+FROM PENANG WITH LOVE PART 4+

Hari keempat di USM, haha... Baru r ingat rilek2 ari ni tp sampai petang dah penat. Lunyai... Ari ni spend time kat pusat pengajian 1 ari. Dengar tentang penerangan subjek yang akan aku amek nnti. Sangat menarik ek suma major2 yg ditawarkan. Kalo bleh rase nak amek suma, haha... Tamak. Tapi seriously sangat best. Ade field work kat tepi pantai suma. X sabar, sem 2 nnti akan wat field work. Yang menariknye, ade subjek pilihan bahasa asing. Kat sini ade bahase korea. Kalo bleh aku nak amekla. Kalo x terpakse r amek bahase jepun or spanish. Major aquatic biology memang menarik minat aku. Minor plak aku minat nak amek haiwan atau tumbuhan. Kalo bleh nak 2 2 skali. Argh!!! Nape bnyk option menarik2 ni?? Petangnye plak melawat lab2 kat pusat pengajian. Penat wo tawaf turun naek tangge. Dan malang skali (or lucky?), aku pnye group aku sorang je laki. Huhu... Ari ni memang panas. Aku bejalan balik di bawah terik mentari mmg basah abes mandi peluh. Betol2 dehydrated. Balik bilik je tuka baju trus begolek atas simen nak sejuk. N then lelap r tedo, haha... Tadi ade ceramah Pelan Integriti Nasional. Best gak pasal nilai2 positif yang perlu ade pade seorang mahasiswa. Nntila aku elaborate lagi sebab sekarang pon dah pkul 2.30. Sok ade taklimat kol 8.30 lagi. Teringat plak ade orang yg bertanye aku samada aku orang Sabah. Haha... Ok, mau tedo...

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+FROM PENANG WITH LOVE PART 3+

Secare rasminye aku ari ni bergelar pelajar USM. Pagi tadi wat lafaz ikrar ngan sign akujanji. Haha... Agak banggela gak. Tapi still trase cam bermimpi. Oleh sebab kekangan mase tedo yang amat terang dan nyate, aku pon 'berzikir' r time ceramah2 dalam dewan tadi. Sangat x tahan ngantok. Ari ni je aku berjage dari awal pagi sampaila sekarang which is about 11.15 p.m. sebab banyak aktiviti. Kepale aku pon sudah saket da... Majlis dinner tadi pon makan x lalu je. Aku melantak air oren bergelas2 n kesudahannye aku tgh mabok oren sekarang. Jangan termuntah sudah (rase2 itu agak ade ek). Petang tadi ade pertandingan cheer antare desasiswa (asrama). Terpakse r menebalkan muke wat cheer ngan tarian2 comel ala2 bear dance full house tu. Saket gak r tekak menjerit gile2. Pasni leh r aku try lagu Awie kalo karoke, haha... Walaupon wat gempak abes tapi kalah gak ngan Fajar Bakti yang telah menggunakan cheer yang same sejak 3 sem berturut2 (kate fasi2). Cis x aci, huhu... Yang paling best skali time senamrobik. X pernah2 aku enjoy senamrobik tu. Maybe sebab lagu2 n pengajar die ok kot. Sape kate Charm x leh menari? Siap gelek lagi tau. Haha... Tapi pasni x nak wat dah. Kalo reramai bleh r kot. Ish3...

Antare mende yang aku blaja ari ni ialah:

1. Be different. Jangan jadi sangat typical ataupun try utk tiru orang lain. Kite mungkin akan menjadi same hebat seperti orang yang kita tiru tapi selame2nye kite x akan dapat mengatasi die. Dalam kate senangnye find your own identity.
2. Develope the capacity and ability to solve problems together. Kite hidup dalam dunia ni bukanla sorang2. Ade gak masalah yang x leh kite selesaikan tanpa bantuan orang laen. Cari teman2 yang kite leh percaye. Secare tidak langsung perpaduan dapat dieratkan, bukan saje sesame Melayu, tapi dengan kaum2 yang lain.
3. Give some seed of hope to those in need. Mungkin kita tidak sedar ramai lagi yang betul2 memerlukan bantuan kita di dunia ni. Orang2 ni mungkin menjadi mangse akibat peperangan n kemiskinan. Kita sebagai orang yang mendapat sedikit kelebihan dari mereka bertanggungjawab untuk cuba menolong mengubah kehidupan mereka. Bantulah mereka dari segi ilmu pengetahuan misalnya... Cube berhubung dengan sifat kemanusiaan dalam diri anda.
   
4. To be the best and better. Kita tidak boleh untuk sentiasa leka dengan ape yang kita ada. Kalau ade sebarang kekurangan, cubelah atasinya agar ia akan menjadi kekuatan kita untuk esok hari. Sebabnya saingan pada hari ini semakin lame semakin hebat. Only the best will win and achieve what they desire.
   

