+22ND BESDAY+

Besday aku yang ke 22 dah pon berlalu kire2 1 minggu yang lalu. Ni baru leh post kat blog atas sebab2 tertentu, heheh... Besaday kali ni bese2 je. Nak beli kek bajet agak terhad disebabkan keborosan aku yang membeli dan belah tiap2 minggu di KL. Haha... Celebrate kat umah aje ngan family. Kek itu digantikan ngan chicken chop yg sos black peppernye ade rase yg plik. Papepun bersyukur sbb dah idop sampai sekarang. Macam tahun lepas, aku sambot besday dlm keadaan yg x sehat. Ape nasib da... N aku berjaye mematahkan rancangan prank mandi bunge oleh bebdk umah. Soli r guys, aku x ske mandi air busuk. Kalo mandikan ngan duit xpe. Haha.... Walaupon dah semakin tue (seperti ramai yg kate), aku x kesah pon, hehe... Yg penting hati n muke maintain mude. Haha... Adiah paling bez aku dpt tahun ni ialah FRIENDSHIP dari someone. Tenkiyu2. Terharu siot... Aku plak menghadiahkan diri sendiri FREEDOM dari orang2 n mende2 yg mengucar ngacirkan life aku beberape tahun ni. Ape nak wat, sampai bile nak suffer sdngkan die hepi kan... Hehe... Berikut adelah org2 yg wish aku. Trimas sangat2. Arigato...

Verbally:-
1) My family
2) 16 UD CREW

Via SMS:-
1) Hotlink
2) Darren
3) Sally
4) Ikin
5) Feena
6) Hafeez
7) Sue
8) Saini

Via facebook:-
1) Darren (again)
2) Saini (again)
3) Edzam
4) Moxcheeks

Via frenster:-
1) Shark (awal 1 week dah wish, haha)
2) Jayson
3) Mike
4) Musz
5) Ladygirl
6) Amer
7) Fairol
8) Berry
9) Maisarah
10) Eah

Via myspace:-
1) Amer
2) Dayah
3) Nisa

*Thanx skali lagi kat suma yg wish. Pade name2 yg tertinggal, soli... Tp mmg aku appreciate sumanye. Pemenang Charm Besday Wish kali ni jatuh kepade Darren ngan Shark... Haha...

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+TERBAKAR TATKALA UJAN+

Malam ni nampaknye aku akan tdo lambat. Sebabnye sok ade test chem and aku baru nak stadi malam ni. Ari plak tgh ujan dr siang td, adus.... Memang sedap kalo nak tdo. Tapi kang ngan test aku melayang tah ke mane. Dahle kene korbankan plan melepak2 lagi malam ni. Huhu... Ngan bertemankan air milo ni aku stadi je r sampai kol 2 kang. X larat wei aku nak stay up lelame. Aku bukan kaki stay up. Tdo lagi best, hahah... Tengah stadi baek pnye ni baru aku prasan buku notes chem aku telah kehilangan... Argh!!! Pikir pnye pikir baru teringat ade org pnjm. Pergh... ade 2 babla aku x kan stadi n mmg bekecai r test aku sok. Tensen2... Mende dah jadi nak wat camne. Nampaknye seperti kuiz ari 2, aku akan dpt markah yg low lg. Ni yg rase nak keamukan ni. Haih...

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+ONLY ONE PERSON+

I only know one girl, I only love one girl
I didn’t know that would turn into a burden, you gave me a reason why you’d leave

Can’t receive a man’s heart, and the person that left is content
It seems like you’re definitely going to come today, I feel like I’m going to die
But I cannot die

I knew I would love only one person
I knew I would wait for only one person

You said you would find someone different to love
My two feet cannot go anywhere

I’ll live with this lifelong regret

Everyday I wait for that one girl
The tears in my heart are so full
The tears might overflow

