+HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!+

Hye guys! Happy new year 2009. And also happy 'Awal Muharam'. May we all will always blessed in these new years, huhu... Finally 09 has come. I'll be 22 this becoming February, yay3!!! Age is just a number and I'm glad I stll breath until today. No need to afraid become an ahjussi, hehe... I've just started my new semester, which also means my last semester taking diploma. In a few months, I really have to say goodbye to my best friends,so sad ah. Well, my journey still waits ahead and I must move forward with all determination and courage, hehe... I must not repeat the silly mistakes I made last semester in order to achieve more this semester. Chayo!

Last nyte is the 1st tyme I celebrated the New Year. I decided to hang out at Ammar's home until this Sunday. Haha... Abesla ponteng clas Jumaat ni. I dont think the classes will be started until next week. I had so much fun last nyte. His friends set up a BBQ party and I ate for free, haha... His friends were nice, although I was a bit shy at 1st. Then we watched the fireworks from the neighbourhood as we can see the views of KL from here. It is a beautiful scenery, watching the fireworks launched ak KLCC from here, huhu... Sorry no pics with this post as my camera was out of battery, what a pity. After that we just 'lepak2' and talked all nite until the tyme shows 5 a.m. Whoa! I never stay up for so long. I just listened to the jokes that everybody made off and until I realize Ammar had slept lean against the gate. Haha... So we both went home and 'tido mati' until 12.

*Thanx to his friends (Samad dll) for the nice BBQ. Huhu... Yeah surely we'll meet again someday.

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+I LOVE U 'P', MUAH3!!! HAHA!!!+

At last after those early woke up in the mornings I finally pass my driving test and got my P license. P stands for 'percubaan'. Haha... I've got Sang Wira in my hands now. It's not so hard as I thought at the 1st place, just need confidence and courage. All went well but I think I made the JPJ Officer beside me a quite 'cuak' when I took the left turn into the consortium. The path is quite steep n I think I press the 'minyak' rather than the brake. Haha... No wonder my car suddenly got speed. Luckily he didnt fail me. And I score 18/20. I didnt pull up the handbrake when I stopped the car and I didnt use the right gear for the right speed. Anyway, I've already pass, so no worries. I just have to get myself familiar driving Sang Wira and after this go 'merayau2'. Haha...

My results has finally being announced by UITM and thank God I pass it well. I got 3.33... Huhu... So much for getting in the dean's list. But it's ok. I've 1 sem left to try and this semester I'll definitely work hard until 'separuh mati'. Hehe... For those who got 3 pointer and above, congratulations and keep up the good work. Congratez Ammar and Apiz... and my classmates. For those who didnt get satisfying results, keep on trying and dont give up for too long. Get your strength back and do your best ok...

This holiday is going to end in a week time and I'm going to spend my last semester taking diploma. 3 years sure pass quickly without I realize. Hope I'll have more happy moments with my good friends at KTT so they can be sweet memories after I graduate. Huhu... Thinking about this makes me quite sad. Hehe... Just dont know how am I going to say goodbye to them when the time comes. Hm...

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+TRAGEDI ARI SLASE+

Post kali ni xde sebarang gamba sebab xde gamba yg leh kaitkan ngan tajuk di atas, heheh... Sepanjang2 2 minggu lbey ni aku asyek belaja kete je ari2. N aku terpakse bangun awal2 ari2. Argh... Tapi xpe la. Demi lesen yang akan disayangi sepanjang hayat ape salahnye kn, haha... Aku sekarang ni tgh mengadap laptop n dengar suma lagu2 feveret aku. Nak menenangkan hati coz sok result akan kuar!!! Patutnye nak tenang g semayang. Ape r aku ni, hehe... Well, aku arap2 result yg akan kuar sok not bad. Hopefully 3 pointer plus2 lg, huhu... Xnak terlalu konfiden or terkurg konfiden. Kene redi utk suma kemungkinan, cewah!

Ari ni aku dah wat pra ujian pakai kete yang digunekan utk test. Wah2, bleh tahan. Aku pakai kete yg kate En Roslee (cikgu aku) antare kete yg paling susah nak dikontrol clutchnye. Yela kot. Memandangkan adela beberape kali gak enjinnye mati tyme nak stat jalan. Aku dah menyumpah2 dah tyme 2, haha... Yela, ngan ngantoknye, lapanye... Tapi kene calm slalu, baru suma smooth je. Aku kene wat practice 2 ari lagi n Jumaat ni kene pastikan lulus test P 2, haha... N then, leh g merayau2 nek Wira, haha...