Aku rase sampai cnila dulu entry kali ni. Besok kene bangun awal lagi untuk uruskan pasal pengajian pulak. Nak tengok2 kelas (kang sesat plak kalo x tau), tengok2 silibus n try wat transfer kredit. Untung2 2 tahun or 2 tahun setengah je. K r, kepale sudah berat, mau merebahkan badan atas katil plak. Huhu...

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+FROM PENANG WITH LOVE PART 2+

Aku terpakse menaip dengan kadar kelajuan yang amat pantas. Adui... Ari ni sampai kol 6 berorientasi. Pagi2 lagi bangun kol 5, ke masjid solat Subuh berjemaah. Wah, dah bertahun x bangun kol 5, huhu... Kemudian dengar r kuliah Subuh sampai kol 7. Pastu kol 8.30 pegi r wat appointment medical check up, wat kad matrik ngan semak sijil2. Siap2 suma dalam kol 12. Sempatla tedo kol 12.30 sampai kol 1.15. Ngantok abes, huhu. Sebab mlm sbelomnye kol 12 abes pejumpaan. Tadi dah kebas bontot dok dalam dewan dengar ceramah2 suma. Siap shaking2 coz sjuk aircond dlm dewan tuh, hua3... Malam ni ade pjumpaan lagi kol 8.30. Arap2 x r lame cam semalam wlaupon dah tau akan lame, haha... Ari ni yang paling best jumpe lagi kawan2 baru. Maksud aku kenal r, jumpe lagi bebdk Sains Gunaan dari asrama len. Ok... Mau siap2 mandi suma. Rushing2. Kalo ari2 camni, aku rase by the end of the week aku akan jadi zombi, haha...

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+FROM PENANG WITH LOVE PART 1+

Aku dah sampai akhirnye kat USM. Dah siap daftar dah pon. Badan aku saket2 sebab dapat tingkat atas skali n hampir2 ujung. Tapi dekatla ngan bilik air. Panas n mlekit2 wlaupon dah mandi tadi. Kene mandi lagi skali. Agak excited gak r coz ramai org. Mate aku pon ngan hebatnye melilau2, haha... Sekarang ni baru balik dari taklimat kat dewan. Best gak walaupun ngantok. Aku dok kat desasiswa Indah Kembara. 38 org je laki kat desasiswa ni. Punye r cket. Pompuan 121 org. Nampaknye pompuan still conquer a large part of the university. Bukan kat USM je, aku rase kat U lain pon same gak termasukla kolej2. So insan yang bergelar lelaki, rebut balik tempat yg sepatutnye jadi milik anda itu :) . Mule2 aku agak risau sorang2 je sebab macam yg aku ckp td, x ramai laki. Untuk course Sains Gunaan ( Biologi Gunaan), 4 orang je laki. Adui... Sorang roomate aku, Nasrul name die, dari UiTM Jengka. Tapi dapat kenal gak r beberape org kawan baru dari course2 laen. Dok pon desasiswa yang same so no prob r nak mlepak2 mengabeskan mase. Kebanyakan yang aku kenal pon sebaye ngan aku, 22 tahun. Xde r rase agak rendah diri. Tapi diaorg agak bersopan, haha... Still membahasekan diri "saye" n "awak". Xpela, budi bahasa kan budaye kite... Untuk malam ni ade pejumpaan lagi, isi2 borang n suma. Arap2 x lame sbb aku nak tedo awal malam ni. Semalam n kelmarin tedo sangat restless n aku ganti tedo dalam kete je. So malam ni arap2 dapat tedo ngan amannye tanpa gangguan. Menurut jadual, 1 minggu ni aku akan sangat sebok so arap2 leh lagi r curik mase nak post something kat blog ni. Adios for now, huhu...

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+SHOW ME YOUR LOVE+

Actually tonight I'm suppose to be sad because tomorrow I'll start leaving home. But somehow I don't feel that way. Or at least I'm not trying to, huhu... Everything is for the best. So tonight I just decided to listen to songs I love so much in my laptop. And I also decided to post the first MV in this blog. Quite hard to choose which MV that can cheer up my feelings right now. Again, another tough decision to make. Wait, I think I've got the right MV, hehe... Ladies and gentlemen, in this special night, Charm presenting 18 cute guys that will sure whisk the girls' heart... Show Me Your Love by TVXQ and Super Junior.

**Show Me Your Love**

This is a song from long time ago, at the early of their appearance but I never feel bored watching and listening this song. I can feel the fun when they were performing this and you can see that they really were having fun with each other. I'm going to watch this MV over and over and over and over...... until I fall asleep tonight, lol...

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+TAKE A BREAK+

** Always wanted my eye colour to be green. But black is good, lalala...**

Aku rase perlu sesangat untuk berhenti merenung skrin laptop dengan penuh kasih sayang ni untuk beberape ari. Mate dah pedih, huhuhu...