I knew I would love only one person
I knew I would wait for only one person

You said you would find someone different to love
My two feet cannot go anywhere

I’ll live with this lifelong regret

Since I did hard work for love
To rest when I chased after the stars was a waste

I knew that I would only see one person
I knew I would only hug one person

Because other loves couldn’t touch my heart
If it’s not you, then there is no love

I knew that I loved only you
I’ll wait for you here

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+KL VISIT... VALENTINE+

Hoho... lagi skali aku melawat KL semalam. Memang dah addict jejalan kat KL tu, huhu... Lagi2 bile dah detect port baek pnye nak mlepak2. Sori x leh cakap katne, private pnye tempat. Kang suma org leh cari aku kat situ, hehe... Back to the story, semalam aku, Panjang ngan Harith pegi lagi ke KL. Si Panjang nak bli PC... Gile r bebdk AD ni. Naseb bek aku bdk AS, kalo x abesla duet aku nak enjoy2, haha... Semalam memang kaw2 pnye jalan. Destinasi pertame, Pavilion. Memang ramai gile couples smlm kat situ. Yela kan, semalam Valentine. Kitaorg kat situ shoot gamba je utk major Panjang. Then gerak ke Sg Wang n Times Square cari mask utk prom nyte. Sadisnye x bnyk pilihan. Beli gak r satu. Sape nak tgk tngu mlm prom ek, hehe... Tgh2 bli terjumpe lagi ngan ex roomate merangkap ex junior tyme skola dlu, Ricky. Hek eleh, die lagi, haha... Dalam pukul 5 gerak plak ke Low Yat membeli PC si Panjang. Aku yg x tau pape psl PC ni dgr je r pejadah diaorg cakap. Motherboard, processor ape suma 2. Tyme nak gerak balik r cabaran abes. Mengangkut mende besar2 2 nek monorel n tren. Naseb bek sumanye selamat sampai kat umah n slamat dipasang. Kalo x baran r Panjang, haha...

Lets talk about Valentine... Hm... Smlm mmg wrong timing r kuar KL. Ramai couples berpusu2 turun skali. So kat KL 2 mmg jam ngan kerete plus manusia skali. 1st tyme aku kuar KL tyme Valentine banyak mende menarik dapat aku tengok. Antarenye beze couple Malay and Chinese. Sorry but I cant detect any Indian couples yesterday. Untuk Chinese couple, the bf aku tengok sanggup bwk bunge sejambak utk gf diaorg. Kebanyakan Chinese couple yg aku tgk suma gf diaorg pegang bunge. Thats sweet I think, huhu... Maybe r diaorg mampu bli mende2 2, aku rase bunge2 ni mahal gak r. Malay couple pun ramai tp kebanyakannye lbh ske mlepak2... X kesahla camne pun asalkan suma bahagie,hua2... Lagi 1 yang menarik aku tgk kat KL sempene Valentine ni ade ramai 'Cupids' kat tepi2 jalan jual balloons, chocolates, roses n teddy bears. Sanggup diaorg bediri 1 ari dari pagi sampai malam kat situ. Agak meriah gak r, 1st tyme aku tengok. Yang klakanye diaorg persuade couples yang lalu lalang je kat situ. Sian sape yang jalan sorg2 n single 2, haha...

Tu je r cite utk tis year Valentine. Suasane agak meriah gak r n aku dpt rase 'love' in the atmosphere semalam. As for today, aku kene melepak2 je kat umah n siapkan suma keje2 yang x wat lagi. presentation chem 350, tutorial chem 360 chapter 1, 5 ngan 6. Pergh... Dahle last Friday ade 3 test skali. Sumanye aku wat ngan hampeh. Aduyai... Xpe r... I'll do better next tests, huhu...

