+POSITIVE AGAIN+

*Tarik nafas dalam2*. It's Saturday morning and somehow I'm feeling so alive =) Somehow I just realize that I'm getting more negative these past few weeks, which is bad. Some people even ask me "Syam, why are u so garang now?". Funny though, I'm not the type who scold people, who get angry on every single thing. No wonder my immune system becomes weaker and I havent been able to cure from my flu (two weeks already). Just now muhasabah diri and I realized that what is wrong is that I neglect my God too long, and He is punishing me for that reason. I'm really sorry because I put human as priority than You. I'll try to change and please guide me to be a better person. Thanks to You now that I realize I'm just a weak human and I can only be strong if I love You. Now my mind is clearer and I can smile again.

"Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani. Segala puji tertentu bagi Allah, Tuhan yang Memelihara dan Mentadbirkan sekalian alam. Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani. Yang Menguasai pemerintahan hari Pembalasan (hari akhirat). Engkaulah sahaja (Ya Allah) Yang Kami sembah dan kepada Engkaulah sahaja kami memohon pertolongan. Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus. Iaitu jalan orang-orang yang Engkau telah kurniakan nikmat kepada mereka, bukan (jalan) orang-orang yang Engkau telah murkai dan bukan pula (jalan) orang-orang yang sesat." ( Al - Faatihah)