melalak" this song in my room, haha... Papepun, both Wentz and Teppei are so cute. And they sing well. Now I start to talk gibberish...

+THAT RED BALLOON+

2009-12-19T23:17:00.000-08:00

During my childhood
I dreamt a beautiful dream
About riding a balloon and flying away
If a red balloon flies in the sky
My heart remembers beautiful memories

My dream as a child was to ride a red balloon and fly high into the sky
I forgot about that small dream and live on until now because I grew up too much
But when I'm miserable I want to run around and play like a child
Filling a balloon full of my small dreams

I can't understand why tears come out when I look at the sky
I wonder why you forget that tiny childhood when you become an adult
At times, I too want to just fly high into the sky
With my forgotten dreams and memories

Though time passes
Though I forgot
Will it be possible to contain it in the red balloon?

+CERITA CUTI SAYA+

2009-12-17T01:20:00.000-08:00

Hah! Charm sekarang tengah melepak2 kat umah menghabiskan sisa2 cutinye yang tinggal x sampai 2 minggu lagi. Yeah beb! Kurang 2 minggu!!! Dan ari ni Charm menulis dalam bahasa melayu je sebab die tengah dijangkiti selseme, batuk n sedikit demam... So agak2 blur nak bepikir lbey2 ni, tulis je ape yang terlintas di kepale, hehe... Dah lame pun sehatnye. Kat kampus berpanas berujan sihat walafiat je. Sampai umah terus rebah... Adui... So terpaksela menguarantinkan diri dalam umah je. Xnakla merebakkan wabak ni kat bandar raub, mane2 tau aku penyebab gelombang kedue H1N1 plak. Kang besalah plak kan...

Sepanjang kat umah ni aktivitinye makan, tido, tengok dvd n tv... Sebabnye aku telah mengabiskan subjek2 teras untuk 1st year pada sem 1, so next sem amek subjek2 universiti je la. Yeah :). Arap2 leh amek major udah sem depan iaitu subjek tahun 2 sem 2. So aku akan free bile sem 2 tahun 2 menjelma. Bolehla join program pertukaran, haha... Destinasi pilihan, Korea... Bercakap pasal uni, result provisional dah kuar. Dengan sukacitanya mengumumkan aku lulus suma. Horey!!! Takut sangat kat paper genetic itu ye kawan2. Pasni result rasmi kuar 22hb plak. Arap2 gred bagusla. Kalo suma A bagus gak, hehe.... Pade kawan2 yang berjaye tu, tahniah. Yang x berjaye cube lagi dengan lbih kuat. Chayo!

Berbalik kepade aktiviti di rumah, laptop ni la peneman setia aku skrg. Phone.... macam biasela cuti2 ni jarang skali bersms... call jauh sekali, hehe... Adela sekali 2 je. Boleh dibilang dengan jari sebelah tangan je, haha... Agak kesunyian tp dah biasala... Selalunye membzkan diri ngan jalan2 sane sini ngan Hero. Tp kali ni sebab demam x dapatla. Duit pon tarak weyh. Dulu dapat mara senangle. Sekarang ptptn je yg support so pepaham je la bile ujung2 sem. Hee... Kebanyakannye abes kat ice blended chocolate :D. Oh kopitiam, I miss u so much... *ke dekat pekerjenye? haha*

Cerite terbaru pasal Charm... Hmm... Xde sangat. Cume dalam proses mengenali sum1, haha... Weyh xleh elaborate sangat. Malula aku, haha... Pape yang konfem nnti akan diberitahu bile aku kawen. Sehingge saat itu, aku zip mulut aku, haha... Yang pastinye aku x sabar maw balik kampus, walaupun sedikit kemalasan terase sebab x puas enjoy cuti. Eh! Sudah abes rupenye sem 1, hahaha....

+TWILIGHT : NEW MOON & NINJA ASSASIN+

2009-12-08T19:31:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day I'm staying at Tekun. Tomorrow got Ecology and Diversity test and I'll be home before night. I'll be lying happily on my comfy bed, watching DVDs and listening my favourite songs. These two weeks practical worn me out, but it was really interesting. At least my holiday doesnt waste just like that. I learnt many new things, and I want to learn more. But very lazy when it comes to do revision, haha... I managed to watch two movies within these 2 weeks. 1st~ Twilight : New Moon. 2nd~ Ninja Assasin. FYI I watched these movies alone. Others got their own things to do, huhu... Frankly speaking, both have their own strengths and weaknesses. I like the script and dialogues in New Moon but dont like the ending part. For Ninja Assasin, the fighting scenes and the action part made my adrenalin level rises, hehe... Rain did a great job but the other character did not developed very well. And I can guess the ending (of course the hero will win ryte?) Haha...