Lepas practice ari ni, aku g bandar nek bas dr konsortium 2. Nek bas je r dlu, kang kene saman sbb xde lesen naye je. Dahle hampir sengkek ni. Ish2, banyak sgt road block kat Raub ni. Rajen tol abang2 polis 2, huhu... Keep up da good work, huhu... Tp yg aku nak cite ialah tyme aku nek bas 2. Ahjussi driver 2 mcm nak lalok je bwk bas 2. Nak langgar suma mende. Kat bandar dah nak langgar pondok tepi padang 2. Huh! Aku rase organ2 dalaman aku dah kecut sumanye. Nyawe aku pun dah berkurang 100 tahun, haha... Naseb bek xde ape2 yg buruk jadi. Ish3....

Kat bandar aku g kuar duet n lepak2 di KFC. Sorg2... Cian aku xde org temankan. Member2 aku kat cni sumanye ilang. Adoyai... Xpela... Sorg pon ok je, tp x lalu nak mkn sgt. Bile pk2 balik, rugi gle aku x abeskan ayam n air tadi. Dahage... Haha... Balik umah aku melayan cite Twilight. Agak best tp gamba kurg memuaskan. Bese r, x ori... Hehe... So aku akan mengabiskan mlm ni post mende ni then tido. Sok kol 8.30 ade klas lagi. Adoyai...

Well, kepade membe2 16 UD, my classmates, my frenz (Ammar, Apiz), juniors.... good luck for tomorrow. Hope you guys dpt result yg bagus2. Kalo dah usahe pasti bejaye. X bejaye try lagi sampai boleh. Jangan give up lelame. Er... Nape semenjak due menjak ni aku becakap cam pakar motivasi or kauselor? Haha... Not to forget Saini, good luck final exam ko. Pastu leh merayau2 lg, haha...

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+CRUSH+

DAVID ARCHULETA
I know that some people were talking behind my back about my obsession to cute boys singers or bands lately. Do I care? Of course not. If girls can be fan to beautiful artists, so why can't I? Furthermore, they've got talents and looks and I think it's not something that should be talked about. It's my own personal interest so why bother? Huhu... Anyway, this song is so special as it happened to me recently. I'm still looking for the mp3 and not found it yet. But I post this lyrics here, so everybody can share it and know my feeling right now. I hope that 'someone' know as well (^-^).


I hung up
The phone tonight
Something happened
For the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush
What a rush
'Cause the possibility
That you would ever
Feel the same way
About me
It's just too much
Just too much
Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Has it ever crossed
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into
Something
That will last
Last forever
Forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying,trying to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really just
Another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Goin' away

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+I BELIEVE IN YOU+

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You must write that song title and the singer (in bracket) down no matter how silly it sounds!
_____________________________________
1. If someone says "Is this ok?" you say?
- Bleeding Love (Leona Lewis)
.
2. What would best describe your
personality?
- Beautiful (Christina Aguilera)
.
3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
- Tentang Dia (Melly Goeslow)
.
4. How do you feel today?
- Love Today (Mika)
.
5. What is your life's purpose?
- Answer (WaT)
.
6. What is your motto?
- Wait a Minute (Pussycat Dolls/Timbaland)
.
7. What do your friends think of you?
- Never Say Goodbye (My Girl OST)
.
8. What do you think of your parents?
- Me, Myself and I (Beyonce)
.
9. What do you think of your best friend?
- Teman Tapi Mesra (Ratu)
.
10. What do you think of the person you like?
- So Sick (Neyo)
.
11. What is your life story?
- All The Things She Said (T.A.T.U)
.
12. What do you want to be when you grow up?
- Fergalicious (Fergie)
.
13. What do you think when you see the person you like?
- Dont Let Me Get Me (Pink)
.
14. What do your parents think of you?
- Unfaithful (Rihanna)

15. What will you dance to at your wedding?
- Ada Untukmu (Nubhan)
.
16. What will they play at your funeral?
- Can You Keep A Secret (Utada Hikaru)

17. What is your favorite hobby/interest?
- Play (JLo)
.
18. What is your biggest fear?
-Because Of You (Kelly Clarkson)
.
19. What song will be the title when you repost this?
- I Believe In You (Celine Dion/Il Divo)

*Saini u should try tis, haha...