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+100 THINGS YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT CHARM+

Questionaire:

1.) Name: Nur Hisyam b. Aziz.
2.) Birthdate: February 20.
3.) Address: Someplace in Pahang.
4.) Blood type: A.
5.) Height: 165 cm.
6.) Weight: 60 kg (need to lose some, hehe).
7.) Shoe size: 9.
8.) Personality: Depends on situation. Mostly cold.
9.) Dream: To be famous, gain lots of money, travel around the world. Paris wait for me...
10.) Specialties: I can stay cool and calm even in the most desperate situation.
11.) Hobbies: Reading... Spying, haha...
12.) My idol: Currently, TVXQ.
13.) Celebrities you likes: Of course Yunho, Jaejoong, Yoochun, Junsu and Changmin.
14.) Fav Flower: Lily.
15.) I want to go out with this kind of person: Fun and loveable.
16.) Fav. Fruit: Grapes.
17.) People you dont like: Someone who cheats.
18.) Fav comic book: Doraemon, Dragon Ball, Naruto and Fairy Tail.
19.) What I worried about: Screw up.
20.) Sleeping out: Every week, haha...
21.) Alcohol tolerance: Not going to.
22.) First love: Form 1.
23.) Someone I respect: My parents and people who respect me and old folks.
24.) Sport Im good at: Cycling and bowling.
25.) Fav song: Too many to be listed.
26.) Number of blind dates you've gone on: 0.
27.) When I look the best: When I wake up from my sleep.
28.) Person I've liked the best out of all the people I've gone out with: Err..haha.
29.) Fav number: 2 and 3.
30.) Prized Possession: Family and myself.
31.) Lowest ranking: I failed during matriculation.
32.) Religion: Islam
33.) What I think when looking in the mirror: I'm going to make everybody proud of me.
34.) Fav color: All colours.
35.) Good thing about myself: I can adapt in any situation fast.
36.) Bad thing about myself: Love to do my assignments last minute.
37.) Drinking habits: Love juice and hot choco, no alcohol.
39.) On a rainy day I want to go outside and get wet: No~! I want to sleep.
40.) Things I cook well: My own recipe of "megi goreng". My brothers love it.
41.) Something I want to do right now: Watching movies while enjoying my ice cream.
42.) Foreign language I good at: English.
43.) Something I want to do with the person I love: Walking along the beach of Bora Bora Island while holding her hand.
44.) A present I want to give the person I love: My own love lyrics.
45.) Things I want: A nice cozy house of my own.
46.) If you met a boyfriend from the past: No boyfriend, haha..
47.) A present I want to receive from the person I love: Her love is more than enough.
48.) Phone greeting: Moshi moshi, helo...
49.) Ringtone: Mirotic TVXQ.
50.) Caller rings: Dont have one.
51.) If you found 1 million dollars on the road: I'll take it first, later I'll think what I'm goint to do with the money.
52.) Habits: Stalking, hehe... Shopping.
53.) Sleeping habits: Cant sleep without something to hug to.
54.) What I wearing as of now: Too big shirt and shorts.
55.) I want to die when: I finish the things that I suppose to do.
56.) Something I want to do right now: Shopping for new shirts and pants.
56.) How many times have you received flowers from a person of the different gender: Only once I think.
57.) Where I want surgery: I'm afraid of any surgery, haha...
58.) My charm: My smile.
59.) What people think of me: Lack of expression.
60.) Someone I say a lot: Can't write the name here.
61.) What I'm scared of: Losing myself.
62.) When I was most hurt: Being cheated.
63.) When I feel the happiest: Shower tyme.
64.) What I do when I scared: I hide in the closet, haha...
65.) When have you given chocolates to someone for valentines day: During college tyme.
66.) What I do when I stressed: I listen to music.
67.) What I like to eat when I drink: Potato chips.
68.) What I do when I'm mad: I hit things!!!
69.) Things I can't eat: Raw food and durian.
70.) Time I get to school: Early (during scholl tyme rite?).
71.) Something I want to learn: Singing and dancing.
72.) What I do when there is someone I don't like: Ignore them.
73.) When I was the happiest in my life: When I had my choco ice cream.
74.) What I think of money: Love it. A lot!
75.) If the person you love ended up loving someone else: I'll let them go because there must be something they don't like about me.
76.) Most recent time I cried: When I watched a really sad video clip.
77.) Sunshine or Moonlight: Moonlight.
78.) First kiss: Hm... Primary school... Shh...eheh.
79.) If someone I broke up with wanted to get back: I'll think about it maybe for 100 years.
80.) Favorite person of a different race I like: Song Hye Kyo (heroin of Full House).
81.) My most favorite thing I own: I guess my clothes.
82.) How long I can wait for someone: Less than 1 hour.
83.) When I was most disappointed: People who promised me something but never prove it.
84.) Your monthly allowance: RM 300++.
85.) Fav animals: Cats.
86.) Fav. Season: Spring.
87.) Most memorable date: Never had one.
88.) What I look at when I look at someone of the other gender: Her face, haha...
90.) Nicknames: Charm, Syam, Isyam.
92.) Love is?: Eternal.
93.) When I know the person I love has changed: I move on and change too.
94.) What I don't like when I'm going out with someone: He/she talk without using his/her brain.
95.) What I like the most about myself: Eyes. Most girls jealous of my eyelashes, haha.
96.) A wish for this year: I hope I'm not screw up everything that I've been working for.
100.) Last thing you want to say: Wish me luck!