On her 18th birthday, Bella Swan wakes up from a dream in which she sees herself as an old woman. She expresses her distaste with growing older than her boyfriend Edward Cullen, a vampire who physically stopped aging at 17. Despite her lack of enthusiasm, Edward's adoptive family throws Bella a birthday party. While unwrapping a gift, Bella gets a paper cut, causing Edward's brother, Jasper, to become overwhelmed by her blood's scent and attempt to kill her. Realizing that he and his family pose a danger to Bella, Edward ends their relationship, and the Cullens leave Forks, Washington permanently. Edward's departure leaves Bella heartbroken and depressed for months. However, when her father, Charlie, wants her to live with her mother in Florida, Bella agrees to spend time with her friends. After a movie with Jessica, Bella sees a group of men on motorcycles. This reminds her of when Edward previously rescued her from an assault, and she sees his image warning her to stay away. Bella discovers that thrill-seeking activities evoke Edward's preserved image. She is also comforted by her deepening friendship with Jacob Black, a cheerful companion who eases her pain over losing Edward. When Jacob is unable to see Bella for weeks, she discovers that he is a werewolf, an age-old enemy of vampires. Jacob's pack members are on constant patrol for Victoria, a vampire searching to kill Bella due to the death of her mate, leaving Jacob little time to spend with her. Alone again, Bella returns to seeking thrill-inducing activities. Through a series of miscommunications, Edward believes Bella has killed herself. Distraught over her supposed suicide, Edward flees to Italy to provoke the Volturi, a powerful vampire coven capable of killing him, by exposing himself in the sunlight. Alice, Edward's sister, and Bella rush to Italy to save Edward, and arrive just in time to stop him. However, the Volturi determine that Bella, a human who knows that vampires exist, must either be killed or transformed into a vampire herself. Alice stops them from killing her by sharing her premonition with Aro, a Volturi elder who is able to read thoughts, in which Bella has been transformed. Returning to Forks, Edward tells Bella that he always loved her and only left to protect her. She forgives him, and the Cullens vote in favor of Bella being transformed into a vampire, to Edward and Jacob's dismay. Edward gives Bella a choice: either she lets Alice change her after their graduation, or, if Bella agrees to marry him, he will change her himself. However, Jacob reminds Edward of the treaty the Cullens made with the Quileutes: they will not attack each other, as long as the Cullens never bite a human.

Raizo (Rain) is one of the world's deadliest Special Forces Ninja assassins, having been orphaned as a child and raised by the Ozunu Clan, believed by the world to be a myth. When the love of his life, Kiriko (Anna Sawai) is executed by the Clan for betrayal, Raizo begins to harbor resentment towards the Clan. When his first official mission is completed, he is told to execute one of his fellow members for the same reason his lover died. He rebels against them, nearly dying in the process, and goes into hiding, seeking revenge on his former Clan. Meanwhile, Mika Coretti (Naomie Harris) is a Europol agent who investigates money linked to political murders and finds that it is linked to the Ozunu Clan. She defies her superior, Ryan Maslow (Ben Miles), and retrieves secret agency files to find out more. The clan, finding out about the investigation, attempts to assassinate her, but she is rescued by Raizo. Hiding in Berlin, Raizo and Mika must find a way to take down the Ozunu Clan permanently.

+THE TRUTH AND CONSEQUENCES OF BEING CHARM+

2009-12-08T09:26:00.000-08:00

There are times when I wish I am the old me. Yeah, the failure Hisyam, all alone but that time I was happy in my own world. I don't have to think about stupid problems which can lead my life to a disastrous moments. Kind of miss it, huhu... That tyme, I can do anything I want, with no people will criticize me because they think I'm a weirdo and that's how a weirdo should be. I went to class alone, having my dinner alone, sleep during prep class, and struggle with the exercises, quizzes, homeworks, tests and exams all alone. Sometimes there were some good people who accompany me for a short while, thanx to them. May God bless all of you forever :).

Then I was awaken one day and got my strength back. Now my studies getting better (yet far from excellent). Long way to go lorh... New Hisyam, prefer to be known as Charm (still got a good meaning). I tried hard to improve every weakness that I have. I tried to be friendly with everybody. I found it is not hard to make friends. But still got large part of shyness in me. Hey, that's the way I am. And I'm not going to change it because by being myself, I can bring out the special qualities in me. U know what, I hate it when some people condemn me in front of others. They know my weakness and they just say it without consider my feelings. Example "Charm is incapable doing this and that...".

Sometimes people also questions a lot about what I did, why am I befriend with that guy/that girl?? This is another dilemma I have to face almost everyday. When I am spending my time alone, they said that I am sombong, kerek n seumpama dengannya. I used to be called playboy when I spend my time with girls, and gay when I'm just with boys. Adoyai... I tried to be ignorant but now I'm getting tired and sick. The pressure from the present troublemakers who keeps giving me problems really driving me crazy. One day I'm sure that I'll blow up. Damn so stress, wanna go home, shut myself down la... Banish all negativity, invoke positivity. Worn out at maximum level, my eyes are shut themselves.... Zzzz...

+FALL....+

2009-12-07T05:42:00.000-08:00

I love ur smile

I love ur voice

I love ur personality

Fall in love lorh...

Hehehe....

+CEMACS+

2009-12-02T05:05:00.000-08:00

Right now I'm here at CEMACS ( Centre For Marine and Coastal Studies), Muka Head Pulau Pinang. I'm having my ecology and diversity practical for two weeks. One week at CEMACS and the other one week at USM lab. Then have to sit for exam. Haih... This place is so beautiful. Free from any pollution. Will be here until this coming Friday. Feel like don't wanna go home la... I think I'm falling in love with the nature. Here, my group has to do something like a research for FOREST ECOSYSTEM, MARINE ECOSYSTEM, RIVER ECOSYSTEM and SOIL ECOSYSTEM. I'll elaborate more on the next post. Need to gather pictures from other people cameras, hehe...

+2012+

2009-11-22T09:07:00.001-08:00

2012 is a 2009 science fiction disaster film based loosely on the 2012 phenomenon and directed by Roland Emmerich. The film stars John Cusack, Chiwetel Ejiofor, Amanda Peet, Oliver Platt, Danny Glover, Thandie Newton, and Woody Harrelson. The film was distributed by Columbia Pictures. Filming began in August 2008 in Vancouver.

