:: NEVER ::

never say i love you if you dont really care.

never talk about feelings if they aren’t really there.

never hold my hand if you’re gonna break my heart.

never say you’re going to if you dont plan to start.

never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.

never say hi if you really mean goodbye.

if you really mean forever then say you will try.

never say forever cz forever makes me cry.


*got this from Iqa...quite simple but interesting :)

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ZETTAI KARESHI

Lately I've finished watching a japanese drama titled Zettai Kareshi or Absolute Boyfriend after translated in english.This drama is based on a manga but the story is a little different.In manga,all the characters are high school students whereas in the drama they are adults.One of the reason I decided to watch this drama is that the main character is played by one of my favourite actor,Hayami Mokomichi.This drama did not disappoint me at all.In fact,I think that this is one of the best japanese drama I've ever watched.Well...the story line might be a bit riddiculous and fiction but the message of the story is more important.Back to the story,Night Tenjo the android really fall in love with his master,Riiko Izawa.But Riiko doesn't has any feelings towards Night as he is a robot and due to the fact that she was forced to buy Night as her lover.At first,Night love Riiko because he was programmed to do so but after a while Night able to think by himself and love Riiko with all his heart.I think that is what we called as artificial intelligence (A.I).Night did lots of things so that Riiko will really fall in love with him but Riiko think that all Night's actions are because of the program.Then she almost fall in love with her also good looking boss,Soshi.Soshi also has the same feeling towards Riiko but after an incident which I presume as 'the moment' between Riiko and Night,Riiko starts to really love Night and they become a couple.I was really touched by the way Night protects Riiko eventhough he hurts most of the time.The ending of the story is quite happy plus sad because after the hard time they've been through to get together,Night died.The scenes before he died and the message he left for Riiko really makes me want to cry as well,huhu...Although they can't be together,but at least they know that they love each other so much.I think that is more important in a relationship.I can never feeling bored watching this drama over and over again but I have to always remind myself that my assignments,quizzes,tests and exams are my priority.Huhu...I'm waiting for another good stories for me to watch.

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*OMG*

Am I gaining weight?


The answer is yes!!!


Need to workout more, huhu...


No.......


Adoyai...


Playing with c.o.l.o.u.r.s...quite fun, huhu :)

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~FAMILY~

Today is the 2nd day of my mid term break.I'm writing this at grams house.Yup,rite now I'm in Tanjung Malim,Perak.It is quite peaceful here,although I barely cant stand the hot weather,huhu...I've met 4 of my cousins here and Alif Umar is the cutest between them all.He's almost 4 I think and I know that one day he'll be as good looking as I am,haha....So poyo.I was born in this house 21 years ago and I feel that I really connected to this house.3 generations have lived and many of us were born in the house including me.So I think there are many nostalgic moments here.I dont know much of our family history but this house was built once my late grandfather and my grandmother moved here.Before that,this place was a swamp and they had rough times to turn this place into a village.I dont know where they lived before that but according to what I've used to hear,most of our ralatives are in Indonesia.So I'm half Indonesian and half Malaysian,haha...One day I'll go back to Indonesia to search for my family history.It might be an amazing adventure and discovery to know who I really am and where my family comes from.

My grandmother is a totally different person from me.She's talkative while I'm quieter.Maybe because she's a female and I'm a male,haha...But there are some things we share in common.One that I just discovered last nite is that we both will work hard if we want to get something.To be precise,buying things,heheh...I guess I've inherited that genetics from her.We'll patiently save some money and when the chance come,we'll buy the things which we desired so much.I think that is the miracle of family.For years I've been busy thinking and solving my relationship problems with people around me that I forgot that relationship between family members are more important.The bond that tied us are stronger than with friends and lovers.We cant never deny these bonds as each of us is connected by blood.The point is,love ur family members more than u love friends and lovers.

One thing that I knew is that I'm gonna survive in any situation until death take me apart from this world.I come from a family of survivor and I'm gonna keep it that way.This is one thing that all of our family members have in common,since we were unborn and until we die.

"Fathers,Mothers,Brothers,Sisters,Sons,Daughters,Friends....
Our family spirit without end..."

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GOOD JOB GUYS!!!

In a few hours,I'll be at home,spending my 1 week mid term break.Ahh...time really pass by quickly now.My final exam will be in 2 months,and I have to get ready right after this break.1st thing 1st,finish my thesis...I'll be lonely this 1 week,huhu...I prefer to spend my time with my friends here but there are no place like home.Plus,they all have their own agendas.So I dont want to ruin their plans.But I'll miss them for the whole week,heheh...

