Hm... Just got back from acara makan2 with my friends. Burger King, nasi lemak, hot hazelnut chocolate from Starbucks... Sure will be chubbier this sem. But what to do besides eating? Very bosan these days. FYP belum start (semangat dah x berkobar2 dah). And penang climate do make me sick. Almost 2 weeks and my flu doesnt 100% recover. I slept like crazy, even skipped a few classes already. I think I need to go home and spend time there to kill this boredom. Gosh I hope I will not do something stupid (which already done, a bit). But it was not my fault. And they are not serious matter anyway. Who cares right, I was totally bored and need some motivation. Will slack off more in the future (but still under control). I know my limit but I hope this boredom will go away. Still I hope things will get the way like before. I do understand that people change as time goes by but please, dont change too much. I'm afraid me myself will change too and at the end everybody will regret and make wrong decisions. I'm a hardheaded person and it's hard for me to cry or shows that I'm sad. I might say everything is ok and just smile but it doesnt mean I didnt hurt. I'm also just a human and like I said there's a limit I can be patient. It just that I'm the type who doesnt know how to show it because yeah, I do not know how to show the expression... Merepek2 sudah (effect of sugar rush). Should sleep now...
