+JAVANESE DANCE+

It's been two days that I practiced the Javanese Dance. Hmm.. Tiring but fun. I myself cant believe that I can dance. Yeah, I know that my steps does not so graceful as the other dancers as I never dance before. But little by little I started to catch up. Only little movements and the timing still doesnt right. And also when the movements that require me to dance a little faster. If things goes well, I'll perform at Bukit Jambul Mall this becoming Saturday, on 1st of August. The performance is to promote CONVEX. Jeez... I'm afraid I'll screw up. I still have a week to practice and looks like I have to practice everyday. Once again I said that I still cant believe myself doing this!!! Haha... I think I can make it. No2, I'll make it! Fighting!!! I've made a little research on Java Dance and of course my main source is from Wiki. Thanx to Uncle Wiki...

Javanese Dance is usually associated with Wayang Wong, and the palaces of Yogyakarta and Surakarta due to the nature of dance being a pusaka or sacred heirloom from ancestors of the palace rulers. These expressive dances are more than just dances, however; they are also used for moral education, emotional expression, and spreading the Javanese culture.

There are three basic types of Javanese dance:

1. Beksan putra – These are the dances for men, which serve two purposes: a military close-order drill and highlighting martial skills. Dancers may learn beksan putra dances to familiarize themselves with the movements for narrative dances.
2. Beksan putri – Putri is the Javanese word for female, and these dances include courtly dances designed for royal events with very precise movements and distinct staging with subtle layers of meaning. Such dances were often used for entertainment or courtship.
3. Beksan wayang – These are narrative dances from epic poems, and usually are named after the characters in them, usually an alus-style hero and a gagah-style villain.

I dont know which type our dance are but what I know that my body is aching, haha... Kalo ade si dia kat sini urutkan aku kan bagus...

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+ENVY, WRATH, DILEMMA+

First and foremost, Mr. Wyatt, I want to borrow your trademark, DILEMMA. Yup2, these days I'm in dilemma. Again, always being put in the middle between friend n love. Sound so dramatic rite but that's what have been revolving around my life for let say...10 years? Its like a dejavu that will always repeat itself over and over again. Huhu... The difference is that this time ENVY and WRATH are the cause. It scares me how somebody can do bad things to other people. Don't they have any mercy or have they lost their humanity? Hm... I just hope that whatever bad happen around here doesnt affect me in any ways. Although the negative vibes from both of them has make me sick. Yesterday I woke up with sore throat. Urgh!!! I skipped my BM class at 8 and sleep until 12 at noon! It has been so long ago I've overslept. For the whole day I contained myself in my room except for lunch and dinner. Dont want to spread my sickness to innocent people out there, huhu... As for today, no class, haha... I love my Friday here, muah3...That means more time to study or relax or watching movies, hehe... Hope this illness can go away cause my voice has change and it sounds funny. I've been avoid to drink cold drinks, cis2!!! How can I drink hot tea under the hot weather at noon??? A little reminder to myself what I should do this weekend:

• study Hangul for test next Monday.
• study 5 chapters of Genetic for test which I dont know when.
• finish lab reports for Biochem n Genetic (OMG no Zqa to help me anymore!).
• make Ecology notes.
• make research for BM's oral test.

So much to do. Sigh...

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+TO BE A SLEEPING BEAUTY AGAIN+

Beberape ari ni aku asyik mengantuk je. Bile tedo amat susah untuk dikejutkan. As if mamai je bile orang kejut. Ape yang penat sangat ek? Maybe I push myself too hard, huhu... Contohnye kol 2.30 tadi Nas kejut aku nak g lib sesame. Tapi sumpah aku x perasan. Tedo punye tedo tau2 dah kol 3.58. N aku ade klas kol 4!!! Lambat 15 minit aku g klas td. Dengan muke bangun tedonye lagi... Adus... Kalo pasni jadi camni gak abesla aku.... Assignment yang nak anta sok aku x wat lagi. Malam ni bersengkang mate r siapkan. Naseb baek klas sok kol 12. Sempatla kot. Malam ni plak ade pejumpaan. Kene bawak RM50 plak. Tah ape nak wat duet bnyk tu. Arap2 berbaloi. Dinner kat hotel ke... Leh dinner ngan si dia. Haha... Cakap pasal si dia, ari2 aku rasekan dia comel, haha... Mengikut kate kawan aku yang aku tugaskan untuk menyiasat pasal si dia, dia pon takot2 nak kenal2 sape2 yg minat die. Aku pon same r. But I'll try to make the 1st move this tyme. Arap2 si dia terima, hehe... Oops!!! Ape dah jadi ngan plan umur 25 baru nak cari? Macam yang kite slalu dengar, kite hanye merancang, Tuhan menentukan. I believe that this is the right time, so as to speak. Kalo x cube mane tau kan. Eh2 Charm, anda datang cni nak blaja.... Tahla, aku pon tengah konfius ape yg sebenarnye aku kene wat. Hope I dont choose the wrong way. Huh....

