+AND THE RESULTS ARE...???+

Now in USM pursuing my 2nd sem. Adoi... Bermati2an x nak balik kampus. But then, have to. Ish3... I havent really enjoy my holiday lor... Hm... Glad to see my friends here though. Quite lonely during the holiday (isn't all my holidays the same?). My result for last semester was not so great. Only got 2.76. Lucky all pass ryte? Agak down jugak mule2 but thanx to some people who calm me down n advice me not togive up. I'm not so brilliant in studies. Must work harder for next semester. Therefore I'm punishing myself by will not buying any clothes this sem, haha... Sure this semester's subjects are tougher but I'll do my best. So for this semester I'll be taking:

Teknik Mikroskopi dan Histologi
Ekosistem Tropika
Bahasa Korea II
Bahasa Inggeris Akademik
Komunikasi dan Masyarakat

Speaking of results, I want to congratulate my brothers for their achievements. Aiman got 8As for his PMR and Aizuddin got 5As for his UPSR. Gosh no wonder their names starting with A, haha... I only got 5 As for my PMR. Good job my brothers. I'm proud for both of you. But no presents lor... I'm quite 'miskin' at that tyme, haha... So me as the oldest should not lose to both of you, huhu...

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+BOKU NO KIMOCHI+

One of my favourite MV collection. WaT~ Boku No Kimochi. I think it means "My Feeling". Kinda stress and angry with myself right now. So I sort of "melalak" this song in my room, haha... Papepun, both Wentz and Teppei are so cute. And they sing well. Now I start to talk gibberish...

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+THAT RED BALLOON+

During my childhood
I dreamt a beautiful dream
About riding a balloon and flying away
If a red balloon flies in the sky
My heart remembers beautiful memories

My dream as a child was to ride a red balloon and fly high into the sky
I forgot about that small dream and live on until now because I grew up too much
But when I'm miserable I want to run around and play like a child
Filling a balloon full of my small dreams

I can't understand why tears come out when I look at the sky
I wonder why you forget that tiny childhood when you become an adult
At times, I too want to just fly high into the sky
With my forgotten dreams and memories

Though time passes
Though I forgot
Will it be possible to contain it in the red balloon?

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+CERITA CUTI SAYA+

Hah! Charm sekarang tengah melepak2 kat umah menghabiskan sisa2 cutinye yang tinggal x sampai 2 minggu lagi. Yeah beb! Kurang 2 minggu!!! Dan ari ni Charm menulis dalam bahasa melayu je sebab die tengah dijangkiti selseme, batuk n sedikit demam... So agak2 blur nak bepikir lbey2 ni, tulis je ape yang terlintas di kepale, hehe... Dah lame pun sehatnye. Kat kampus berpanas berujan sihat walafiat je. Sampai umah terus rebah... Adui... So terpaksela menguarantinkan diri dalam umah je. Xnakla merebakkan wabak ni kat bandar raub, mane2 tau aku penyebab gelombang kedue H1N1 plak. Kang besalah plak kan...

Sepanjang kat umah ni aktivitinye makan, tido, tengok dvd n tv... Sebabnye aku telah mengabiskan subjek2 teras untuk 1st year pada sem 1, so next sem amek subjek2 universiti je la. Yeah :). Arap2 leh amek major udah sem depan iaitu subjek tahun 2 sem 2. So aku akan free bile sem 2 tahun 2 menjelma. Bolehla join program pertukaran, haha... Destinasi pilihan, Korea... Bercakap pasal uni, result provisional dah kuar. Dengan sukacitanya mengumumkan aku lulus suma. Horey!!! Takut sangat kat paper genetic itu ye kawan2. Pasni result rasmi kuar 22hb plak. Arap2 gred bagusla. Kalo suma A bagus gak, hehe.... Pade kawan2 yang berjaye tu, tahniah. Yang x berjaye cube lagi dengan lbih kuat. Chayo!

