+STRESS+

Aku stress sekarang. Argh!!!! Bukan disebabkan oleh exam je. Tetapi disebabkan oleh faktor2 luaran yang lain. Right now I need 'someone's' shoulder for my head to lean on. Asyik2 bahu aku je yg jadi sandaran org, skali skale nak gak bersandar kat org len, haha... Chayo kepade diri sendiri untuk paper CSC sok.

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+AFTER LOVE+

*Satu lagi translation lagu dari FT Island. Diaorg sangat best ok... haha... Lagu ni pun sangat sedih n banyak sangat kene mengene ngan life aku nih. Nak tau bacela sendiri. Huhu...

I thought you were my love and
I thought you were my everything
I believed that you would be my last love
I smiled only for you
I lived only for you
I thought that was happiness
I believed in your love
It was all a lie
It's all a lie
Your love was a complete lie
This love has hurt me so much
Making me this sad
Leaving me to cry
You said you'd only love me
That you'd protect me
Your love was a complete lie
Tou took my entire heart and
You took my love
What is leaving is love
Receiving love from one person and
Giving your love to that one person
Like a fool, I thought that the person was you
It was all a lie
It's all a lie
Your love was a complete lie
This love has hurt me so much
Making me this sad
Leaving me to cry
You said you'd only love me
That you'd protect me
Your love was a complete lie
Tou took my entire heart and
You took my love
What is leaving is love
The thing called love is a lie
The words 'I love you' is also a lie
The word 'forever' is also a lie
You left the belief that you would come back
Where did you go?
You're getting further and further away(where did you go?)
What are you doing when I love only you?
That you would come back
That you would come back to me
I can't love again
Even if you hurt me this much
Even if you made me this sad
I'm waiting for only you
It was all a lie
It's all a lie
Our breaking up was all a lie
Because you are my love
Because you are my everything
I'm waiting for only you

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+HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY PEACE!!!+

Yay!!! Akhirnye sakit lidahku ini dah elok. Aku dapat merase semule. Yiiiihaaaa!!!! Dapat merase nikmat makanan. So tadi aku telah pegi makan dengan Apiz, Wan n Zul. Lauk sangatle banyak, kailan ikan masin, tom yam campur, telur dadar, kerabu mangge, sambal belacan n lastly siakap masak pedas. Pergh... Sebelum tu aku dah makan nasik goreng patanni. Abes... Makin gemuk r aku. Jangan ade yang x kenal aku bile aku dah tembam nanti, hahaha... Apiz, nanti aku bayar blk duit makan tadi, haha... Papepun yang oenting skrg aku kene siapkan tesis bio yang akan kene anta Khamis ni. Argh!!! Tertekan plak rasenye, huhu... Xpe2, sok gerenti bley siapkan. Malam ni bergumbira dulu, haha... Dari ari 2 bergumbira je. Ish3.......

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+TAGGED???+

*Aku telah ditagged oleh Saini. Wah2, 1st name lg 2. Ni lah jawapannye pas 1 ari 1 mlm aku menaip, hehe....

Rules: 1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning 2. Each player answers the questions about themselves 3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time:12.17 a.m.

Name: Hisyam a.k.a. Charm

Sisters: Hidayah

Brothers: Aiman and Aizuddin

Shoe size: 8

Height: 165cm

Where do you live: Raub, Pahang, Malaysia

Have you ever been on a plane?
Nope. But I will someday, huhu...

Swam in the ocean?
Tak reti berenang. Sesape leh ajarkan? Haha...

Fallen asleep in school?
Akula sleeping beauty kat skola, hehe (quek yang cakap)

Broken someone's heart?
Hmm... Only once

Fell off your chair?
Ni time skola rendah slalu r

Sat by the phone and waited all night for someone to call?
Pernah, tp sekarang dah malas nak tunggu. Pe ge r (nada Chem)

Saved emails?
Nope, buang suma

What is your room like?
Boleh r utk menenangkan fikiran yang serabut

What's right beside you?
Bantal yang sedap nak wat tido

What was the last thing you ate?
McChicken regular set n Mcflurry kat McD KL sentral

Ever had chicken pox?
Satu kali je,tyme darjah 4

Like picnics?
Tengok mood

Who was/were the last person you dance with?
I always dance alone, malu tunjuk kat org, lalala...