*Arap2 malam ni jumpe si dia lagi tyme perjumpaan. Rindu ngan senyumannye (ayat drama sangat :P)

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+LOVE SPELL+

In my mind I see you here,

In my pain I need you near,

Find me, trace me, where I be,

Come here, come here, now to me.

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+STUDY LET'S STUDY, IT'S STUDY TIME!+

Dah beberape ari aku x update, huhu... Nak kate bz tu x la gak. Just penat bile balik klas n then malas menaip. Lagipun x de cite sangat, just mende yang same je ari2. Pegi kelas, balik kelas. Sekarang ni aku curik mase menaip, sambil2 wat esemen. Hangul... Maksudnye tulisan korea. Haha... 1st esemen... Xde r susah sangat, maybe sbb dah ade basic jepun dulu. Tulisan diaorg lebih kurang je. Cume aku perlu mengafal sebab next week aku ade test. Pronounciation n writing. Menyembur2 air liur try sebut huruf2 Hangul, haha... Pasni maybe stadi bio plak. Takut2 nnti ade kuiz pape ke, dahle x stadi pape. Xpe2, banyak mase coz sok klas stat kol 12. Jap lagi nak kuar g 7e jap. Nak beli topup r. Ramai member2 di sini yang pakai celcom so kredit aku akan abes dengan cepatnye setiap minggu. Ish3... Arap2la pengecualian unit tu dapat sumanye, huhu... Penat mintak sign dekan2 kat cni, haha... Mau gerak dlu ya, ari dah nak makin malam nih. Kang takot plak... Chow...

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+QUEENSBAY MALL+

Charm ade tempat baru untuk bershopping n melepak2 di ujung minggu, haha... Queensbay Mall... Tadi pegi sane ngan Vun, Fad n Hasnol. Betolak dari kampus dalam kol 12. Agak meredah ujan gak r, ari ni ujan je sepanjang ari. Sejuk n nyaman je, huhu... Dalam 10 mnt smpaila kalo naek bas, huhu... Macam Ben kate, tempat ni ala2 shopping kat KLCC. Adela cket2 same, haha... Kebetulan plak ade sale besar-besaran sampai 31 Ogos, haha... Aku berhabis 100 ari ni beli buku, beg n baju. Woh, 3B... Yang laen2 jangan cakapla, cam borong 1 mall, haha... Aku sabar lagi menahan nafsu, haha... Kalo x tadi dah berbelanja dengan dasyatnye, haha... Balik td dlm kol 5. Lepas gak r gian nak shopping, hua3... Next week nak ikot tour g round2 Penang. Tadi baru makan2 ngan si dia lagi, haha... Mmg selere abes r, aku makan nasik goreng ngan mi tomyam. X dilupekan milo panas, sebab ari yang sejuk ni. Cam mls nak mandi, sejuukk... Ade sesape leh panaskan?? Malam ni x wat pepepon, ngantok r, penat jejalan siang td x tedo lagi. Dahle semalam tedo kol 3.30 n bangun kol 8.30. Semangat nak g shoping pnye psl. Jap lagi nak tedo r. Xde mood nak on9 lelame sgt mlm ni.

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+UPDATED+

Hehe... Entry ni agak leh jd kontro cket. Semalam aku telah menonton mantra buana kat dewan budaya. Secare x langsungnye telah mengalami 1 of the hottest date I've ever felt. Yup, si dia yg telah mengajak aku pegi so pegi je r. Sapekah si dia ni? Hm... Rahsie... Hua3... Pepandaila korang korek n carik sape si dia tu. Huhu... Lepas menonton persembahan2 tu, kitaorg pegi makan2 kat kedai luar tu n balik dalam kol 1 lbey. Ish2, rosak aku di sini.. haha... Tapi x de r sampai seperti gamba di atas. X mungkin aku akan wat begitu. Mintak dijauhkan r. Kalo dah kawen xpe, haha...