The film briefly references Mayanism, the Mesoamerican Long Count calendar, and the 2012 phenomenon in its portrayal of cataclysmic events unfolding in the year 2012. Due to solar flare bombardment the Earth's core begins heating up at an unprecedented rate. This results in a series of Doomsday event scenarios plunging the world into chaos, such as California falling into the Pacific Ocean, the eruption of the Yellowstone National Park caldera, shifting of the continents by crustal displacement, and Megatsunami impacts along every coast line on the Earth. The film centers around an ensemble cast of characters as they narrowly escape multiple catastrophes in an effort to reach ships in the Himalayas, along with scientists and governments of the world who are attempting to save as many lives as they can before the disasters ensue.

Reviews of the film have been mixed, with several critics pointing out the improbability of some of the Apocalyptic scenarios depicted in the film. The film also utilized a viral marketing campaign that has fallen under much criticism with the fictional organization Institute for Human Continuity, a fictitious book written by Jackson Curtis entitled Farewell Atlantis, and streaming media, blog updates and radio broadcasts from the apocalyptic zealot Charlie Frost at his website entitled This Is The End.

**Charm, Vun and Arja**

I took the synopsis of 2012 on the upper side of this post from Wiki... Can't write with the bombastic words up there lor... Hehe... Well... 2012 came out on cinema on 12th of November. I feel proud because I'm on of the 1st viewers on the 1st day it was launched. Location~Queensbay. Me, Vun and Arja rushed to QB on that day. What a long line... *dalam ati abesla kene tengok cte laenla ni*. While I answering my phone, Vun and Arja bought the ticket. Hoye!!! 3 last seats! Strategic place which is tengah2, kind of tepi cketla. Sooo.... heppi.... :D. What I can say about this movie is only one word~SATISFYING. Yup, its worth RM10 that we paid for this movie. The graphic seems so real, there are few morals~humanity, love among family members. I was touched n almost weep in tears when the scenes involving the families. Instantly I remembered the sacrifices made by my parents for me and my siblings since we were little. Don't want to break their heart by doing something worthless. I love u mum and dad <3.

+MALAM SEJUTA BINTANG+

2009-11-20T08:03:00.000-08:00

Last Wednesday I went to a dinner at Nilai Spring Resort Hotel. Malam Sejuta Bintang (gempaknye name). Actually it was a dinner for diploma students from my previous college. At first dun wan to go because my ex classmates absent on that day. But then my lecturer, Pn Nurul kept calling and sms-ing me, insist that I should come. Yeah, there goes my precious RM50 for the dinner. And I have to pusing2 bandar Raub for about 2 hours just for looking the right oufit cause the theme was orange....

**Charm, Bulat, Pn Nurul, Mek n Shuda**

Sadly only 4 AS students attend the function that nyte. Where were the others lor??? Commitment la ape lagi kan... Perli baek punya... OM students from our batch, only Amoy managed to come. And Panjang from AD also cannot come (rushing back to Penang after his exam~the others said so). So I was like makan, makan and makan until I realize that the spaghetti is not well cooked. A bit keras, but I really enjoyed the beef, the mushroom soup and the deserts. The cakes and puddings, seriously yummy :D.

**AS students lagik**

**Me n Amoy. X dapatle nak sambut besday same2 lagi, isk2**

That nyte we got karaoke (naseb baek x panggil orang nyanyi randomly), lucky draw.... I was not lucky that nyte, ish... Selalu dapat gak walaupun kecik2 je adiahnye. But I was crowned as the Prince for that nyte :). X sia2 tawaf 1 bandar carik baju. It's hard for me to find orange colour shirt. Orange is not the colour for this season. Even the girls had a hard tyme searching for orange dress.

**Prince Charm~sounds nice ryte? haha...**

Isi dalamnye ialah.... SHOKUBUTSU!!! Hm... Got 4 different kind of smells. Oriental, Bali, Thai and Onsen. Siap ade span penyental lagi. Uish, my skin will get smoother after this, haha....

**Semakin wangila aku pasni, hua3...**

**KTT pioneer. The 1st and 2nd batch. Not all, I think**

I hope u guys will success in da future. I heard that some wanna further study, some wanna find work and some wanna change professions. No matter wat u do, always keep in touch k... Good luck! (^^)

+RING DING DONG+

2009-11-17T07:28:00.000-08:00

I heard this song for the 1st tyme from Intan's phone. The beat quite nice and catchy. Forgot to bluetooth it to my phone... And she was like promoting Shinee to me very much (aside from Kattun), haha... Then after I posted a link of DBSK mv (Summer Dream) in my facebook, Syazwani (my ex-classmate during matriculation) suggest me to watch the video for this song. The dance steps are quite funny. I myself laugh when I tried them, haha... No offense to Shinee's fans. Maybe I have to watch the mv again and again or view their other mvs. But still I love DBSK, hehe.... Later I'll make research about this group. Who knows I might fall in luv with them as much as I luv DBSK rite???

+FINALLY END. OH YEAH!+

2009-11-13T06:55:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah! My favourite word these days, haha... Semester 1 in USM is officially over. So tiring with the exams although I have only 4 papers. If more, matila... So now I'm celebrating my freedom from those demonic exam weeks, haha. Just got back from kopitiam, had satay fried rice, ice blended latte and ice blended chocolate (free okey). So full now. Amazingly terase kenyang after 1 meal. Selalu macam x cukup je, hehe... Lepak2 di sane with Sue Ann, April n Zoe. Others got 'commitments'... Lalala...

**Melompat keriangan(sekadar gambar hiasan)**

A few notes about all the papers I took tis sem:

LAK 100 ( Korean Language )
5 questions I didn't answer. 3 because I didn't know the meaning in english/malay. The other 2 because I didn't know how to translate the verbs to korean. My bad, I didn't attend the class because of the diploma convocation. Adui...

LKM 400 ( Bahasa Malaysia )
The essay suppose to be 7 paragraph but I managed to write only 6. And the isi2 berterabur. Tak tersusun. 2 hours was not enough lor... Suppose to have extra 30 minutes. The 10 tatabahasa questions were tougher than I expected. Spent 1 hour just to finish the tatabahasa part. Adui for the 2nd tyme...