What I really want to write is about signs.Signs that will lead us to something we never expected.Everyday I asked for signs that will lead me to a better life,become a better person.It turns out very well,considering I met people who encourage me to face this hectic life.And now they've become my best friends.I noticed that some people just ignore the signs until it was too late.However some of them were given second chance while some not.However life must go on rite?Signs also might give u headache,as they might get u stuck with difficult choices.For example, myself...haha...I have to choose between 3 choices and yet I dont know which one is the best.A,B or C?Each of them have their own specialities which caught my attention.Based on signs I plead so much,all the possibilities pointed to B.I'll wait for more signs and when the time is right,I'll know.Hope it will not be too late,lalala...

Last Thursday,the enchanters and the enchantress' coven had a big battle with the demons who I supposed to vanquish.They've done a good job actually.They manage to scare off those petty demons,haha...After this we'll claim what are supposed to be ours.Now it's my turn to vanquish them forever so they'll never harm my innocents n young generations of magical communities.Congratulations and big applause to them,haha...Truth spell really come in handy as so much secrets have been revealed.After all,it is for the greater good.

Well,I think these are the interesting events happened for this week.About my feelings,I've made up my decision.I'll choose B,haha...At least for this 1 year I'll be happy,huhu...I'll generate happy memories here with B and I'll save it forever even in the afterlife.Yeah,that's it.I think this is the right thing to do.I trust my guts.Err...I have to pack up my things and get ready to go home.Yay2!!!Bye2...

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AKIRAMENAI!!!

Now I'm on my bed,writing this as my morning class is cancelled.Feel like in heaven,haha...Today I wake up with a new spirit,as there are so many things to catch up.For example,my unfinished reports,my so called cupid jobs,etc....I don't think I can finish all that for now.Lately,more innocents appear in my life and there are still 2 'demons' that I need to vanquish.Err...1 actually,cause I manage to strip the powers of one of them,haha...And I still find a way to defeat the other 1.Forget about my witchy life,let us talk about other things.

I want to say thanx to Hafiz cause he saved me last week from being locked in his bathroom,haha...So funny,I'll never use his bathroom anymore.Last week also might be the last time I hangout with Saini as he'll fly to US for another 2 years to finish his degree.Gambatte!!!And for me,I have less than a year to finish my diploma.Also gambatte!!!And sorry Saini,I'll find a way to pay back ur money b4 u fly,heheh...

Right now,in this exact moment I want to state that I hate waiting people who told me to wait and then never show up.Worse,not even tell me the reason or whatsoever.I've wasted my time just wait for u and yet u never show up.I'm pissed off n FYI,I'm not going to care anymore.Huhu...There,I feel good :)

I can feel that my powers grows this semester.I can 'feel' more on other people feelings.The vibes that I can feel from people around me are stronger.Not to mention the intuition that seems to become more accurate these days,haha...But they have no effects when I'm answering tests n quizzes.Hua....No personal gain.But this gifts come in handy cause now I know who hates me n always talks about me behind my back.Maybe I'm going to hex him a little so that what he said will go right back at him.Hahahahaha (wicked laugh).

I'll continue this tonite cause I've got to run for class now.Oh how I love chemistry very much.But I love 'tutt' more.Got it???Hehe...Only Saini understands.Bye2...

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A MOMENT LIKE THIS

*Lately this song always in my head.Kenape ek?huhu...But I really like Kelly Clarkson n Josh Groban's version of this song.

What if I told you
It was all meant to be
Would you believe me,
Would you agree
It's almost that feelin'
That we've met before
So tell me that you
don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has
come here and now...

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it'shappening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

Everything changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I maybe dreamin'
But until I awake
Can we make this dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it'shappening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will
catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this...
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's
happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

OHHHH, LIKE THIS

OHHHH, I can't believe
it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this.

Ohhhhh, like this.

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WHAT A WEEK...

This week i'm totally out of focus.I slept a lot,even in class.Worse,in front of my lecturer,huhu...I kept on forgetting the day,enter the wrong class n even wait for the class to start an hour early.What is happening to me?This must be because of the 'tragedy' that happened last week,hehe...Like what I had predicted,I'm hurt once again.Maybe I hold back my tears too much n it drive me clumsy.I'll choose a day that I can sit alone n cry maybe,haha...Hope after that I can focus on my study again,finishing my tutorials n reports which I dont know when they'll be submit.On the other hand,there still good things happen after the bad things happened.I hangout a lot with my cool friends (my beloved juniors~more to my brothers n sisters).They give me moral supports,which I need a lot rite now,huhu...Thanx to them I can start to let go everything that I'm not suppose to think.But what keeps me wondering is that people keen to talk about their love life to me.As if I'm the one who suppose to help them find love.So I've decided if I cant have love for myself,I can at least help people around me to find their true love.Cewah...I sound like a cupid,huhu....Whatever it is,I know that there is no 'us' anymore.I have to find a new 'us',hehe...Which I think I've already found.Let the new 'sinetron' plays n let the old ones walk away from my life.Cause I knew that once we took our seperate pathway,there's no turning back for us.So,I'll give this heart for the new person n I guess I'm back to my witchy lifestyle,lalala....

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