THAT DAY

When I look behind me,
My past self is always gazing right back at me.
I wonder if I'm still looking into the distance
With the same feelings as back then?
On the platform I anxiously got off at,
It's like I'm being swallowed in others' waves.
On the platform that day
With my large guitar case
Stuffed full of dreams,
I couldn't see the future,
But my feelings were running far ahead.
So now,
Still in the middle of my path,
I encounter you, someone priceless,
And turning my dreams piling up into reality,
Like this, now and from here on,
I'll continue to sing.
When I look behind me,
My past self is always gazing right back at me.
Back then, not understanding anything,
I always held onto my worries.
As my encounters with different people pile up
And support me,
I'm continuing to walk on.
On that day, in that setting,
Even those days I spent
Claiming that the path I'd decided upon
Would not have any mistakes,
They now change into memories.
So now,
Still in the middle of my path,
I encounter you, someone priceless,
And turning my dreams piling up into reality,
Like this, now and from here on,
I'll continue to sing.
I won't forget the song from that day
When we sang together for the first time
On the side of the road.
The song we made without knowing the reason
Is now like a treasure to me.
So now,
I'm still in the middle of my path.
So that the future we make together
Can again reach some unknown stranger,
Like this, even now, from now on,
I'll continue to sing.

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CORETAN DI MALAM HARI

Ari Rabu yang lepas (11 Jun) aku telah pegi ke umah Saini. Pagi tu aku bangun dengan amat mengejut coz dah terlambat. Aku rase kalo ari2 camtu mesti sakit jantung aku, haha… Aku sampai kat stesen bas pukul 9.10 a.m. tp tiket pukul 9.30 dah abes plak. Dammit! So aku terpakse amek tiket 10.30 a.m. dan abeskan mase ngan tawaf satu Raub tu,hehe… Perjalanan pegi ok je, thanx Mara Liner, huhu… Aku sampai kat Bentong pukul 11 and amek teksi ke umah Saini. Nak cepat punye pasal coz ade spageti yang sedap menunggu aku, hehe… Well, dah lame aku nak makan spageti and he granted my wish. Tapi seriously sedap giler Saini masak spageti. Rugi sape yang x dapt rase… Maybe one day we’ll think on opening a spageti stall,haha… Lepas makan2, kitaorang pun pegi melancong kat Bentong. Banyak gile mende aku nak beli tp kewangan x brape nak mengizinkan. Cis2! Xpe2, bile ade duit aku nak beli suma baju2 kat situ,huhu… Tapi yang x dpt dilupekan ialah roti kopi yang sedap tu ngan Mexico Chocolate ice blend. Whoa… sangat besh. Tapi Saini pnye lagi sedap, Arabic punye coffee. Next time I’ll try each of those wonderful ice blended. Dah puas jejalan lepak kat KFC plak. Tempat feveret, wajib singgah 2, hehe… Aku rase ari tu bleh digelar Western Food Day. Makan, makan n makan. Macam nak meletup perut aku ari 2. Xpe, bukan selalu pun dapat jumpe Saini. Pasni lagi 2 tahun baru leh jumpe lagi. Itupun kalo aku x kemane2, hehe… Kitaorang borak pasal macam2 kat KFC tu. Pasal zaman mude2 dulu, pasal ape2 yang sepatutnye x terjadi tp terjadi, pasal life sekarang…. Itupun x abes lagi gosip2 hangat, hehe… Maybe we’ll continue in another meetings.

