+CAN'T SMILE WITHOUT YOU+

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
and brightened my day
Who would of believed that
you where part of a dream?
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
Im finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when your sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what Im going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes
so very long to find
Well I'm finding it hard
leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

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+RELAXING SPELL+

...So tired today lorh... Window shopping at KOMTAR at the day of fasting was really something should not be done frequently, hehe... But I'm looking for this year raya 'baju melayu'. I closed my eyes and the colour blue envisioned in my mind. So blue it is this year. Yay!!! Aku dah penat n nak start merepek2 ni. Sebelum ia terjadi baik aku bentang tilam n tedo dulu. Sok nak bangun sahur kol 4... Ehem2... Here goes nothing...

“soft energy flows over me, tension ebbs, so mote it be.”

Zzzzz...............Zzzzzzzzzzzz.........................Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.................

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+FOREVER LOVE+

Shining right before our eyes,
The glittering sunset
Inside my chest, a profound love
Like nothing I have ever felt before

If I say to myself that I’m fine on my own,
I’m telling a lie

I’ve been passing time like this,
But from now on,
You’re the only one I’ll never part from

Time and time again
I'll send it to you, what you’re looking for
All your hesitation will melt away,
Let’s live and FOREVER LOVE

With shadows inching closer on a steep path,
The feel of your clasped hand
It seemed like that gently, tenderly erased the pain

What kind of a future are you painting?
The image of your young self
Finding the first star of the evening
Now, I’ll give it to you

Time and time again I’ll sing for you, my precious one
The single most undeniable treasure in this world,
BELIEVE IN LOVE

You're the only love forever

No matter when
I’m confident that I’ll protect you forever
The thorns stuck deep within your heart
If they’re pulled out, I’ll hold you close
An endless dream

Time and time again I’ll grant it for you,
Everything that you wish for
The single most undeniable brilliance in this world,
BELIEVE IN LOVE

Time and time again I’ll give it to you,
What you’re looking for
All your hesitation will melt away
And let’s live, together

You're the only love forever

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+WELCOME RAMADAN+

Ramadan datang lagi. Tahun ni cam agak kurang meriah. Maybe sebab bz kesana kemari dengan Hero ( my car)... Tapi yang bestnye dapat gak menyambut 1st puase ngan berbuke di rumah. Sok akan balik ke Penang, huhu... Guys, have a blessful ramadan this year. Semoge diberkati selalu. Ececeh...

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+IT'S SHOPPING TYME!!!+

Tomorrow's mission is SHOPPING! Haha... Just got a little amount of money and can't wait to spend it. Not all of it though... Haven't been out for almost three weeks and my fingers are getting itchier to touch those seducing shirts and jeans, hehe... See 'you' in KL...

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+SEDUCED+

Hm...agak lame aku x merepek2 di blog ni. Haha... No story to write coz last week aku berehat je. Sebagai balasannye, aku dah leh berjalan2 walaupun dengan kaki kanan yang x lurus. Berpeluh gakla, huhu... Arap2 makin elokla kaki ni. Jelez tengok Fadzir, Vun ngan Tino menari untuk 1 Malaysia semalam. Argh... Aku, Fud ngan Intan pun terpakse r menjadi cheerleader yang berjaye di bawah pentas, hehe... Sabar ye, tunggu kakiku ini elok semule abes aku taram suma tarian.

Itu adalah cerite semalam. Di saat aku menulis post ni, aku telah sampai di rumah. Haha, yup, I'm in Pahang now. Bertolak dari Penang kul 1 tadi, memang tiring. Dengan menggalas 3 beg, aku yang terdengkot2 ni travel alone kat KL td. Nek LRT pon x dapat duduk. Kaki memang rase mcm dah xde dah, huhu... Diaorang x pity plak kat OKU seperti aku, sdey2, isk3... Nak wat camne, sampai KL time orang balik keje. Memang sesak r. Tujuan aku balik adelah disebabkan konvo kolej yang akan diadakan next Selase. X sabar, hihi... Lagipon USM cuti mid term next week. Aku balik awal coz Jumaat xde kelas...

Sekarang aku nak masuk part yang menarik yang terjadi kat aku ari ni. Alkisahnye camni... Pagi tadi sebelum balik aku ngan Fud pegi tengok persembahan sempena ari OKU dekat padang konvo. USM tengah meriah konvo sekarang, banyak gerai makanan sedap2, huhu... Tengah2 syok enjoy persembahan dari bebudak down syndrom adela seseorang ni dok kat sebelah aku. Die bertanyekan macam2, asal mane, blaja ape... Aku ngan lurusnye menjawabla suma pertanyaan insan itu. Tapi aku perasan muke Fud dah laen macam aje. Die cuit2 aku jangan layan insan itu tapi aku x paham. Sampaila part insan itu mengeluarkan phone die n mintak nombor aku. Aku pon tergamam jap n x tau nak watpe. Sebabnye insan itu adelah seorang PAKCIK! Dengan terang2nye gak dapat disimpulkan pakcik itu seorang GAY! Naseb bekla Fud ade n die telah menyelamatkan aku dengan membawak aku blah dari situ. Pakcik tu tengok je aku sampaila aku dah jauh. Tergamam sebentar.... Digode oleh seorang pakcik lbey kurang sebaye bapak sendiri. Urgh...