Last made you smile?
si dia, heheh...

You last yelled at...
Jarang yell kat org, x ingat la...

Today did you talk to someone you like?
Tak...so tengah merindu r ni, ayat x bley blah

Kissed anyone?
Er.... lu pikir r sendiri

Get sick?
Tgh sakit, kehilangan deria rase

Talk to an ex?
Yup, n I think I'm not going to do it again

Missed someone?
Mestila........

Who do you really hate?
Hate ade r, really hate xde kot...

Do you like your handwriting?
Kalo sampai diri sendiri x leh bace apekah maknenye? Huhu...

Are your toenails painted?
Nope. Fingernails maybe akan di painted. Jangan tiru ek

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
Dah tdo pun, hahaha..

What colour shirt are you wearing right now?
Yellow

Are you a friendly person?
I can be your best friend and your worst enemy

Do you have any pets?
Kucing...miau2...

Do you sleep with the tv on?
X penah.

What are you doing right now?
Finishing my 2nd bio thesis

Can you handle the truth?
It takes time, but mostly I've got through with it

Are you closer to your mother or father?
Same je closenye. Tp jarang citer about my personal problems.

Do you eat healthy?
Tak tentu, depends to my appetite

Do you still pictures of you and your ex?
Kekadang je. Bese r 2. Lg 2,3 taun ilangla, hehe

If you're having a bad day, who would you most likely go to?
Rite now...Hyde. At least die kasi respond yang x mengarut

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
Quiet 80% and loud 20%

Are you confident?
Bile dah bertekad confident abes. Tapi kalo tyme malu, pepaham r ek, hehe...

5 things I did 10 years ago:
1. pegi skola rendah 2. UPSR 3. pegi skola menengah 4. amek PMR 5. amek SPM

5 things I would do if i am a billionaire:
1. Change my appearance from top to bottom2. Beli umah ala2 Victorian house 3. Jalan2 cari makan4. Shopping pape yg patut 5. Donate to those who in need

5 of my bad habits:
1. Suke tangguh keje 2. Makan banyak?haha... 3. Sometimes too shy 4. Suke tengok org, ehem2...5. Suke pikir negatif dlu br positif

5 places i used live in:
1. Sungkai, Perak 2. Raub, Pahang 3. Kuantan, Pahang 4. Londang, Melaka 5. Sepang, Selangor

5 people i tag:
1. Teppei 2. Wentz 3. Tackey 4. Lee Jun Ki 5. Lee Ji Hoon (sumanye x mgkn akan wat, haha...)

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+LOVE IS IN THE AIR+

Sejak kebelakangan ni aku dapat merasekan love is blooming again in the atmosphere. Suma member2 aku masing2 ade yang bercouple secare tetibe, senyap2 pun ade. Sampai hampir2 menimbulkan konflik in our friendship. Tapi everything sort out well and aku pun tumpang gembire selagi diaorang gembire. Ade juge yang masih mencari, macam aku ni, haha... Good luck for your great effort, heheh... Bagi aku pulak, ramai yang bertanye nape aku still solo. Dan ade jugak yang x percaye aku ni xde teman special. Persoalannye di sini, perlu ke? Aku tanye n aku jawab. Memang r perlu, hehe... Tapi aku x rase sekarang adelah mase yang tepat. Tapi aku rase aku dah mule sukekan seseorg. Damn it! Ape bley wat kan? Mane bley denied this feeling, huhu... Lagi2 die seorg yg baik n sangat caring. Adoyai... Sapekah die? Sure ramai yang nak tau tp it's a secret. Haha... Aku rase x perlu r nak cite something yg still not confirm. Ape yang aku bleh wat sekarang ialah memandang die dr jauh wlaupun kami begitu dekat. Cewah, ayat filem ni, huhu... When the time comes, we'll know.

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+PAIN+

Aku telah kehilangan deria rase start dari 2 hari yang lepas. Makan x feel langsung. Lidah pun sakit, tekak cam bengkak so aku tersekse nak telan makanan apelagi air liur. Tensen2... Arap2 aku akan dapat merase semule n no pain anymore,huhu....