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+SAYANG SAYANGKU - AHAKZ!!!+

Haha, the title itself sure will make all of you curious what I am going to write. Is Charm a playboy, a gay or a bi? These were the questions I've heard and tired to answer during the college time. I'm going to answer those ridiculous questions in the next entry. "Sayang2ku" here refer to 2 of my marvellous friends in KTT. Yeah, it's not easy to get an understanding friend nowadays whose heart is pure and care for you as much as you care for him/her. It was fate that brought us together and set us apart. No matter where I am, I'm pretty sure to cherish all the moments that we shared together, good or bad (nape cam ayat novel jiwang? haha).

**Ziqa**

Ni classmate aku sepanjang 3 taun kat kolej. Die ni simple, suke gak korean drama cam aku. Citer My Girl yang menjadi kegilaan aku tu diela yang promotekan. Haha... She's hardworking, dedicated to her work. Tiap kali nak wat lab report die punyela aku pinjam. Kalo die xde, abes aku, haha... By the way, she's single now. Sape2 bekenan kontek aje. Tapi ade syarat2nye. 7 dulang hati nyamuk, bla bla bla... Die ni gak tempat aku blaja camne nak tau ape feeling pompuan, complicated gak, huhu... Aku plak tempat die tnye pape yg die nak tau psl guys pnye feeling. Ayat yg aku ingat bile die describekan aku ialah die kate aku ni seorang yang shining. Haha, ye lah tu. Ko pon shining gak Ziqa, jangan riso. Dengan die gak la aku telah digosipkan sepanjang2 3 taun tu, haha... Tapi kitaorg tau yg memang antare kitaorg not more than best fren. Diulangi, BEST FREN. Ziqa, jangan lupe acare makan2 kite nanti ek.

**Ammar**

Mr Pride a. k.a. kantou brotherku. Silap2 jadi abang iparku (gurau ek, jangan tombok aku, haha). Aku ngan Ammar baru je bekawan rapat 2 sem tp rapatnye macam dah kenal dari dalam perot. Haha... Seriously he's the best. Walaupon die mude setaun dari aku (tu pon nak blagak, haha), tapi bnyk yang aku blaja dari die. Blaja care2 idop seorg remaje KL, haha... Tapi yg pliknye awal2 aku kawan ngan Ammar cam ramai x suke. Kate bad influence kat aku. Tapi rase2nye xdek pon. Yang sebetolnye, Ammar ni seorang yang sangat caring n pentingkan friendship. Tu yang wat aku senang bekawan ngan die sbb die just bukan cakap je tp he prove it. To me, he's more than just a fren, he's my brother. Brothers for life, yeah!!! Nanti free2 kite g karoke lagi sesame ek, haha...


*Yeah, sbetulnye aku mmg sayang and rindu kat korang, hua3... Ape nak wat, life must goes on. Wherever n how far we are from each other, I'm proud to be your friend. Trimas bebanyak. Dey... dah nak masok part sdey plak(T_T). Jage diri korang bebaek n ade peluang kite jumpe lagey.... Hua3, ngantok sudah (menguap). Roger and out...

++Entry ni jangan disalah ertikan plak k. Cukup2la bergosip yang x btol, haha.++

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+LAST TRIP TO KL - PERHAPS?+

Ari ni aku rase nak tulis dalam Bahase Melayu rojak je. Soli... Sebabnye agak x sehat ngan kepale agak ting tong cket, haha... Sejak balik dari KL minggu lepas tros demam, batuk cket2 plus selseme. Xde r serius sangat tp rase nak tedo je sepanjang mase, huhu... Ari Sabtu ngan Ahad ni abes ngan tedo je. Malam ni aku nak menulis pasal trip ke KL last week. Yup, rasenye maybela last tyme jejak kaki kat KL tu for another 3 years. Maybela kan, tapi kalo cuti2 aku akan try ke sane utk mlepak, x lupe gak membeli dan belah, haha... Soli skali lagi xde gamba2. Lagipon kabel phone yg rosak x ganti lagi.