Pagi tadi naseb baikla Nas kejut g kelas. Aku tedo mati sampai x sedar alarm Nas yang menjerit "WAKE UP!!!" dari kol 6.30 tu. Kelas ari ni BM pukul 8 sampai 10 pagi tadi. Wah... Dah 4 tahun x blaja BM. Pening kepale aku blaja subjek r, predikat suma tu... Kene becakap bahase baku plak tu. Aku dah bunyik cam org Sabah @ Indonesia dalam klas td. Pastu aku balik bilik n tedo dari kol 2 sampai 5 (ganti tedo malam sebelomnye, haha...). Rosak plan nak kuar petang tadi, hua....

Malam ni plak aku ade kelas keusahawanan kol 8 sampai 10 mlm. Kitaorg kene wat group n jual something time expo nanti. Tapi ade plak syaratnye. MAKANAN N MINUMAN x bley jual. Arghh pening... Baru bercadang nak jual ayam bakar. Rugila x kasi aku jual, ayam bakar aku sedap... Haha... Dapatla 1 group ngan Fadzir n 3 lagi girls yg aku x tau name. Sesape ade cadangan aku leh jual ape bleh r gtau. Expo tu adela dalam awal bln depan. Leceh tol r. Tadi aku g interview untuk Convex@pesta konvo. Apply utk publisiti, kebudayaan n pameran. Arap2 dapatle memane. Bepeluh gak r interview. Dahle asyek tnye soklan same je, diulang2. X taula camne kalo interview nak keje nnti, ish2... Ni yang tepikir nak amek minor communication plak.

Hm... mau siap2 nak tedo r dlu. Roomate aku pon tah kemane x balek2 lagi. Sok klas kol 10, leh r bgn lambat cket. Yang menarik sejak beberape ari ni ialah bile orang bertanye umur aku. Aku cakapla "22". N diaorg kate "x mcm 22 pon, nape nampak mude?". Aku tnye balik "nampak mcm umur brape?". "Nampak cam 20" diaorg kate. Haha... X sie2 aku meratah ulam2 n minum jus buah2, hehe... So adek2 n gadis2 yg nak nampak mude sentiase, makanla ulam bnyk2, haha... Tomato sngt bagus. Nyte suma, haha...

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+GUYS ONLY, GIRLS NOT ALLOWED, HAHA...+

Entry kali ni khas untuk jejaka2 sahaja. Haha... Manyak komplen ha aku post MV lelaki2 jambu je... Ambek ni 2 MV gadis2 je aku pos. Selamat berjoget sumanye...

**Wonder Girls - Nobody**

**Girls Generation - Gee**

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+PROUD OF YOU <3+

Passing by at a quick pace,
How many seasons have already come and gone?
Walking along the landscape I'm now used to,
I alone can't slip out from my faraway memories,
Almost as if I'd lost where I was going...
At that moment, I met you.

We met by chance in this city,
Even now, I won't forget, because from that day...
The many sorrows and worries I was embracing all of it,
With your warmth, I changed them into memories.
Proud of your love...

The two shells that I picked up,
It's like a miracle where I've met you once again,
If you stay by my side,
I'll be loving you to the bottom of my heart,
Even if rain falls violently,
Even within strong blowing winds.

I will hold fast onto this love till the end,
If it's with you, I can overcome it,
This is the first time I've felt that way,
To make sure I don't let go of this hand,
Let's always gaze at the time and treasure it.

We met by chance in this city,
Even now, I won't forget, because from that day...
Things will be forever, the things I've believed in,
While I change them into joy,
Let us walk together,
Proud of your love...

