PATHETIC ME,HUA3...

Now I'm at UiTM Shah Alam.Me n my classmates are supposed to find reference at PTAR for our thesis projects but we couldn't find any.Most of the references are in PTAR 3 which is located near Melati(dont know where but I know it must be far,haha).I had a bad feeling about coming here,no wonder so malas nak gerak pagi td,huhu...Now I know the reason~we aren't able to find anything!WTH...The good thing is I can go on with my skodeng habit here,hehe...So many 'nice view' to be seen,lalala...Next time I hope that people will trust my guts when I made a decision.I have acccurate intuition n it helps me most of the time.Speaking of which,I also have a bad feeling about tomorrow.I mean,I am very confidence with myself but my guts tell me that I can't be to confident for tomorrow's 'big thing'.I know that I'm strong as Hafiz said but who knows rite?Maybe I'm more vulnerable inside,haha...How am I going to say this?Tomorrow is an important day 4 me.I have to make an important decision but not only from my side.The outcomes also depends on the other side.Only we both know what does it means,lalala...Again lalala,Hafiz's trademark,haha...If my intuition is rite,then tomorrow would be one of those days that I'm getting hurt.It'll be heal but might take time.Hah,I start to feel a little pain in my chest,huhu...Well,there's nothing I can do if this relationship goes nowhere.I can only showers myself with lots of hope.If things doesn't work out as I want it tobe then I guess I'll just return to my normal life.Err...persoalannye di sini nape macam pathetic sangat ni?Haha...

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MISSIN U ~IT WILL BREAK MY HEART~

This is just a short post,considering I have to get ready to go to library again tonite,heheh...Actually,there are hidden agendas that I should not write them here.Only Saini knows,huhu...These two weeks my life have been hectic.Got cramped with all the assignments that seems will never finish...I'm tired...But I think that is not the reason I'm worn out.There's something bothering me for the past two weeks.Look,I know that something like this will happen but I still not ready to face it.And now my feelings all mixed up.I know I shouldn't ask this but why now?Why after all these while u showed up without any solid explaination?Why I still have these feelings towards u eventhough I locked my heart in these 2 years?Again n again I build a barrier 2 block all my feelings towards u but in a few seconds it just gone away when I saw ur face.How can this happens to me?I don't know how u feel about me but I'm very sure that I still like u a lot.My question is can't we be 2gether like we used 2 be?One thing for sure is that I'll never give up on u.I wonder myself if this is how it suppose to happen?It seems that I'll never get the answer that I've been waiting all this while.Somehow it satisfied me to be able to like u this way although it will be nice if I can be 2gether with u forever.But I know that I'll always get hurt.It is part of my legacy.One thing that u should know that I always like u,past,present n future.This feelings will never fade away.Mark my word...I really hope we can start all over again,huhu...
*Come to think of it,why I wrote all these?I just hope u'll read it.lalala...

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TAGGED

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
B4 30 of course,huhu...

2.If you can turn into anything, what do you wish you can turn into?
I like being me,ha...

3.If you were stranded on an desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why?
Saini coz he's the only blog buddy I have

4.Where is the place that you want to go most?
Somewhere where I can find true love,cewah...

5.If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Menebus semule mase2 mude yang terbuang

6.Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
Always.Kalo ujan panas le...

7.what are you afraid to lose the most right now?
My family n money,haha...

8.Do you want your first born child to be a girl or boy? Why?
Both would be great,haha...Twins..

9.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yup but it might take a while

10.List out three good things of the person who tagged you.
1. He's just great
2. He believe in magic like me
3. He's a legend in maths

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Hm...to be able to protect me from being hurt anymore

12.What type of person do you hate the most?
Person who said he/she NOT to something bad but he/she IS... for example... org yg cakap dier tak hipokrit pdhal dier laa yg hipokrit.... (kesimpulanyer.... jgn mudah ckp yg diri sendiri tu bagoz sgt.... diam2 sudehhh...)~aku amek jawapan Saini je,haha...

13.What would you do if you won a million dollars?
Melancong,shoping n makan2.Wajib...

14.What is your ambition?
Banyak...Tapi depends on my result..

15.What would you wanna be after you're dead?
In heaven with the people I love~family n friends

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
I've change,heheh..

17.What would you most want to achieve right now?
Defeating Hafiz by getting 4 flat in my final exams.Bassya!