Isnin, 15 Jun 2009

Aku terpakse bangon awal, 6.00 pagi... Sebab malas nak nek bas g bandar. Gerak skali r dengan ayah aku kol 7 pagi tuh. Bajet nak gerak awal n sampai kolej awal. Dapat bas kol 7.30 n gare2 tedo lambat mlm sblmnye, aku pon melelehkan air liur sepanjang perjalanan, haha... Dahle lapar x sempat sarapan sbb aku bertape dalam blik air lame sngt. Sesampai je kat KL dalam kol 9.30, aku trus singgah kat TS jap. Hajatnye nak gunting rambot kat situ sebab Feena kate murah n ok. Tapi rupe2nye x bukak lagi. Tunggu lame sampai 10 lbey pon x bukak2 gak. So aku decide gerak ke Nilai je r tros. Aku sampai kat kolej dalam kol 11 lbey, dekat2 kol 12 gak. Sebelum tu sempat r gak potong rambot kat BBST, bye2 kakak amoy kat situ. Pasni x g dah salon korg, haha... Kat kolej tetibe tejumpe Ayun, Mimi, Azza ngan Najwa. Diaorg anta esemen. Eh2, dah abes pon nak anta lagi. Bagos tol diaorg nih, patot dapat dekan, haha... Aku g makan jap n then jumpela lecturer, Pn Nurul. Nak tanye2 cket pasal camne nak jadi student U. Jumpela gak ngan Ustaz Joe, haha... X pasal2 suro masok Al-Azhar. Soli ustaz, x layak, hehe... Saje nak jumpe awal, pasni takot x sempat plak. Thanx a lot to lecturers who taught me from sem 1 (most dah pindah). Lupe nak ucap trimas secara live. Seganla, haha... Tunggu konvo bln 8 ni je la ek. Dah setel segale urusan kat kolej, aku pon begerak ke Ampang, umah Mr Pride.... Sampai sane tedo, tedo n tedo. Penat...

Selasa, 16 Jun 2009

Malam sebelomnye aku tedo agak awal, penat x ilang lagi. Yang si Ammar nih tah tedo kol bape (die ni dracula, haha). So ari Selase tu aku bangon r kol 10. Malu gak tedo umah orang bangun lambat, hehe... Dah sarapan tu bley plak die sambong tedo. So aku pon membatalkan plan nak lepak2 di KL. Ancus rancangan, haha... Sebab... Nak jimat2, ngan bile die dah bangon tu aku plak yang dah ngantok. Betukar shift la plak. Malamnye, lepak2 kat kedai Awe minum2. Nak makan megi goreng tapi xde r plak. Argh... Kempunan... So malam tu mengabeskan mase ngan borak2 je sampai kol bape tah. Dalam 3 lbey kot. Nak g karoke tp xde org nak join. X sanggup nak kuarkan duet lbey kalo 2 org je. X meriah plak lagi. Len kali je r Ammar. Aku pon nak praktis lagu len. Asek2 Peterpan, Ungu... Haha...

Rabu, 17 Jun 2009

Akhirnye, ari yg aku patot pulang ke Pahang pon datang. Sdey2 nak meninggalkan KL ni. Banyak kenangannye, heheh... Apekah??? Xdela, tyme2 melepak ngan member2 yg paling aku appriciate. Kat cni tempat bejalan2 sampai nak tercabot kaki, makan2, nengok wayang n tempat cari baju2 yg memenuhkan wardrobe aku. X lupe gak tempat aku menaburkan duet aku, haha... Aku gerak dari umah Ammar kol 12.30 n naseb bek sempat amek bas 1.30. Sampai balik kat umah ngam2 kol 3. Pastu tedola sampai ke petang. Dalam bas aku x leh tedo, maybe excited sgt, haha... Ape yg excited aku pon x tau. Thanx to Ammar n his family yg x kesah aku mlepak2 kat umah diaorg berkali2, haha... Ko memang besfren aku yg paling best skali.To KL yang disayangi, nnti aku datang balik. Wait for me ah... Hua3...

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+MY LITTLE PRINCESS+

**The Princess, haha... (berangan je Charm...)**

I suppose this feeling in my heart would be love. Although I try to hide it, a smile appears on my lips.

It hasn't been even a day but I begin to miss you again. What should I do? My heart has caught a deep illness.

Now I will not have a lazy appearance anymore.

I want to show you just my good points.

Up there, high in the sky, I want to fly, to tell the world that I love you.

Deep in the night sky, girl I will become a star to protect you. You're my love.

Those words "lets break up", those words "be happy", lets never say those to each other..

Like now, please be by my side. I pray that you understand my lacking heart.

Lean against my manly appearance..

I want to become a man that best suits me.

Please give me approval to be inside your heart always.
If you are like me, than there won't be any pain,
Because now I will protect you

For you.

My little princess everyday I'm going to show you love that I've hid until now.

For forever, without a changing heart girl

I'm going to love you more than myself

You're my love.

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+WATASHI NO BEST BUDDIES+

Yesterday I just got home after 2 days spending time with Ammar at his house. As I'll be going to Penang next week, I think that it is a must that I have some quality time with my best buddies here. Maybe it'll be hard to see them for another 3 years, hua3... Thanx Ammar for the great time. I'll make sure to make an entry specially about you (why did my sayings becomes more gay everyday? haha). But now, I'd like to write something about these 4 special people in my life.