PROUD OF YOUR LOVE

PROUD OF YOUR LOVE

PROUD OF YOUR LOVE

PROUD OF YOUR LOVE

PROUD OF YOUR LOVE

**Me after this becoming 3 years, haha. Hopefully still proud.**

This entry is dedicated to my mum and dad, my family, my teachers and lecturers, my best friends and myself. I'm proud of all your supports and I'll return your favour by making all of you proud of me, huhu... Wish me luck as I have to start all over again. Like the 'Penggawa' said, all of us have to start from zero again. Sedey r plak rasenye nak post entry kali ni, haha... Banyak yang kene lalui untuk sampai ke tahap sekarang. Orang laen yang sebaye pon dah nak abes degree, siap ade nak amek master lagi. Takpela, yang penting aku akan enjoy 3 tahun di sini to the fullest ngan aktiviti2 yang x pernah2 aku tepikir nak masuk. Antarenye bowling tournament, citrawarna...??? ngan memacam lagi, huhu... Ade beberape aktiviti yang kene interview n aku akan update di entry2 yang seterusnye, hehe...

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+STEP BY STEP+

Someday definitely ..
tomorrow is more..
now take it Step by Step

For some reason when I look at you,
every day is enjoyable
I feel that we have the same wishes

The reason that the sighs turn to brilliance
is not some special magic
but only that courage

No matter what kind of future there will be at the goal
We will find the important things during our way to it
so TRY AGAIN

Someday definitely .. (believe it/me)
tomorrow is more (you'll reach it)
now take it Step by Step (it's good like that)
Hey, let's walk together to our dreams [= reach the dream]

There aren't only days when everything works fine
but I don't want you to forget
that right next to you there is always a warm hand

It's the YELL I've sent to you
but yes, to tell the truth
it is me who gets the energy from you
always TRUE HEART

overflowing YOUR DREAM (go for it)
lots of SHINE WAY (new ones)
You, definitely (can do it)
Hey, let's head for a glory tomorrow

[rap]

Someday definitely.. (believe it)
tomorrow definitely (you'll reach it)
now take it Step by Step (it's good like that)
Hey, let's walk together to our dreams [= reach the dream]

little by little
with this smile (it's ok)
if you are with it (with the smile) / if you are by my side
you can get stronger / I can get stronger
TRUE HOPE

Step by Step (believe it)
tomorrow is more (you'll reach it)
now take it Step by Step (it's good like that)
Hey, let's walk together to our dreams [= reach the dream]

Step by Step
tomorrow is more (it's ok)
now take it Step by Step
(I/You) can get stronger TRUE HOPE

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+FROM PENANG WITH LOVE PART FINALE+

Akhirnye, setelah melalui minggu orentasi yang begitu panjang, abes jua. Huhu... Otakku ini telah dipenuhi ngan bermacam2 maklumat n tarikh2 penting aktiviti2 di sini. Arap2 aku x terlupe, hehe... Pagi tadi dimulai dengan taklimat Ko-kurikulum. Aku yang teruje nak masuk jazz band pon cepat2 bekejar ke booth jazz band utk mendaftar. Dapatla jugak tempat. Tetapi malang sekali bile aku check2 jadual bile ari dah petang, baru aku sedar yang time praktis utk jazz band clash ngan kelas bio aku. Rase down cket bile pengerusi jazz band tu kate aku terpakse drop jazz band as the only solution. Adoi... X sampai 12 jam jd ahli dah terpakse quit. Semester depan terpakse r aku amek Ko-k laen. Memanah kot, huhu... Terkilan gak x dpt join jazz band... Tensen sebentar, hua....
Tapi kekecewaan tu terubat gak r bile aku dapat apply kursus bahase korea yang aku nak sangat. Memule konfius sameade nak amek korea, jepun, spanish ataupun france sebab suma best2. Tapi x leh amek 2 kursus bahase asing dalam 1 semester so prioritynye pilih r korea, hua3... Sangat mencabar tyme nak daftar ni sebab terpakse mendaki pusat bahase kat atas bukit tuh n sesat mencari bilik lecturer bahase korea tuh. Tapi berbaloi gak r. Suma kelas akan start next week n sangat x sabar. Annyong hashimnigga... Kamsa hamnida... Haha...


Sempena meraikan kebebasan yang baru dapat beberape jam tadi, aku ngan beberape org kawan pegi r makan2 kat kedai mamak kat luar tuh. Aku pon melantak megi goreng ngan roti canai. Tidak dilupakan milo ais, hua3... Next week, Penang mali, hua3...