Persoalannye di sini, kenapa aku di aim oleh pakcik itu? Scary... Nak tergelak pon ade. Dah kene ceramah ngan Fud kenape layan pakcik tu. Mane r aku tau, x penah2 jadi camni. Papepon thanx kat Fud sebab die prasan niat pakcik tu yang sebenar. Adus pakcik2... Rase2nye pakcik tu datang nak tengok anak die konvo kat situ. Maybelah... Apela perasaan bini die or anak die kalo tau die camtu? Honestly aku still shock sket. Yang si Fadzir bleh plak kasi cadangan aku kikis pakcik tu. Gilo??? Aku memang gile duit tp xde r nak wat mende bukan2. Ish menakutkanla. Nampaknye aku xleh bersikap terlalu naif, banyak lagi kene blaja pasal life ni. Pakcik oh pakcik, janganla datang dalam mimpi aku malam ni, haha... Mimpi ngeri nanti :p

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+FLOWER LADY+

Like the glittering sun; when a flash of wind whirls around me,
I end up looking for you, who has faded into the scenery,
Why is it this so fragrant, as if this is a dream?
Like flowers my lady, you have been rooted in my heart, so you can’t go elsewhere

Stay with me, you’re so beautiful,
Shine your leaves; will you always bloom for me?
So only I can see it, stay, you stay always

I’ll gather all the dampened petals, fill it with love, and put it upon your lips,
I want to send you my passion; my love which will never dry, baby,
Like flowers my lady, your natural body language, your bright smile, and even your soft lips

Stay with me, just by my side,
Blow my heart; will you always bloom for me?
Eternally in my heart, stay, you stay always

No matter if the winds blow, I hope you’ll come towards me,
I pray that I’ll be the bright sun that makes you laugh,
I pray that I’ll become like the little prince in the fairy tales,
Just for love, so stay

Stay with me, you’re so beautiful,
Shine your leaves; will you always bloom for me?
So only I can see it, stay, you stay always

Stay with me, just by my side,
Blow my heart; will you always bloom for me?
Eternally in my heart, stay, you stay always

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+CONFIDENCE SPELL+

"Please give me confidence so I can be the best,
I failed it once but now I will be better than the rest,
May this be my lucky charm so my wish can come true,
May my charm help me in all I do"

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+TERLANJUR CINTA+

Rase2 anda suma dari lagu ni dapat ke mencerminkan ape yang tengah berlaku sekarang? Tahle... Aku sendiri pun x tau jawapannye. Soooo confusing....

**TERLANJUR CINTA - ROSSA DAN PASHA UNGU**

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+SCREW UP+

Lihatlah ape yang telah terjadi... Lutut aku dislocate for the 3rd time. Adus... Kali ni cam serius je. Doctor tu kate maybe ligamen terkoyak. Arap2 x r, n x kene operate. Kejadian ini sangat tragis k, sebabnye berlaku di malam sebelum 1st performance aku. Frust r gak. Memandangkan aku dah praktis 1 minggu... Walaupon step2 aku x perfect lagi... Yelah kan, sebelum ni mane pernah aku menari pape pon... Xpe r, anggap je xde rezeki. Next tyme bile kaki aku dah elok tau r aku aktif kembali, huhu... Doctor tu gak kate aku x leh bejalan untuk 2 minggu. Abes tu nak aku terbang ke g memane??? Bilik pon kat tingkat 3. Cadangannye aku akan balik ke Pahang next week n campur cuti mid sem maybe aku akan dok kat umah 3 minggu.... Bebudak UiTM, jangan jelez k aku akan cuti 3 minggu, korg cuti 1 week je sebab H1N1, haha... Gamba kat atas tu roomate aku Nas yang amek. Sambil2 nak tunggu x ray siap sempat lagi pose, haha... Dari jam 10.30 sampaila dekat2 kol 1 pagi dok kat hospital tu. Selipar plak tertinggal kat tempat praktis. Berkerusi roda je r... Lagi plak semalam 1st time aku nek ambulan. Cuak gak r. Sementare tunggu ambulan sampai bebdk ni sempat plak wat2 photoshoot n lawak plak. Aku dah sampai x leh gelak sebab saket. Ade plak yang wat direct selling keluar katalog suma bagai. Cis2, pikir2 balik klaka gak. Tapi disebabkan aku, yang len2 tinggal praktis ringan2 je. Takot ade yang 'eksiden' lagi... So Isnin ni aku kene g Hospital Pulau Pinang balik utk appointment. Pastu setelkan pape yg patot sblm balik. Guys doakan aku cepat elok, rimas r kene baring je. Kaki yg sbelah ni plak kene statik je. Busan2... Dah addict nak menari lagi, haha...

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