18.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Not to lose myself to the dark side

19. If there’s one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?
Gain as much knowledge as possible

20. Name one song that is in you head right now?
Bokura no love story sang by WaT.They're amazing.

P/S : Agak lambat ek menjawab tagged dari Saini ni,haha...Adela dalam bebulan kut.Gomennasai...

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JALAN JALAN LAGI

Kali ni aku nak cite lagi pasal bejalan2,haha...Nampaknye cuti kali ni paling meriah sekali ngan bejalan merate2.Ari Khamis lepas (3 Julai) sekali lagi aku pegi KL.This time I went there with Saini.Tercapai gak hasrat die nak jejalan kat KL ngan aku,haha...At 1st x rancang pun suma ni tapi mmg aku nak turun KL ari 2 coz dah janji ngan Hafiz nak tengok Hancock.Alang2 ajak je Saini.Mule2 agak risau gak kot2 Saini akan rase dipinggirkan tp x pun.Everything went
well,huhu...Tapi ramai gak yang ade ari 2.Oda ngan kawan die,Wan ngan kawan die gak.So kitaorg ber7 je.Aku ngan Saini sampai kat KL dlm 11.30 tp ujan lebat gle.Tunggu ujan reda sket then sampai kat Times Square kul 12.Tiket kul 12.30 so aku yang kelaparan time 2 bantai pop corn je smbl tgk muvi.Cite 2 not bad,tp still x tau sape sebenarnye Hancock 2.Power yang aku ske mestila super strength.Pas2 kitaorg merayau2 je dlm Times Square.Aku dapatla membeli wristband yang melambangkan semangat Pahang,haha...N gak dapat bli DVD Gegege No Kitaro.Dah lame aku cari cite ni.Lakonan Eiji Wentz,idola pujaan,haha...Salah sorg
r.Sebelum balik aku,Saini ngan Hafiz sempatla melantak kat McD.Aku leh telupe nak bli tiket balik time sampai so kitaorg dpt tiket kul 7 dari KL.Aku sampai umah dekat kul 9.Sampai umah mandi2 n tengok cite Gegege No Kitaro.Besh gak.Part yang aku ske bile reramai dance time last2 2.Agak comel n fun.

Esoknye aku bangun awal,kul 6.Kali ni pegi Kuantan plak.Ikut ayah aku yang ade mesyuarat PIBG kat skola lame 2.Saini ikot gak.So lagi skali menghabiskan mase n duet ngan jejalan n memakan.Haha...Kitaorg arrive kat sane dalam 9 lebih n jejalan kat Taman Tas.Dapat gak aku beli baju yang aku nak 2,huhu...Then kitaorg g jejalan kat Kuantan Parade je.Ari 2 ari Jumaat.Jalan jejauh kang x sempat g masjid.'Hehehe...'Tapi jejalan dlm Kuantan Parade pun banyak je mende leh wat.Usha2 phone baru2,mencari CD.Tp kedai Speedy dah ilang,huhu...Pindah tempat len kot.Akula yang paling banyak membeli barang.Baju,beg...adiah...Slipar yang kecik,haha...Saini bli belt ngan sunglasses je.Paling best skali kitaorg lepak kat Pizza Hut.Makan x hengat walaupun 2 org je.Aku dpt gak mkn spaghetti
kali ke2.1st kat umah Saini.Sedap...Dengan ini diisytiharkan Pizza Hut tempat lepak baru aku,haha...Kalo kuar reramai r.Sorg2 mane besh.Kitaorg lepak agak lame gak r kat c2.Borak2 mcm2 n ngumpat2,haha...Pade sape yang menjadi mangse umpatan 2 soli...Dalam kul 2 lbh kitaorg pun betolak balik ke rumah.Jejalan memang fun,window shoping...Tapi aku kalo kuar mesti nak bli barang pnye.Xde window shoping nih,haha...Well,maybe pasni aku ngan Saini akan kuar sesame lg.Abes abesan pnye jalan nanti.Walaupun penat tp puas hati.

Sok aku akan balik kolej dah.Agak berat hati but at the same time teruje nak blaja blk.Hope dpt lecturer yang besh2 lg br semangat aku nak blaja.Haha...X sangke aku dpt sampai sejauh ni.3rd year will begin tomorrow n aku kene work harder than before to maintain my result.Bab maintain2 yang susah tp I'll try my best.Melangkah ke depan dgn pnh keberanian n semangat!!!Bassya!!!Ni maybe blog last before bulan 8.Nak amek sabbathical 1 bulan,haha...Bye2...

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