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+MY RABU+

Hari ni aku bangun agak awal walaupun sebenarnye kelas stat pukul 12. Nak tau ngape? Sebenarnye nak join derma darah kat kolej. Tapi memandangkan aku batuk2 n aku dah telan ubat malam semalam, dengan banggenye nurse tu menyatekan "tahun depan je r dik derme". Adus... Sia2 je jariku ditebuk nak menguji jenis darah (walaupun dah tau jenis A, hehe....). So aku terpaksela mengabeskan mase sampai pukul 12 datang. Borak punye borak ngan member sampai dah nak terponteng chem. Naseb bek sempat. Blaja inorganic chemistry ni memerlukan aku menyalin nota2 ngan pantas sampaile aku sendiri xleh bace, haha... Gasak r kat situ. Lepas abes chem g mlepak2 kat SL n membuat preparation for BEL presentaion. Last minute nih. Gile r... Pukul 2.30 begerak ke bank, bayar utang photostat kat Uncle Maa Seng n sempat gak melantak KFC. Sedap2 melantak ujan turun ngan lebatnye. Okla gak. Dah brape ari kepanasan yang terlampau sampaile aku dah batuk2 n saket kepale. Urgh... Kemudian datangla tyme kelas BEL n terpakse r wat presentation tu... Aku yang x brape gemar nak becakap kat depan ni mmg nervous abes. Banyak kali blank ape mende nak cakap. Walaupun miss mengatekan sumanye ok tapi aku trase agak x puas hati ngan diri sendiri. Maybe next tyme aku akan try wat lebih baik, cewah, haha... Malam ni agak x sehat, aku akan menelan ubat n melelapkan diri. Arap2 x r panas lg malam nih... Nak sehat balik ni, banyak keje, test ngan kuiz kene setelkan tis week. Argh.... My Rabu today is really tiring...

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+FINALLY VANQUISHED+

Finally I did the right thing by vanquishing you from my life and my heart.

May we'll never see each other again in the future.

I have my present and future to carry on.

Haha... sound so cocky.

Guess I got infected by PRIDE.

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+THE DEMON IN ME+

Didn’t know why I couldn’t fly
Didn’t want to be stuck on the ground
I wanted to soar across the sky
But something was holding me down

What had me cower in fear?
What was it I couldn’t see?
The answer near, but so unclear
I was fighting the demon in me

The demon in me
The demon in me
The battle weird, over all that I feared
I was fighting the demon in me

He fell on me when I was weak
Made me feel so lazy and dumb
He talked to me deep in my sleep
My mind and my soul overcome

I started to just let him win
I decided to just let it be
It was up to me not to give in
I was trapped by the demon in me

The demon in me
The demon in me
My head in a spin, my strength wearing thin
I was trapped by the demon in me

Asked myself, what did I want?
Kick back or just go for broke?
My dreams continued to haunt
I’d get close – then the demon said choke

Somehow you gotta step up
Stop buying excuses for free
So I went face-to-face, laid claim to my space
And rocked the demon…

The demon in me
The demon in me
I recovered my spark, got free of the dark
And I rocked the demon in me
The demon in me
I rocked the demon ïn me…

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+I'M HAPPY+

For my last goodbye i'm sending you my love
I cannot reach you with my still-lacking love

Even though I cannot see you for a long while,
And though many tears spilled through hard memories you gave me

The moments together with you were the best
Presents i've ever been given.

My love, I call you and call you again the love I never sent
I pray that one day i'll have you in my arms again

My love, even when I hear your name i cry, my love
Until the day we meet again please Be happy

Oh ~ i'm so happy
Because all the love and separation with you
Are important moments of my life
I'll always watch the empty place
where you once were
I'll love only you

Though I may cry at the hard moments love may bring
I'll live with only smiles for the day when you'll come back

My love, I throw away and throw away again the love i cannot erase
Even in the never-ending loneliness i'll remember

My love, even if I live forever my one and only love
Even til the day when I close my eyes i'll love you

My love, I call you and call you again the love i never sent
I pray that one day i'll have you in my arms again

My love, even when I hear your name i cry, my love
Until the day we meet again please Be happy

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