Berbalik kepade aktiviti di rumah, laptop ni la peneman setia aku skrg. Phone.... macam biasela cuti2 ni jarang skali bersms... call jauh sekali, hehe... Adela sekali 2 je. Boleh dibilang dengan jari sebelah tangan je, haha... Agak kesunyian tp dah biasala... Selalunye membzkan diri ngan jalan2 sane sini ngan Hero. Tp kali ni sebab demam x dapatla. Duit pon tarak weyh. Dulu dapat mara senangle. Sekarang ptptn je yg support so pepaham je la bile ujung2 sem. Hee... Kebanyakannye abes kat ice blended chocolate :D. Oh kopitiam, I miss u so much... *ke dekat pekerjenye? haha*

Cerite terbaru pasal Charm... Hmm... Xde sangat. Cume dalam proses mengenali sum1, haha... Weyh xleh elaborate sangat. Malula aku, haha... Pape yang konfem nnti akan diberitahu bile aku kawen. Sehingge saat itu, aku zip mulut aku, haha... Yang pastinye aku x sabar maw balik kampus, walaupun sedikit kemalasan terase sebab x puas enjoy cuti. Eh! Sudah abes rupenye sem 1, hahaha....

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+TWILIGHT : NEW MOON & NINJA ASSASIN+

Today is the last day I'm staying at Tekun. Tomorrow got Ecology and Diversity test and I'll be home before night. I'll be lying happily on my comfy bed, watching DVDs and listening my favourite songs. These two weeks practical worn me out, but it was really interesting. At least my holiday doesnt waste just like that. I learnt many new things, and I want to learn more. But very lazy when it comes to do revision, haha... I managed to watch two movies within these 2 weeks. 1st~ Twilight : New Moon. 2nd~ Ninja Assasin. FYI I watched these movies alone. Others got their own things to do, huhu... Frankly speaking, both have their own strengths and weaknesses. I like the script and dialogues in New Moon but dont like the ending part. For Ninja Assasin, the fighting scenes and the action part made my adrenalin level rises, hehe... Rain did a great job but the other character did not developed very well. And I can guess the ending (of course the hero will win ryte?) Haha...

On her 18th birthday, Bella Swan wakes up from a dream in which she sees herself as an old woman. She expresses her distaste with growing older than her boyfriend Edward Cullen, a vampire who physically stopped aging at 17. Despite her lack of enthusiasm, Edward's adoptive family throws Bella a birthday party. While unwrapping a gift, Bella gets a paper cut, causing Edward's brother, Jasper, to become overwhelmed by her blood's scent and attempt to kill her. Realizing that he and his family pose a danger to Bella, Edward ends their relationship, and the Cullens leave Forks, Washington permanently. Edward's departure leaves Bella heartbroken and depressed for months. However, when her father, Charlie, wants her to live with her mother in Florida, Bella agrees to spend time with her friends. After a movie with Jessica, Bella sees a group of men on motorcycles. This reminds her of when Edward previously rescued her from an assault, and she sees his image warning her to stay away. Bella discovers that thrill-seeking activities evoke Edward's preserved image. She is also comforted by her deepening friendship with Jacob Black, a cheerful companion who eases her pain over losing Edward. When Jacob is unable to see Bella for weeks, she discovers that he is a werewolf, an age-old enemy of vampires. Jacob's pack members are on constant patrol for Victoria, a vampire searching to kill Bella due to the death of her mate, leaving Jacob little time to spend with her. Alone again, Bella returns to seeking thrill-inducing activities. Through a series of miscommunications, Edward believes Bella has killed herself. Distraught over her supposed suicide, Edward flees to Italy to provoke the Volturi, a powerful vampire coven capable of killing him, by exposing himself in the sunlight. Alice, Edward's sister, and Bella rush to Italy to save Edward, and arrive just in time to stop him. However, the Volturi determine that Bella, a human who knows that vampires exist, must either be killed or transformed into a vampire herself. Alice stops them from killing her by sharing her premonition with Aro, a Volturi elder who is able to read thoughts, in which Bella has been transformed. Returning to Forks, Edward tells Bella that he always loved her and only left to protect her. She forgives him, and the Cullens vote in favor of Bella being transformed into a vampire, to Edward and Jacob's dismay. Edward gives Bella a choice: either she lets Alice change her after their graduation, or, if Bella agrees to marry him, he will change her himself. However, Jacob reminds Edward of the treaty the Cullens made with the Quileutes: they will not attack each other, as long as the Cullens never bite a human.