Lalala… Bile dah jumpe Saini n wat banyak premonition about the past ngan die, aku teringat satu testi yang dihantar oleh Kure, ex dormate aku time skola dulu. Aku x perasan yang 4 tahun dah berlau camtu je. Tahun ni aku dah 21. Mase 4 tahun ni dah banyak mengubah aku whether I’m aware about it or not. Basically aku still lagi orang yang same, tp ade certain things yang x mungkin lagi akan same macam dulu. Dari segi social ade improvement. Study pun same. Tapi dari segi love life, nada, haha… Aku rase sekarang bukan masenye kut. Setelah banyak kali aku kecewe, just accept the fact la man! Hehe…. Ape2 pun aku x kesah. Macam sekarang ni lagi bagus, aku bleh tumpukan kat study and mase depan. Cewah… Ku bukan jenis yang leh campurkan work and personal life at a same time. Nanti 2 2 hancur. Guess I learn from experience, hehe… Walaubagaimanepun aku jadi penasihat cinte je r. Hm… satu perkare yang menghairankan aku dengan tetibenye org2 kat sekeliling aku telibat dlm problem yang melibatkan feelin2 ni. Coincidence? I think not, huhu… Aku try tolong ape yang patut. But for me, I’ll set aside my feelings. Maybe until I get my degree. Haha… Suddenly I turn into a workaholic. Thanx to Hafiz, my hyung coz die dah wat aku terjage kembali. Bile aku dah berkawan ngan die, aku sedar balik cite2 aku yang dah lame aku lupekan. Bebanyak trimas aku leh kasi kat ko. I hope u’ll have a bright future waiting ahead. X saba nak jumpe ko balik sem depan. We’re going to study harder and become the most powerful doctors of all time, hehe…

Akiramenai! That means never give up in Japanese. Ari ni aku bermain2 ngan 4 aweks yang sangat comel,haha… Clutch, brek, pedal minyak and stereng. Aku test drive utk dapat L ari ni. Agak cemerlang gak utk someone yang baru bawak kete 3 kali. Gile2, sebelum bawak 2 perasaan aku becampur2. Aku excited plus freaking out at the same time. Tapi aku bejaye lawan takut 2 n sumanye bejalan ngan amat besh. In fact aku gian nak bawak kete sekarang,huhu… Yang sebenarnye shaking gak, hehe… Aku akan berusehe nak dapatkan lessen yang sah. Leh r meround2 1 mlesia ni. Chayo to myself! Becakap pasal cemerlang, aku bejaye menaikkan pointer aku kali ni.yay3!!! 3.33, lucky number. The Power Of Three, huhu… CGPA aku 3.19. Tinggal lagi 2 sem aku kene improvekan lagi pointer aku ni. Yakin2 bleh wat. Nasihat kat diri sendiri, jgn sampai overconfident ok. Yang penting just do your work and don’t forget your responsibility. One more, hormat orang2 di sekeliling, parents, lecturers and friends. Yang ni just utk org2 yang patut dihormati r. Pade yang suke cari pasal 2, vanquish je. Menyusahkan orang lain, haha…

Aku rase aku tulis sampai sini dulu kut. Aku bukan pandai sangat menaip blog ni. Main bantai je. To Hafiz, thanx for being my friend. To Saini, thanx for always being my best friend. Thanx for the perfume and the helmet?. Aku suke bau die, wangi2… Leh pakai for seducing and flirting, hehe… Len kali kite lepak2 lagi sebelum ko balik US ok.

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BOKU NO KIMOCHI~MY FEELING

*Another translation from WaT song titled boku no kimochi a.k.a. my feeling. I love them so much that I can't help it, hehe... They have the look and talent. Gambatte!!! Anyway, enjoy. Yosh!


I'll send them to you –
These feelings of mine
That I want to convey truthfully
And this gleaming white season.
The changing season flowed by,
Pushed by the northern wind,
And I realized that this year
Had only one event remaining.
Watching you dance around a little more than usual
Out of the corner of my eye,
Since I was nervous for some reason,
I took a step back.
While the snow danced lightly about,
Without knowing why, you were dear to me.
I'm grateful to you.
But I can’t really say it well...
So my wishIs for you to smile.
That alone makes me happier than anything else.
I'll send them to you –
These feelings of mine
That I want to convey truthfully
And this gleaming white season.
Before I know it, the decorations along the streets
Make my feelings dance,
Even I try to create something,
Even though I'm not good at special things.
Though I'm chased by the usual tasks,
I devoted today to only you
And was able to contemplate
If I should send you a little something.
The snow danced lightly about
That night when we walked down the avenue,
Without us noticing, the streetlights were lit,
Bathing the town in light.
In our season,
The only thing I want to see
Is your smile.
Not just today,
But every day, forever,
Is expressly for you alone,
My feelings will transcend seasons.
"I'll protect you."I can’t say it very easily,
But instead of facing each other,
I want us to face the same future.
So my wishIs for you to smile.
That alone makes me happier than anything else.
I'll send them to you –
These feelings of mineThat I want to convey truthfully
And this gleaming white season.
Lalala...