BOI 104 ( Genetic )
This is the scariest paper I answered. I think I made my own facts and formulas. My target for tis paper~ just lulus. Haha... 2 questions I didn't aswer. At last surrender and got out from the examination hall 45 minutes before the tyme ends. Sigh... Adui for the 3rd tyme...

BOI 102 ( Ecology )
I answered this paper happily, huhu... The questions were not as tough as I imagined. I read the notes like crazy the day before because it is 1/3 as thick as the campbell book. And I haven't finish it all even the exam had passed, haha... That's why I was so nervous. There were some silly mistakes I made when answering questions regarding terms. Got confused on the meaning. But this time, no more adui :D.

Hopefully I'll get the best grade this sem. I dreamt that my result is going to be a disaster (dun wan to say the pointer, but I used to get worse, haha). After this, I have to come back to campus on 28th because I have diversity and ecology practical. Tragically, all my group mates are girls. Aiya, where are the boys have gone? Cis2... I'll be here for 2 weeks until 1oth of December. There goes my 'summer' at home... And guess what, there will be an exam on this practical. Need to study lagi... :(.

I'm heading home tomorrow, yay!. As for today, I'll just have to packing up all my stuff (tons of them), checking Hero's condition (dun wan him to break down otw at the highway)... Erm, shopping for an orange outfit for dinner tis 18th, haha... Gosh, feel quite sad wanna leave my frenz here. Hihi... No more lepak2 until next semester. Guys, good luck for those who still have papers after this. Wish u all da best. Hwaiting! :)

+CHOCOLATE KRAZI+

2009-11-08T21:04:00.000-08:00

Busan stadi, randomly google-ing about chocolates. Wah, tibe2 je... I'm a guy who love chocolate. Some people might think it weird. Who cares, haha... I just love the ice blended chocolate at Kopitiam... Gosh, craving like crazyla...

**chocolate mousse**

**chocolate bar**

**chocolate strawberry**

**chocolate chip cookies**

**chocolate cake**

**chocolate ice cream**

**chocolate milkshake**

+INTAN SHI, SAENG IL CHUK HA HAMNIDA+

2009-11-06T19:28:00.000-08:00

Function : Intan's birthday

Venue : Katasila

Time : 8.00 p.m. onwards

Date : 4 November 2009

Theme : Back to school

Mastermind : Bimbobeng and the gang

Attendance : Besday girl (Intan Nur Syeefa), Asraf Muklis, Sue Ann Tang, April Tan, Charm Han Kyul, Fudzail Fitri, Emy Chempaka, Aya, Dini, Anyss, Zoe,Shuk

Last Wednesday, we celebrated Intan's besday. I'm in charge as 1 of the kidnappers and somehow kantoi pusing2 jalan kat tesco before took her to katasila. Aiyo tis gurl la.... Next tyme I'll cross the Penang bridge, haha... The plan had been made a week before the celebration where we decided not to wish or meet her before the night. And somehow I've suffered not to open my FB as dun want to wish her at the nyte of her besday. Come to think of that, why didn't I just invi myself? That's why they create the invi funtion silly... haha... The party turn out nice although the nyte was raining, not quite hevy though. Fud n Shuk was dancing like crazy that nyte, PCD... Somehow gamelan, zapin n joget also came out, haha....

**Intan Nur Syeefa da besday gurl**

**We got 21 J.CO instead of cake. I ate three, hehe...**

**Picture2....**

**So nice la tis pic. I like... :). Credit to photographer, Mr. Fudzail**

**Somehow the besday gurl was not the one who got the main attention, lol...**

+EXAM MODE ACTIVATED+

2009-11-01T08:10:00.000-08:00

Just got back from makan2 with Yap, Vun, Intan, Sue Ann n Shuk at Gee Tomyam. 1st ingat nak melantak but no appetite lorh... Before that we ate at Kopitiam. Luv that Ice Blended Chocolate. Nak lagi... Tomorrow the final exam finally start. Good luck to those who are having paper tomorrow :). Me, no mood for final yet. Which is so dangerous cause Genetic n Ecology seems hard. Aiyo Charm, lift up ur spirit. Well, the truth is that I've got some personal problems lately. Nope, can't elaborate more. They're called "personal" for a reason kan.... I've got that covered, using my ignorant mode la...

I've been acting like everybody's WHITELIGHTER for the past two weeks. Haiyo, dun want to become one la... But somehow I've got summons wherever I go. N I'm too kind hearted, just helped them without think twice. However they're suppose to be good rite? So Charm, stop whining. As for the innocents and chargers, can they be more less? I need to focus on my exam more, plizz... (batting my eyelashes). So starting from tomorrow, u can't find Charm anywhere but library, cewah... Well I've to do sumthink before everything falling apart, don't I (ayat cam x btol je).

So this semester I have 4 papers. LKM 400 (bahasa melayu), LAK100 (korean language), BOI106 (genetic) and BOI102 (ecology). My last paper will be on 13th of November (hoye2). But then I've to come back on 27th for my Diversity and Ecology practical. Owh sedih... Until 10th of December plak tu... So kesimpulannye, x dapatla melepak2 lame2 di rumah mahupun di KL... Owh sedih lagi, haha... Guys, wish me study betol2 4 the exam n I wish u all the best. Semoge sumpahan Intan kite dapat 4 flat menjadi, haha...