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+FROM PENANG WITH LOVE PART 5+

Ari ni x la terlalu memenatkan sebab taklimat ari ni kejap2 je. Pagi ade taklimat untuk kursus bahase. Ade plak bahase korea, mmg menggode aku amek je nih, haha... Tapi takot pack plak jadual. Adui... Tgkla dulu camne. Nak sangat amek sekarang. Petang plak ade taklimat library. Time nih mmg aku borak je. Dengar pon cket2 je, hua2... Kenal gak r ngan beberape orang yang leh aku borak2. Fairoz budak akaun (Johor), Fadzir budak teknologi persekitaran (Sabah) ngan Vun budak akaun (Sabah). Keje kitaorg borak2 n gelak2 je, haha... Waktu bejalan2 balik tadi nampakla preparation untuk pendaftaran Ko-K sok. Aku pon ke satu booth ni... Jazz band. Tetibe rase cam nak masuk r plak walaupun x pandai maen alat muzik. Rase2 korang ok ke?? Sebabnye aku ske sumthink yg agak unik n laen dari yang laen. Senior2 tu kate x kesah sesape pon leh masuk, diaorg akan ajar nnti. Try je r luck. Kalo dapat, 3 taun ni aku akan menjadi ahli band jazz. Haha, sangat kontra. Biology student join jazz band n blaja bahase korea. Hm... Aku nak amek memanah tapi x ditawarkan plak utk 1st year student. Maybe 2nd year nnti aku try amek. Malam ni free, agak busan sbb xde mende leh dibuat. So aku pon mlepak kat blik je r menulis entry ni. Maybe jap lg nk tgk cite pape kat utube tu. Haih...

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+PELAN INTEGRITI NASIONAL+

Ni adelah sambungan dari entry yang sebelumnye. Memule nak post semalam tapi cepat2 masok tedo sebab dah lambat. Lagipun roomate baruku itu ngan temannye sengal g bukak cite antu dalam gelap2. Pastu jerit2 sebab takot. Aku pon takot gak r walaupon x amek port. Yelah kan, jerit2 mane tau kang kene rasuk plak budak 2 ekor tu. Dah terkapai2 aku sesorg. Dahle bilik dkt ngan toilet. Saje je bebdk nih. Ish3... Akibatnye, aku x dpt mlelapkan mate sampai kol 4. Cis2! Dahle kene bgn kol 7. Naseb bek dapat tebus tedo kol 12.30 sampai dekat2 kol 2 td. Ok itu cite semalam. Jum tros sambong ape itu Pelan Integriti Nasional (PIN). Aku xde r tulis banyak sangat semalam tapi ape yang ade ini cukupla untuk dikongsi.

Objektif PIN adalah untuk meningkatkan etika dan integriti dalam sektor awam melalui 3 cara iaitu penerapan, penghayatan dan pengamalan (3P). Mungkin kita semua lambat lagi untuk menceburi sektor awam ataupun alam pekerjaan tapi lebih baik tahu sekarang tentang etika dan integriti ni.

Integriti membawa maksud kejujuran dan ketelusan, keutuhan dan kesempurnaan. Contohnya adalah sentiasa mengotakan ape yang kita katakan. Kalau tidak lebih baik kita tidak bersuara tentang sesuatu yang tidak mampu kita lakukan.

Nilai pula ialah kriteria positif dan negatif yang ada pada diri seseorang.

Etika merujuk kepada nilai2 akhlak sebagai panduan hidup kita. Antara etika yang perlu ada pada diri seorang siswazah ialah:

• jujur
• tekad
• ikram (memuliakan orang laen. e.g pensyarah)
• ikhlas
• setia

Sebenarnye banyak lagi tapi ni je antare yang sempat aku tulis. Antare faktor x sempat tulis ialah penceramah tu tekan slaid ngan laju sebab nak kejar mase. Kalo x sampai kol 12 tgh malam pon x abes. Tapi 1 penyataan ni menarik minat aku. Jangan pandang rendah pada sesiapa pun. Yup memang btol. Even kat orang yang kite paling benci sekali pon, haha... Sebabnye mungkin orang yang kite pandang rendah tu ade kelebihan dan mungkin lebih berjaye dari kita di masa hadapan. Bagi aku sikap merendah diri adalah asas kejayaan.

Sekian dulu ceramah motivasi dari Charm. Haha... Sejak bile r plak aku pandai menulis mende2 camni, hee~.

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