Today I just spent my time at the charming KFC with Arif and Khushri. Suppose Jala was to be with us but he told me that he had to go to KL. So it was just three of us. We talked a lot, and I was trying very hard not to say anything about study and etc. Haha... It's quite fun but not the same without all 5 of us together. Mengimbau kenangan skola rendah dulu, discussing about love life and a little bit of gossiping and mengumpat. Ngee~

**Arif, english teacher to be. I met him in standard 4.**

**Khushri, pendekar melayu terakhir, haha...(gurau2). I met him in standard 5**

**Fairol, soon to be doctor. I met him in standard 3. Dah pindah Pekan. Power die ni kalo stadi. Jangan memain, huhu...**

**Jala, also the doctor to be. I met him in standard 4. Rajen btol ulang alik Malaysia-Indonesia, haha...**

Sorry guys I steal your pictures from your friendster accounts. Don't sue me okey... Maybe you all can become more popular among girls after this, haha... Don't forget to thank me then. I really2 miss you guys. Sdey r pulak, adui... We should meet more often after this. Err... at other place of course. I'm gaining weight because of so much KFC, hehe... Rokiah Satay would be great. Abang Arif leh blanje, haha...

++ Sabtu ni melepak kat KOPITIAM plak. Jangan x jadi... ++

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+A BIT OF LUCK+

Luck refers to that which happens to a person beyond that person's control. This view incorporates phenomena that are chance happenings, a person's place of birth for example, but where there is no uncertainty involved, or where the uncertainty is irrelevant. Within this framework one can differentiate between three different types of luck:

1) Constitutional luck, that is, luck with factors that cannot be changed. Place of birth and genetic constitution are typical examples.
2) Circumstantial luck - with factors that are haphazardly brought on. Accidents and epidemics are typical examples.
3) Ignorance luck, that is, luck with factors one does not know about. Examples can be identified only in hindsight.

Another view holds that "luck is probability taken personally." A rationalist approach to luck includes the application of the rules of probability, and an avoidance of unscientific beliefs. The rationalist feels the belief in luck is a result of poor reasoning or wishful thinking. To a rationalist, a believer in luck commits the "post hoc, ergo propter hoc" logical fallacy, which argues that because two events are connected sequentially, they are connected causally as well:

A happens (luck-attracting event or action) and then B happens;
Therefore, A caused B.

In this particular perspective, probability is only affected by confirmed causal connections. A brick falling on a person walking below, therefore, is not a function of that person's luck, but is instead the result of a collection of understood (or explainable) occurrences. Statistically, every person walking near the building was just as likely to have the brick fall on them.

The gambler's fallacy and inverse gambler's fallacy both explain some reasoning problems in common beliefs in luck. They involve denying the unpredictability of random events: "I haven't rolled a seven all week, so I'll definitely roll one tonight".

Luck is merely an expression noting an extended period of noted outcomes, completely consistent with random walk probability theory. Wishing one "good luck" will not cause such an extended period, but it expresses positive feelings toward the one -- not necessarily wholly undesirable.

There is also a series of spiritual, or supernatural beliefs regarding fortune. These beliefs vary widely from one to another, but most agree that luck can be influenced through spiritual means by performing certain rituals or by avoiding certain circumstances.

One such activity is prayer, a religious practice in which this belief is particularly strong. Many cultures and religions worldwide place a strong emphasis on a person's ability to influence their fortune by ritualistic means, sometimes involving sacrifice, omens or spells. Others associate luck with a strong sense of superstition, that is, a belief that certain taboo or blessed actions will influence how fortune favors them for the future.

Luck can also be a belief in an organization of fortunate and unfortunate events. Luck is a form of superstition which is interpreted differently by different individuals. Famous Swiss psychiatrist, Carl Jung, who founded analytical psychology, coined the term "synchronicity", which he described as "a meaningful coincidence".

(100% source is taken from Wikipedia. Thanx uncle Wiki, haha)

**Leprechauns' magic gold of luck. SLAINTE IS TAINTE! Hope my frenz will have a little bit of luck after this, hehe... No personal gain okey...**

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+QUESTIONS WITH IMAGE ANSWERS+

Rules: The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below. Then you must choose a picture in the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 6 people.

Your Nickname

**Charm, that's me**

Your age of next birthday

**I'll be 23 next year. Kinda creepy like the movie**


Place I'd like to travel

**Bora bora Island. Beautiful huh??**

**France, the city of love**

Favourite place

**KFC, it's finger lickin good, haha. I'm always here every holiday**

Favourite food

**Bolognese spaghetti. Hm...yummy...**

**Who say's guys hate chocolates?**

Favourite colours

**All colours can fit me, thanks to my fair skin (proud2,haha). Never try pink though, maybe after this, lalala...**

Name of my love

**Yeah, my love now is TVXQ (again, dangerous statement,lol)**

Hobby

**Reading...I know it's lame but it's a way to release stress other than take a shower, haha...(can't put that pic)**

Bad Habit

**When I become so so lazy, I can just lie down the whole day doing nothing (err...except eating)**

and I wish...

