+ MOTHER +

The first time I met you

I cried as soon I saw you

I don't know if it was because I was happy

I don't know if it was because I was sad

I don't even remember

Since I had nothing to give, I just accepted

Still, I didn't know how to appreciate back then

Without knowing anything I just lived on

Mother, my mother

Why do these tears keep flowing?

The most important person, beautiful than anything else

You are my, my mother

Although I can't remember your appearance when I first met you

I'll probably remember your last appearance until I die

With all my heart, I love you

Mother, even when I just call out your name

Why does my heart ache so much?

You gave me everything

But you were still sad that you couldn't give me more

And kept wondering what to give me

Mother, my mother

Why do these tears keep flowing?

The most important person, beautiful than anything else

You are my, my mother

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+2011 vs 2012+

Right now I'm in the middle of my exam week. 2 more papers to go, and it will end by this Friday. After that, MERDEKA!!! But not really merdeka, have to prepare for my sampling later. Lots to do, including typing my thesis. I'm taking 3 subjects for this semester which are Environmental Pollution, Environmental Conservation and Weeds Management. Looking at the past years... *sigh*. The questions are so hard, nothing else can be done unless I need to study everything carefully. Can feel the pressure now, got 2 ulcers in my mouth. Pain. Hope I'll get better grades this semester, hwaiting!

Hey! It already 2012! Happy New Year guys =). Celebrated it with my angel and a couple of friends in Queensbay Mall. Sorry no picture, too lazy to upload them, huhu...Many things happened last year. More memories being created and kept inside my unpenetrable head, heheh. I met and get to know new people, making friends. I also learn that there are some people who we cannot compromise at all as they will keep on give u hard times. And I already ignore them. I would like to say that year 2011 was a year of engagement (people got engaged here and there) and also year of break up (I also 1 of them). Meleleh jugak la air mata beberapa kali. But everything happens for a reason. No need to elaborate. We cannot gain something without lose something. I just need to appreciate what I have now and everything will always be better.

I started 2012 with a smile, with someone who I yet cannot fully understand as there are lots of differences among us. But I believe in myself I'll be able to do it. Like what I had decide as my 2012 resolution - "NEVER GIVE UP". I cannot promise anything but what I can say is that I'll work this out =). It will be my final semester in a month time. Let's work harder and grad with style, hehe. Ok, must study now, until next time ^^.

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