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OUR LOVE STORY

Actually, this song is a japanese song, sang by Eiji Wentz and Koike Teppei (WaT). I fell in love with this song at the 1st time i heard it. Luckily it comes with the english translation which i believe so beautiful. But the original japanese version is much more interesting to listen to.

On our first date

We went to a park with a view of the ocean

There were so many things i wanted to say to you

But we just spent the time in silence

I was afraid you'd hear my heartbeat

So i panicked

And let go of your hand, but when i looked into your eyes

I grabbed it again without thinking

Eventually the seasons changed

And we grew apart

I couldn't forget, even though i wanted to

The photo on the back of my cell phone

Showed us smiling just like old times

It gave me a push and sent me running to you

I won't let you go again

I'm different now

I love you, I want to always walk with your hand in mine

The sound of our footsteps overlapping

Our love story continues forever

I wanted to tell you about the love

That filled my heart to overflowing

But, irritated at not being able to put it into words

I just held you instead

The smiles that you give me

Are my most precious treasure

Cheek to cheek, I wrapped my arms around you

You seemed a bit embarrased

And looked away saying "dont"

But i pretended not to hear and just kissed you silently

If i get more wrinkles in the corners of my eyes

Because of you

Don't stop loving me

My love won't change

These seconds are ticking away

Our love story creates happiness

If i should become a star before you

I'll twinkle in the night sky and shine on you

I'll be in the sky when you look up

I'll always be watching over you

I won't let you go again

I'm different now

I love you, I want to always walk with your hand in mine

The sound of our footsteps overlapping

Our love story continues forever

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THE ONE

~ I didn't know that you would be the one to come and change my life~

I like this phrase very much as it is happening to me right now, haha... Cerite ni hanye Saini yang tau, hehe... Aku skarang lepak2 kat student louge, tempat feveret ari2 cuti camni. Actually banyak keje nak siapkan tp aku nak rileks2 dlu. This week is really tiring. I'm totally worn out. Ari2 ade latihan kawad for feskot. Hopefully menang sbb practise pun menghampiri hardcore,hehe... Bile feskot dah abes aku akan bertungkus lumus utk final,huh! Bznye mengalahkan menteri, haha... Tp segale kesibukan ni leh wat aku melupekan segale tension2 yg disebabkan orang2 kat sekeliling aku n jugak di luar jangkauan KTT ni. Ish3.... Memang banyak cabaran menjadi seorang Hisyam. I know that they will make me stronger so I just have to be patient and just let the pain go away. I know that I'll have something better regarding to what I had lost. Come to think about it, what I lost are because they are never meant for me in a 1st place. Sekarang idup aku mostly happier than last time tp kene gak ingat2 yang x suma org ske ngan kite. Mungkin org yang terapat dengan kite akan mengate kite dari belakang, which one kind of people that I hate the most. Depan buat baik tp belakang.... X terungkap, haha... Bagi aku, x kesah pun kalo orang x suke aku. Mungkin dulu aku amat amek kesah dan akan cemas kalo ade orang benci aku dengan tetibe tp skrg aku dah x peduli lagi. Sebabnye aku xkan rugi ape2 pun, hua3... gelak dengan nada kekejaman.

Ok2... segale yang x puas hati udah ditulis. So aku akan berase lebih tenang menyiapkan segale assignment, haha... Dalam friendster Darren ade bertanye dengan sape aku having relationship sekarang, haha... Kat sini biar aku tulis die sebagai The One je. Dari 1st time aku nampak die aku dah berkate wow (dalam hati). Die seorang yang sangat baik, sangat caring kat orang2 kat sekeliling die n the most important die mempunyai senyuman yang sangat menawan. Mungkin bagi orang lain rupe die biase2 je tp cukup sempurna kat mate aku. Nak tau sape? Rahsie, haha... Adela seorang yang tau ( Mr. Witch) tp jangan arap nak korek rahsie aku dr die. Wek2, haha...
Aku rase aku stop dlu coz aku harus menyiapkan bio and chemistry ari ni jugak.


*kepade Mr. Witch keep my secret with your life k...nanti aku balas tagged ko,hehe...Chayo kat ko...

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