+HIMPUN! MANTAP!+

2009-10-22T17:35:00.000-07:00

Today I eat the 'bubur kacang hijau' made by my mum. 1st impression, it should be salty. Why? Because the 'bubur kacang' remind me at HIMPUN SISWA, haha... The aunties, Yap n Azzam must remember that salty 'bubur'. The weird thing was that I managed to finish it all. Lapar kut... Haha... But my mum's 'bubur kacang' way better... Yum2... Secare tidak langsung aku terpanggil menulis entry ini... Ade kaitan ke? Haha...

HIMPUN~ Himpunan Patriot Negara. Gempak gile name. Aku belum layak lagi digelar patriot. Sumbangan seciput je... Tapi menuju ke arah itu la. One day.... The reason why I'm going to Himpun is that my knee still not fully recover. Don't wanna take risk if I'm going to Pimpin. It might dislocate in the jungle n will menyusahkan diri sendiri n ramai orang. So funla ade Sue Ann, April, Yap n Azzam... Kalo x musti bosan di sane...

**Welcome to HIMPUN**

**Group 2~ From left; Lau, asrul, Lim, Marvin, En. Fairus, Leow, Andy, Charm. Below from left; Kima, Sha, Ima, Liyana, Cat. Yay, ingat suma name...**

**5 USM students yang wat havoc kat situ~luv tis pic**

**We luv our heritage, traditional costume tyme. Sayang no Indian**

**Sawah padi... rindula tyme kecik2 dulu kat kampung**

At the end of the camp, I've learned that history is really important. Fokus pada yang tersirat, bukan baca ngan hafal je sejarah yang kite belajar tyme skola tu. Ape yang aku blaja ialah sejarah perlu supaye kita x mengulangi kesilapan di masa lampau. Kemerdekaan yang susah payah nenek moyang kite usahakan janganla dipersiakan. Selain itu, buangla sifat racist itu dari dalam diri. X sangke ek, ade generasi masa kini yg still prejudis terhadap kaum lain walaupun kita menginjak di tanah yang sama dan bernafas pada udara yang sama... Kat sane gak aku blaja bergaul ngan orang laen lebih lagi n mcm x percaye aku berkate2 lebih dari ari yang biase. Guess I've change without I realize, hoye2... Selain itu (sangat ayat karangan BM), datang kat Himpun ni leh r kurangkan stress. Aku telah stress selame 3 minggu sebab test, esemen n personal probs. Datang situ bergelak ketawa n enjoy je. Sekarang dah semangat nak exam. Yang penting stadi ye Charm... Okla, maw start stadi untuk test besok. Tedo lambatla malam ni jawabnye. Hadoi... Untuk akses gamba yang laen, sile kunjungi facebook saye ye, haha...

+1 SISWA 1 MALAYSIA+

2009-10-14T03:12:00.001-07:00

Last week ade sambutan 1 Siswa 1 Malaysia di USM. Sangatla enjoy sepanjang sambutan 3 ari tu. Cerita dimulai dengan 1st nyte~ Malam Handshake n Pesta Tanglung. Yang bestnye dapat tanglung free. Tapi at the end of the event, tanglungku ilang entah ke mane. The best parts were me n my frenz begambar sakan n enjoy the shows that nyte. Tarian, fashion show by foreign students... Ilangla stress sket.

**Vun, me and Fadzir**

**Aya, Arja, Fadzir, Me n Vun**

**With Indian girls**

**With Chinese dancers**

**Hampir2 terbakar time ni, haha**

Aktiviti kedua ~ program buddy... Kitaorang yang kasi name terima sorang buddy dari sekolah rendah. Diaorang kene tinggal 1 malam di bilik kitaorang untuk merasai suasana belajar di kampus. Tapi rasenye 1 malam pun x ckup. My buddy is a very shy boy. Susah gile nak dengar suare die. His name is Afiq. Vun pnye buddy plak namenye Hasrol. Kebetulan plak kitaorang teramik best fren. Senangla nak jage, lagipun bilik dekat2. Best fren amek buddy yg besfren. Haha...

**Charm, Afiq, Hasrol n Vun**

**Afiq n Me**

Ade lagi 1 acare but no pics. Kitaorg kene duduk atas stadium sok x dapat amek gamba yang cantek. Kamera phone kut... Si Intan plak lupe bwk kamera die so suma tarian2 tu ade dalam kepale aku je la. Jelez gile tengok kostum2 diaorg yang cantek tu. Next tyme kene join gak bile lutut dah elok. Persembahan UNIMAP paling superb. Tarian UiTM pon best gak.

Tiada beza dari segi agama, warna kulit dan bangsa kerana kita semua tinggal di Malaysia. Sangat seronok dapat ramai kawan, boleh belajar macam2 perkara... 1 Malaysia, mmg ade rasionalnya, haha...

+A QUICK UPDATE+

2009-10-12T10:50:00.000-07:00

Kinda blur these few days. Kepale serabut sebab stress. Stress sebab...orang2 di sekeliling aku. Ke aku yang pikir lbey2 sangat sebenarnye? Haha... Tahle. Kene masuk mode ignorant ni... Sedar x sedar semester 1 kat USM dah nak abes. Stadi untuk final exam still kelam kabut. Naseb baekla paper yang susah lambat lagi. Tengah kaunselingkan diri sendiri supaye calm n fokus only to study n exam. About the relationship between me and people around me, maybe I have not to think too hard about it. One thing at a time ok...

Sepanjang hampir 1 semester kat sini, banyak mende yang dah belajar. Dari akademik n bukan akademik. Mostly lbey kurang cam life tyme diploma dlu cume lagi free. Sedikit sebanyak aku pon dah berubah, hehe... Negatif ade, positif ade... Yang negatif tu, aku dah try buang. Xnak merosakkan diri sendiri. Bile terpikir family, terpaksela sacrifice cket. Apela sangat kan, lagipun mende yang x bagus tu kan elok buang je. Ape yang aku wat, biarla aku sorang je yang tau. Masukkan dalam sejarah Charm...