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+KU SENDIRI+

*Another great song from Aliff Aziz. Lately I've been hearing these kind of songs, huhu... Maybe it has some connection somehow with what is happening rite now. No need to elaborate, just enjoy it, lalala...



Ku melihat dikau bersama dia
Sukarnya ku percaya
Apa harus ku lakukan
Sukarnya daku menghadapinya
Dikau jauh dari ku
Pedihnya dalam hatiku
Kenangan yang lalu
Masih bermain dalam ingatanku
Terbayang sentuhan mu
Membuat hati tertanya

Apakah silap dan salahku?
Apakah dia yang dicari?
Apa yang harus ku lakukan?
Untuk kembali di sisimu

Di manakah hilangnya cinta
Yang membara di dalam jiwa
Apakah terpisah akhirnya
Bila ku sunyi ku sendiri

Ku terbayang dan terdengar suaramu
Hanya gurauan senda senyum dan ketawamu
Di manakah akan terus ku layar lara hati ku ini
Masih menahan rasa

Kenangan yang lalu
Masih bermain dalam ingatanku
Terbayang sentuhan mu
Membuat hati tertanya Apakah silap dan salahku?
Apakah dia yang dicari?
Apa yang harus ku lakukan?
Untuk kembali di sisimu

Di manakah hilangnya cinta
Yang membara di dalam jiwa
Apakah terpisah akhirnya
Bila ku sunyi ku sendiri

Tiada ku duga akhirnya cinta
Apa yang telah terjadi dikau tak kembali
Tinggal ku sendiri
Terpadam api cinta ini

Apa yang harus ku...
Membuat hati tertanya

Apakah silap dan salahku?
Apakah dia yang dicari?
Apa yang harus ku lakukan?
Untuk kembali di sisimu

Di manakah hilangnya cinta
Yang membara di dalam jiwa
Apakah terpisah akhirnya
Bila ku sunyi ku sendiri

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:: SOYOGI ::

feel me with you, I wanna be with you.
baby, the more I wanna be with you
meeting you for the first time and I knew
how deep this strong feeling is (love you)

kill me with those simple words
you know, always with those simple words.
it's ok not to pretend so forcefully,
we both understand;
we can still carry on going even if our eyes are closed.

you are the wind
that bring brilliant colours
that shine on me whenever I sway.

if I can protect you,
I will give you everything.
the sound doesn't ring,
but echoes in the heart.
always loving you

call you, in you, I wanna touch your heart.
baby, gently, I wanna touch your heart.
even if painful days are
awaiting us,
I will never lose you.

in the middle of a changing world,
we hold hands and move along,
this is a small promise.

without changing,
we will have the same dream
surely (surely)
surely (surely)
someday, I will catch hold of your heart
always loving you


*nice japanese song from FT Island although they are a Korean band. Thanx to Luke for introducing me to this song. Nice2...

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:: INI SATU KISAH ::

Tiba tiba ku dilamun cinta ,
Dengan dia yang sering ku puja. (x2)

Ini satu kisah bukan cerita dongeng dulu kala.
Ini kisah nyata tentang pertemuan aku dan si dia.
Buat kali pertama,tika ku terpandangnya.
Dia balas senyumku, ku melompat terharu.

Tiba tiba ku dilamun cinta ,
Dengan dia yang sering ku puja. (x2)

Dia sungguh bijak buatkan jantungku berdegup rancak.
Dia sungguh lawa katanya aku tak kurang kacaknya.
Dia pulak setuju,untuk jadi milikku.
Dia sungguh berdaya,pasti cemburu semua.

Tiba tiba ku dilamun cinta ,
Dengan dia yang sering ku puja. (x2)

Dari dulu aku sering ke mana.
Tanpa ada teman di sisi ku.
Tapi kini semua sudah berbeza.
Ada saja dia di samping ku.

Ini satu kisah bukan cerita dongeng dulu kala.
Ini kisah nyata tentang pertemuan aku dan si dia.(x2)
Buat kali pertama,tika ku terpandanya.
Dia balas senyumku,ku melompat terharu.

Tiba tiba ku dilamun cinta ,
Dengan dia yang sering ku puja. (x4)

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