**Yeah baby, I'm a money maniac, hehe... One day I'll have lots of money and buy everything that I desire, go wherever I want**

and I'm tagging:

+ Mr Wyatt +
+ Mr Azfar +
+ Miss Abby +
+ Mr Cuax +
+ Mr Arif +
+ Readers who following my blogs, feel free to do it +

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+TOUGH CALL - USM+

Lately there has been a chaos on how USM had made a mistake on the number of qualified candidates to pursue their studies there. About 8000++ candidates received the offer including me. But the actual number of the intake should be around 3000++ so I was getting worried at 1st whether I still be chosen or not. But after the real result had been announced, I'm still in the list. Thank God... I was offered the course Applied Biology for 3 years. At the beginning, I'm not sure I want to go or not because "someone" seems not allow me to go there, hehe... After a few days persuasion, I have the permission, hehe..But my parents seems so excited on sending me there. They even had made a schedule on our trip there that will take place on 25th this month. I have to register at 27th of June. Basically the plan is suppose to be like this:

25th June - Going to gram's house at Tanjung Malim and spend a night there.
26th June - Start the journey to Penang (it will be tiring, aduyai...)
27th June - Registration day and starting to be Penangman, haha...

Guys, wish me all the best on continuing my degree. Haha... Most of you have already finish your degrees so care to share experience on how to study as a university student. I'm sure the way of study will be totally different from college. Charm-A U student... Finally, hehe... Also I wish the others all the best of luck in whatever you do or wherever you go.

As for today, the result for the last semester's exam finally come out. I got exactly 3.00 pointer. All of the subjects I took pass well although some of the papers doesn't get the grade as I expected. At last, my journey in KTT is really end and I can't stop smiling like in the picture below. USM here Charm come!!!

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+AT THE PEAK OF THE FULLY BLOSSOMED BEAUTY+

New image, new style, new layout for my blog and me, hehe... It took me a while to make some experimental changes on the layout but there you go, the brand new Charm's. There are still some flaws which I'll fix later, need to do some study a little bit about the codes. Cool huh?? I can't stop staring at my own blog for a few hours after the "operation', haha...

I've been obsessed with lots of changes in this 1 year. I changed my lifestyle, open up a little bit and so on and so forth. I've conquered most of my fears especially riding motorcycles and driving cars. Now my life getting more easier as I can just start the engine and drive smoothly to where I want to go, lalala... Although I've changed, almost 80% left still the original me. So don't worry guys...

So, goodbye to the old dark and gloomy layout and also my old pathetic life. I'm not sound cocky but confident, haha (gelak ngan angkuhnye). My life now is full of colours and I'm intending to keep it that way for a long, long time. For eternity. Yeah, I'm fully blossomed now and so will you. My fellow friends who are late bloomers like me, stay strong in whatever you do or how many times you screwd up. Just be strong and once you've found your strength, nothing can stop you from achieving your goal. Trust me, the MAGICAL CHARM, haha....

Err...my new layout really cool rite? haha... (sudahla charm, kate laptopku)

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+SPEECHLESS+

A : To me, you are perfect!

B : Will you go out with me?

C : I love you, that's what I just wanna say.

D : I swear my love to you.

E : I dream about you every night.


Me : ................................................................... (don't know what to say)

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+DONG BANG SHIN KI+

Presenting Charm's new addicted Korean star, DBSK!!! (applause...). Not new actually, I've been listening to their songs since February this year. The first two mv that I watched were Balloons and Wrong Number. Since then, I made research about this group in the internet, listening and watching most of their mv's. They are amazing, with good looks, can sing and dance well, plus the hype songs, I can't denied that I love them (did I say love? haha...).

Power leader U-Know Yunho. Tough image but sometime can act cute, huhuhu

Hero Jaejoong. Even from a man's eyes, he's beautiful

Mr Perfect of the group, Micky Yoochun. Like his voice tone.

Xiah Junsu, with his famous angelic pose and smile. Superb cute, haha...

The youngest with the highest voice, Max Changmin. He's also the tallest if I'm not mistaken.

So officially I declare myself as of the Cassiopeia (that's what DBSK fans are called). Here are some mv that I think worth watched and listen to:
-Mirotic
-Purple Line
-Hug
-"O" both Japanese and Korean version
-Rising Sun both Japanese and Korean version
-Balloon
-Triangle
-Survivor
-Choosey Lover
-Hi Ya Ya
-Summer Dream
-Forever Love

To DBSK, keep up the good work and I can't hardly wait for more energetic songs from all of you. Hope one day I can attend your concert, sighs... To all Cassiopeians, keep supporting DBSK. Muah2 (danger2, lol).

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+AND THE CONCLUSION IS...+

I've been sitting in front of my lovely laptop for a few hours, cracking up my brain to find an idea what I'm going to write. Usually, listening to my special music will at least inspire me to write something. But not tonight, I'm tired of the long journey accompanying my distant cousin Eddy to his engagement and wedding ceremony. Selamat Pengantin Baru Eddy! Haha... I slept all the way to Kuantan and on the whole journey home back to Raub. I don't know what makes me so tired, the hot weather perhaps. No pics, sorry....