Dalam 2 minggu lagi aku akan balik ke rumah sebab ade konvo UiTM. Yay! X sabar. Maybe terus sambung stadi week kat umah je. Senang, x yah ulang alik. Wish me stadi hard for my final k guys... Ujung minggu ni plak kene pegi Himpun Siswa kat Perlis. Next week aku ade test lab. Cadangnye aku nak balik 20hb. So lab report, stadi untuk test, projek Hangul sumanye kene beres dalam mase 4 ari ni. Aku rase aku akan lunyai. Aiyo... Well, Charm not weak and I'm sure he'll get pass all that. Hm... Ngantok suda, maw tedo... Nyte everybody :D

+DRAWING MARATHON+

2009-10-07T19:50:00.000-07:00

Last Tuesday I've participated in the drawing marathon organized by the Art School. Not as the painter but as one of the model. Actually I was replacing Arja's shift cause he had something to do. Kinda fun but to stay still for a few hours really tiring. For the 1st tyme I wore the traditional chinese outfit. Sangat cantek, rase nak curik je, haha... Maybe next year I'll participate again if I have the chance. Thanx Arja....

**The Fake 'Apek', haha...**

**Dah x mampu senyum tyme ni, lenguh taw**

**Kesabaran berjam2 ade hasilnye. Suke2 (^_^). Thanx kat abang yang lukis tu. Tapi xleh amek bwk balik :(**

+RAYA 09+

2009-10-06T18:07:00.000-07:00

Raya 09 hampir sampai ke tengah2. Tapi barula aku nak wat post pasal raye. Suma ni sebab bz menyiapkan segale esemen yang tertangguh (tula, wat last minute lagi). Raye tahun ni agak best. Sebab tahun ni ade seorang kawan datang beraye besame2 iaitu Vun (big clap). So dengan mulutnye yang becok tu, xdela busan sangat or sunyi (cause like most of my previous years, non of my friends come to my house for raya. have stop wondering though, lol...). Thanx ya Vun, ade mase datang lagi. (^_^)

Jum stat cerite raye... Malam raye balik ke Kampun Tulang Padang, Pahang (sebelah mak). Aktiviti~membakar sate ngan mengacau dodol....

Kipas jangan x kipas Vun. Insiden yang x dapat dilupekan bile sate tu terbang, haha... Syok sangat mengipas.

Seorang lagi pembakar sate yang berjaye. Sate abes ngan rakusnye. Leh wat bisnes pasni, haha...

Mate pedih masuk asap tyme kacau dodol. Maklumlah 1st tyme wat. Lenguh tangan :P

Besoknye tibelah ari raye... Seperti gak tahun2 sebelumye, lepas solat raye barula balik ke kampung. Motifnye~mengelakkan kesesakan di rumah tok. Cucu2 suma dah besar, x muat rumah da...

Kembar x seiras~dalam kete ke kampung. Baju same kaler je laen2.

As I said, tis year I'm into blue. Love tis outfit so much. Berjaye jua menukar kaler rambut tanpa kene marah, haha... "Kene angin Penang" kate pakcik2 n makcikku :D

Kembar x seiras ngan my beloved nenek saudara. She always give me some money. Thank you so much.

Pada petangnye pulak (around 7 p.m.) kami bertolak ke Tanjung Malim, Perak (kampung sebelah ayah). Naseb baek bukan aku yang drive, penat lorh... Lame aku x balik Perak, banyak yang dah berubah.

Ngan my cute cousin, Umar Alif. Loyar buruk budak ni kalo layan lbey2. Gile kamera gak, haha...

3 generations~Ayah, opah n me. When the 4th gonna arrived? lol...

Next aku ngan Vun jalan2 di KL tyme ari raye ke-4. Mule2 nak ke Genting Highland tapi disebabkan masalah masa (bangun lambat) pegi KL je. Destinasi~KLCC... Lebih spesifik Aquaria KLCC ngan Skybridge.

Cantik kan?? Lapar je tengok ikan2 ni.

Pose sket. Sudah berisi la... Say no to nasik... Maybe not, hahah..

Penat. Tdo sebentar (+_+)

KLCC... Next target, Skybridge.

Tinggi... Dipakse naek oleh Vun walaupun die tau aku ade problem gayat. Nak pengsan dah tyme ni, huhu... Lame2 okla walaupun dah cuax giler10 babs. Sumpah x nak naek lagi, haha...

That's all folks. Raye tahun depan arap2 lagi menarik. Sorry pade umah sesape yang aku janji nak datang tapi x sempat. Cuti x lamela... Selamat Hari Raya, maaf zahir batin ye...

+THEY'RE BACK! YAY!!!+

2009-10-01T02:52:00.000-07:00

After seems like thousand of years waiting, finally the latest single from FT Island has been released. Yay!!! The song titled BARAE which means I HOPE. Hongki looks cute in his flaming orange hair... Haha... Enjoy the video guys. I'm sure girls'll love them especially Hongki (^-^)

+COUPLE+

2009-09-27T10:58:00.000-07:00

**Sometimes happy**

**Sometimes...not**

P/S : It bored me to death when the "fighting season" came. Maybe it is better if I go solo again... Or should I step back and go far away from here??? Eager for some signs now. Sighs.....

+NO MORE CRIES+

2009-09-15T08:40:00.000-07:00

"Hapuskanlah air mata di pipi dan hilangkan lara di hati... Terimalah semua sebagai sebahagian dari perjalanan hidup ini dengan kebesaran hati dan jiwa... Dirimu akan menemukan apa rahsia di sebalik titian kehidupan yang telah dijalani dan diduga ALLAH... Sehingga kelak akan engkau rasakan tiada lagi riak kegelisahan dan keresahan saat bersendiri..."