Raizo (Rain) is one of the world's deadliest Special Forces Ninja assassins, having been orphaned as a child and raised by the Ozunu Clan, believed by the world to be a myth. When the love of his life, Kiriko (Anna Sawai) is executed by the Clan for betrayal, Raizo begins to harbor resentment towards the Clan. When his first official mission is completed, he is told to execute one of his fellow members for the same reason his lover died. He rebels against them, nearly dying in the process, and goes into hiding, seeking revenge on his former Clan. Meanwhile, Mika Coretti (Naomie Harris) is a Europol agent who investigates money linked to political murders and finds that it is linked to the Ozunu Clan. She defies her superior, Ryan Maslow (Ben Miles), and retrieves secret agency files to find out more. The clan, finding out about the investigation, attempts to assassinate her, but she is rescued by Raizo. Hiding in Berlin, Raizo and Mika must find a way to take down the Ozunu Clan permanently.

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+THE TRUTH AND CONSEQUENCES OF BEING CHARM+

There are times when I wish I am the old me. Yeah, the failure Hisyam, all alone but that time I was happy in my own world. I don't have to think about stupid problems which can lead my life to a disastrous moments. Kind of miss it, huhu... That tyme, I can do anything I want, with no people will criticize me because they think I'm a weirdo and that's how a weirdo should be. I went to class alone, having my dinner alone, sleep during prep class, and struggle with the exercises, quizzes, homeworks, tests and exams all alone. Sometimes there were some good people who accompany me for a short while, thanx to them. May God bless all of you forever :).

Then I was awaken one day and got my strength back. Now my studies getting better (yet far from excellent). Long way to go lorh... New Hisyam, prefer to be known as Charm (still got a good meaning). I tried hard to improve every weakness that I have. I tried to be friendly with everybody. I found it is not hard to make friends. But still got large part of shyness in me. Hey, that's the way I am. And I'm not going to change it because by being myself, I can bring out the special qualities in me. U know what, I hate it when some people condemn me in front of others. They know my weakness and they just say it without consider my feelings. Example "Charm is incapable doing this and that...".

Sometimes people also questions a lot about what I did, why am I befriend with that guy/that girl?? This is another dilemma I have to face almost everyday. When I am spending my time alone, they said that I am sombong, kerek n seumpama dengannya. I used to be called playboy when I spend my time with girls, and gay when I'm just with boys. Adoyai... I tried to be ignorant but now I'm getting tired and sick. The pressure from the present troublemakers who keeps giving me problems really driving me crazy. One day I'm sure that I'll blow up. Damn so stress, wanna go home, shut myself down la... Banish all negativity, invoke positivity. Worn out at maximum level, my eyes are shut themselves.... Zzzz...

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+FALL....+

I love ur smile

I love ur voice

I love ur personality

Fall in love lorh...

Hehehe....

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+CEMACS+

Right now I'm here at CEMACS ( Centre For Marine and Coastal Studies), Muka Head Pulau Pinang. I'm having my ecology and diversity practical for two weeks. One week at CEMACS and the other one week at USM lab. Then have to sit for exam. Haih... This place is so beautiful. Free from any pollution. Will be here until this coming Friday. Feel like don't wanna go home la... I think I'm falling in love with the nature. Here, my group has to do something like a research for FOREST ECOSYSTEM, MARINE ECOSYSTEM, RIVER ECOSYSTEM and SOIL ECOSYSTEM. I'll elaborate more on the next post. Need to gather pictures from other people cameras, hehe...

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