I just finish have a long chat with Miss Ziqa. We talked a lot, about universities n degrees, final exam results, haircuts, friendship n etc which I dont think I have to elaborate. She has to sleep early as she have to go to market tomorrow morning (jgn jelez aku akan bgn lmbt sok, haha). At the end of the conversation there is only one conclusion that I can make for myself.

I'M NOT READY TO SACRIFICE MY ENJOYABLE SINGLE LIFE FOR NOW, SORRY...

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+FOOTSTEPS+

There are many obstacles in my life, and also yours. Whether with people around us, or from ourselves. Believe me, they're not easy to overcome but as long as we be patient and take step by step action, everything will be just fine. Just don't give up too long and we sure to be stronger, hehe... Hm... My guts say that I'll be going far away from home again. Huh, looks like I have to do what I have to do. Everything is not set in stone yet but I'll make sure to make an official announcement about what I really trying to say right now. We still have time, in about a few weeks, hehehe... Here is one of the expression of my feelings just like what I had mentioned in the previous post. Hope u'll understand.

That day, when the sun set, my footsteps took me,
Opening my eyes to a place I thought I had forgotten,
Whether I still have some hatred towards you left,
I want to be free now,
I believed time would solve everything,
Was that in itself,
Is it a foolish believe?
Now I want to just go with the flow of things,
It doesnt matter to you anymore,
From the start a person like you never existed to me the way I didnt to you,
Remember one day you'll hurt as much as I did,
From someone other than myself,
You'll experience the same pain,
I'm sorry, this is all I can do,
Really, it's the only way I can be,
For that day to come,
When I can start over like you,
For me, who cant love you and can't help but hate you.

*Wow, the finishing line quite harsh and cruel, huhu...

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+TAGGED BY LADYGIRL+

First of all, sorry ladygirl because of the late respond on your tag. This tag is in one of the POST-TO-BE folder in my laptop. Believe me, more posts that have been postponed will be post starting this June (^-^). After exactly 1 hour full of inspiration, here's the outcome... Enjoy reading okeyh...

1) Apakah nama blog anda sekarang dan kenapa anda memilih nama itu?

::Charm's:: +c'est la vie+. Charm refer to my shorten name. C'est la vie means happiness, I think. But I'm goin to change the name a little bit, huhu...


2) Apakah link blog anda sekarang dan bagaimana boleh timbul idea untuk menamakannya seperti itu?

petrushalliwell.blogspot.com...I was obsessed with Charmed series n still until now. I tried to find an english male name with the initial P and wala!!! I met someone with the name Petrus, lalala... Sorry using ur name babe.


3) Apakah method penulisan dalam blog anda?

Usually I wrote about what happened in my daily life or what I felt on the moment. Sometimes I just post lyrics or traslation of korean and japanese songs as a manifestation on the current feelings and situation that revolve in my life.


4) Pernah terase nak hapuskan blog anda?

Nope at all. My blog is a medium for me to express my feelings n for other people to know me more. I'm not the talkative type, more to write. Besides, I used to dream of becoming a writer when I were in high school, huhu...

5) Apakah pendapat anda mengenai blog kepada pemilik blog yang TAG anda ini?

Her's is nice. The contents of the posts are more relevant than mine, hehe... U should buy me sumthink Awanis, puji2an ni, hehe...

6) Senaraikan orang yang akan anda TAG:

-Mr Wyatt
-Mr Darren
-Miss Ziqa
-Mr Azfar
-Mr Cuax
-Mr Arif
-Mr Bulat

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+CHARM FALLING IN LUV?+

I'm having such a boring tyme at home. Aside from the 24 hours leisuring in my bedroom, I just do nothing. Lack of eating, lack of sleeping. The truth is that I don't really know what I've been doing since the past 3 weeks, haha... So one day I decided to borrow my sister's magazine as I've been over n over all of my story books. I came across an interesting article while I enjoyed read about facial care n etc (obviously the magazine is apecialized for girls). Actually it is more to an info instead of an article. It titled "Kamu Telah Jatuh Cinta Jika...". Well u see, the title itself caught my attention n I took a quick scan n skimming the contents, haha... So this is the 5 signs that shows one in love:

1) sukar melelapkan mata

2) berdebar setiap kali bertembung dengan si dia

3) mengambil berat tentang latar belakang dan perkembangan si dia

4) gelisah dan resah

5) cemburu bila si dia berbual dan melayan orang lain

Funny thing is, I've been having these symptoms lately. Yes, I've met someone who I like so much but I don't know that this feeling can be more than just a friend. I must be crazy. What happen to the target that I'll start to find love when I am 25? However, with this particular someone, I get the attention n appreciation that I long for. No wonder I have this kind of feelings. So what am I suppose to do? Do I have to throw away or embrace this feeling n let everything run on it's own course? Confuse...

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