+FRUSTRATED+

2009-09-13T02:51:00.000-07:00

+VARIATION IN CHROMOSOME STRUCTURE PART 1+

2009-09-11T06:24:00.000-07:00

NATURAL VARIATION IN CHROMOSOME STRUCTURE

A cytogeneticist studies variations in chromosome structure and number.
The chromosomes for a given species vary in both size and shape.
Chromosomes are named according to the location of their centromere.
Based on the location of the centromere, the chromosome is either called metacentric, submetacentric, acrocentric, or telocentric.

All chromosomes have long arm(q) and short arm(p).

A karyotype is a micrograph that arranges the chromosomes with the short arm at the top and then in descending order by size.
Cytogeneticists use stains to further identify the chromosomes.

The use of Giemsa stain produces a G banding pattern which is used as a standard identification pattern for chromosomes.
Banding patterns may also be used to identify changes in chromosome structure.

MUTATIONS AND CHROMOSOME STRUCTURE

Changes in chromosome structure may either change:

Total amount of genetic material within the chromosome (increase or decrease).
Rearrange the genetic material within a chromosome or between 2 chromosomes.

Changes to chromosome include:

Deficiencies and deletions = Changes the total genetic content (missing region) of the chromosome.
Duplications = Changes the total genetic content (repeating segment) of the chromosome.
Inversions = Changes the arrangement of the chromosome.
Translocations = May be either simple translocations or reciprocal translocations. These typically change both the arrangement of chromosome and total genetic content.

+VARIATION IN CHROMOSOME NUMBER PART 2+

2009-09-09T20:16:00.000-07:00

NATURAL AND EXPERIMENTAL WAYS TO PRODUCE VARIATION IN CHROMOSOME NUMBER

Variations in chromosome numbers are due to nondisjunction of the chromosomes.
Meiotic nondisjunction produces haploid cells with extra or fewer chromosomes.
Mitotic nondisjunction produces patches of tissues that have an altered chromosome numbers.
Interspecies crosses can create allopolyploids.

MITOTIC NONDISJUNCTION

Occurs after fertilization has occurred.

The result is an organism which contains a group of cells genetically different from one another.
This is called mosaicsm.

The size and location of mosaic region depend on when and where the event occurred.
If event occurs in first mitotic division, result is a bilateral gynandromorphy.

CHANGES IN EUPLOIDY

An autopolyploid = increase in the numbers of chromosome sets in a single species.
Alloploidy is the result of an interspecies cross.
Allodiploids have one set of chromosomes from each parent.
Allopolyploid contains a combination of interspecies chromosome sets.
An allotetraploid has 2 complete sets of chromosomes from 2 species.

FERTILITY AND EUPLOIDY

Allodiploid are usually sterile, unless the species is closely related.
Evolutionary related chromosomes from 2 different species are called homologous.
Allotetraploids are usually fertile because they possess 2 complete sets of the chromosomes (including sex chromosomes) from each species.

EXPERIMENTAL TREATMENTS AND POLYPLOIDY

Polyploid and alloploid plants are important in agriculture.

Several mechanisms have been developed to generate these chromosome combinations.
e.g. drug colchicines binds to tubulin and interferes with normal chromosome segregation, thus promoting nondisjunction.

CELL FUSION AND HYBRID PLANTS

In cell fusion, individual calls are mixed together and made to fuse, thus allowing the crossing of 2 species that would not naturally occur.

This requires the removal of cell wall, creating a protoplast.
Once fused, cell contains 2 nuclei, called a heterokaryon.
This cell will then undergo nuclear fusion to produce a hybrid cell with a single nucleus.

MONOPLOIDS AND AGRICULTURE

A monoploid allows researchers to generate a strain of a crop that is homozygous for all of its genes.
These true-breeding strains may then be crossed to produce plants that are heterozygous for many genes.
These plants are usually more vigorous called hybrid vigour or heterosis.
The use of anther culture can produce diploid strains of crops that are homozygous for all genes.
Animal species may be produced by parthenogenesis, which involves inducing them to begin development without fertilization.

The haploid zygote usually only lives for a short period before dying, but this provides useful information for developmental biologists.

+VARIATION IN CHROMOSOME NUMBER PART 1+

2009-09-09T01:03:00.000-07:00

VARIATION IN CHROMOSOME NUMBER

May be result of:

Change in numbers of sets of chromosomes.
Variation in numbers of chromosomes within a set.

TERMINOLOGY FOR VARIATION IN CHROMOSOME NUMBER

Euploid = organism that have chromosome numbers that is an exact multiple of the chromosome set.
Triploid = organism with three multiples of the chromosome set.
Polyploidy = organism with three or more sets of chromosomes.

ANEUPLOIDY AND GENE EXPRESSION

Aneuploidy = change in numbers of a specific chromosome:

Trisomic (2n+1) = an extra copy of one chromosome.
Monosomic (2n-1) = a missing copy of one chromosome

Aneuploidy commonly causes an abnormal phenotype usually due to change in production of gene product.

ANEUPLOIDY AND HUMANS

Approximately 5-10% of fertilized human eggs have abnormal chromosome numbers.

Almost 50% of spontaneous abortions are due to to aneuploidy.
Changes in numbers of X chromosomes are usually non-lethal due to formation of inactive Barr bodies.
May be phenotypic consequences due to the expression of genes early in embryonic development (prior to X activation).

Age of parents may also influence formation of aneuploid condition.
An example is Down Syndrome in which chromosomes do not separate correctly during anaphase.
May be due to age of the oocyte, but other factors may also contribute.

VARIATIONS IN EUPLOIDY IN ANIMALS

Most animals are diploid and changes in numbers of chromosome sets are not tolerated.
Exceptions are:

Male bees which are monoploid. Some vertebrate animals such as amphibians and reptiles are polyploid.

VARIATIONS IN EUPLOIDY IN ANIMAL TISSUES

Tissues of body may have abnormal variations in the numbers of chromosome sets.

Liver cells in humans are triploid, tetraploid or octoploid – called endopolyploidy.

Polytene chromosomes in the salivary glands of Drosophila consist of bundled replications of chromosome that lie together in a parallel fashion.

Can contain up to 9 sets of chromosomes.
The central location of aggregation is called chromocenter.
Polytene chromosomes consist of dark bands called chromomeres. About 95% of DNA is found in chromomeres.

VARIATIONS IN EUPLOIDY IN PLANTS

Unlike animals, plants commonly exhibit euploidy.

Polyploidy plants often have outstanding agricultural characteristics or produce large flowers.

Polyploids with an odd numbers of chromosome sets are usually sterile due to production of aneuploid gametes.

Sterility is often selected for in modern agriculture.

+MENGIDAM LORH...+

2009-09-08T07:39:00.000-07:00

Suddenly I'm craving for choco ice cream. Aiyo... Lame sudah x makan. Terpaksela meninggalkan laptp dan pergi ke 7 Eleven di depan. Nak g Baskin n Robin jauh sangat. Huhu... Jum suma makan, yum2....

+APAKAH MAKSUD KEJAYAAN NEGARA?+

2009-09-03T01:06:00.000-07:00

Menurut pendapat saya, kejayaan negara bergantung pada perpaduan rakyat negara tersebut. Melalui perpaduan, sesebuah negara akan bertambah kuat dan tidak mampu ditindas oleh negara lain. Konsep 1 Malaysia yang diperkenalkan oleh kerajaan membuktikan perpaduan penting terutamanya kepada negara berbilang kaum seperti Malaysia. Hal ini disebabkan kurangnya persefahaman antara beberapa kaum di Malaysia baru-baru ini. Perpaduan dapat dipupuk dengan menyemai sikap saling menghormati dan bantu-membantu tanpa membezakan agama, bangsa dan warna kulit. Melalui perpaduan, rakyat dapat memperoleh manfaat kerana negara yang aman mampu menarik minat pelabur asing menjalin urus niaga di Malaysia. Kita sebagai rakyat Malaysia yang bertanggungjawab haruslah memastikan keamanan dan kestabilan negara sentiasa terjaga.

**Karangan 1 perenggan di atas ditulis semasa kelas Bahasa Melayu. Tiada kesalahan penggunaan ayat, bangge2, haha... Tapi rasenye karangan ni tak kuat pun. Ape-apepun selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan ke-52. Bangga jua jadi rakyat Malaysia. Hee~**

+CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU+

2009-08-31T06:39:00.000-07:00

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
and brightened my day
Who would of believed that
you where part of a dream?
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
Im finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what Im going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes
so very long to find
Well I'm finding it hard
leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

+RELAXING SPELL+

2009-08-29T09:11:00.000-07:00

...So tired today lorh... Window shopping at KOMTAR at the day of fasting was really something should not be done frequently, hehe... But I'm looking for this year raya 'baju melayu'. I closed my eyes and the colour blue envisioned in my mind. So blue it is this year. Yay!!! Aku dah penat n nak start merepek2 ni. Sebelum ia terjadi baik aku bentang tilam n tedo dulu. Sok nak bangun sahur kol 4... Ehem2... Here goes nothing...

“soft energy flows over me, tension ebbs, so mote it be.”

Zzzzz...............Zzzzzzzzzzzz.........................Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.................

+FOREVER LOVE+

2009-08-27T00:37:00.000-07:00

Shining right before our eyes,
The glittering sunset
Inside my chest, a profound love
Like nothing I have ever felt before

If I say to myself that I’m fine on my own,
I’m telling a lie

I’ve been passing time like this,
But from now on,
You’re the only one I’ll never part from

Time and time again
I'll send it to you, what you’re looking for
All your hesitation will melt away,
Let’s live and FOREVER LOVE

With shadows inching closer on a steep path,
The feel of your clasped hand
It seemed like that gently, tenderly erased the pain

What kind of a future are you painting?
The image of your young self
Finding the first star of the evening
Now, I’ll give it to you

Time and time again I’ll sing for you, my precious one
The single most undeniable treasure in this world,
BELIEVE IN LOVE

You're the only love forever

No matter when
I’m confident that I’ll protect you forever
The thorns stuck deep within your heart
If they’re pulled out, I’ll hold you close
An endless dream

Time and time again I’ll grant it for you,
Everything that you wish for
The single most undeniable brilliance in this world,
BELIEVE IN LOVE

Time and time again I’ll give it to you,
What you’re looking for
All your hesitation will melt away
And let’s live, together

You're the only love forever

+WELCOME RAMADAN+

2009-08-22T01:39:00.000-07:00

Ramadan datang lagi. Tahun ni cam agak kurang meriah. Maybe sebab bz kesana kemari dengan Hero ( my car)... Tapi yang bestnye dapat gak menyambut 1st puase ngan berbuke di rumah. Sok akan balik ke Penang, huhu... Guys, have a blessful ramadan this year. Semoge diberkati selalu. Ececeh...

+IT'S SHOPPING TYME!!!+

2009-08-19T05:01:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow's mission is SHOPPING! Haha... Just got a little amount of money and can't wait to spend it. Not all of it though... Haven't been out for almost three weeks and my fingers are getting itchier to touch those seducing shirts and jeans, hehe... See 'you' in KL...