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+ETERNAL MOON+

I just happened to see the moon outside after I've take care of my young kittens. Looks like it'll be full moon. Maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, huhu... I used to like looking at the stars every nite but now I'm very fond of the moon. Maybe because lately I've spend my nights looking at the moon with 'someone'. And that 'someone' makes me forget all those sorrowful past which left my heart in bruises. Huhuhu... Come to think of it, I remember that I love moon since I was in standard 3. But growing up to be a teenager made me forget most of the things that makes me 'me'. I guess I've lost a large part of my life when I entered high school. Huh... But now I try to get back my life. I'm trying very hard to remember everything that I've forgot. E.g. my hobbies, etc... To be precise, things that made me special yet strong. Seeing the moon tonight after a few months didnt have a chance to see it make me realize how much I've missed. Er... especially that 'someone', hehe... I guess after this we'll have a proper date under the moonlight, singing songs together... and spend the whole nite together (not sleeping together ok...). Haha... fall in love really make one happy. Well, as I'm still allowed to build happy memories in this short time, I'll go through with it. Can't wait when we'll magically united (^-^)

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+LOVE AND BEAUTY+

Again and again aku asyik menulis psl love. Agaknye memang xleh lepas dr topik ni, haha... Layan je... 1st skali, aku nak gtau yg aku dah stat cuti and melepak2 kat umah sampaila ujung bulan 12 ni. Huhuhu... Best becuti tapi kalo lelame busan gak. Nasib baikla cuti ni akan dipenuhi ngan blaja memandu n try dptkan lesen P utk kete. Next sem leh g merayau malam2, haha... (gelak jahat). And aku nak ucapkan time kacih kat Hotlink n Maxis yg akan memenuhkan inbox phone aku sepanjang cuti ni. X tau r nak men sms ngan sape. Membe2 suma dah bekapel. Aku yg solo ni kenela paham... (nape aku sorg je yg kene paham? heran tol).

Babalik kat kesah love td, aku nak sambung cte pasal si B ngan C dlm post ILLUSION yg lepas. Pekembangan kesah diaorg ni semakin menarik. Hm.. camne nak stat ek. Kebelakangan ni, B ngan C makin banyak spend tyme together. Mende ni wat B makin jatuh hati kat C. Kate B kat aku, die sangat suke bile C senyum kat die ari2. Mcm angelic smile katenye. Aku pon tegelak je, haha... Bedasarkan gerak hati aku n pengalaman sebagai posmen (tyme skola menengah), rase2nye C mcm ade feeling gak kat B. Tapi tahle. Memasing cam xnak confess feeling memasing.

Aku x dptle wat pape, biar diorg sndr yg setelkan feeling memasing. Hopefully sblm telambat, huhu... Tapi B kate die bahgie kalo camni trus. Asalkan C x abaikan die pon die dah rase ckup bahgie. Aku yg dgr pon rase cam sdey, tp B kate die x dpt confess feeling die kat C atas sebab2 tertentu. Untuk kebaikan suma org katenye lagi. Aku pon nasehatkan B supaye trus je bekawan ngan C tu. Maybe diaorg dah ditakdirkan sebagai kawan je, kite nak ubah pon x kan boleh.

Cume 1 ayat dari B yang watkan aku trase mcm dlm telenovela, huhu... Die kate feeling die kat C xkan brubah sampai bile2 pon. Walaupun die dah jumpe org len n xkan jmpe C lagi pasni, die akan sentiase letak C dlm tempat yang istimewa kat dlm hati die. Sian die. Alasan die xleh confess feeling die, hanye aku sorg je yg tau, huhu... Tapi slagi B gembire, aku pon turut gembire. Harap2 akan ade pekembangan yg positif kat diorg ni. Aku sebagai love reporter akan trus update lg crite diaorg ni, haha...

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+ALWAYS BE MINE+

I hear you breath
You’re lying close to me
The shadows gone
I have found my peace

Oooh You make me calm
With you I’m safe from harm
And right by your side
I’ll stay thru the night
‘til eternity
That’s the way it will be

And I wonder what you’re dreaming of
You’re so peaceful when you sleep
Everything I want everything I need is lying here in front of me

And if I ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I’ll always be true to you
Sometimes I think I might lose it all
Guess the chances are small
Cause you hold me close I feel you near
Don’t let go say you’ll always be here
So just hold me tight and I’ll be fine
Dreaming you will always be mine

Just like the sun
You make me warm inside
Like a soft summer breeze
A moment to seize
So true I won’t stop loving you

And I wonder what you’re dreaming of
You’re so peaceful when you sleep
Everything I want everything I need is lying here in front of me

And if I ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I’ll always be true to you
Sometimes I think I might lose it all
Guess the chances are small
Cause you hold me close I feel you near
Don’t let go say you’ll always be here
So just hold me tight and I’ll be fine
Dreaming you will always be mine

And I wonder what you’re dreaming of
You’re so peaceful when you sleep
Everything I want everything I need is lying here in front of me

And if I ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I’ll always be true to you
Sometimes I think I might lose it all
Guess the chances are small
Cause you hold me close I feel you near
Don’t let go say you’ll always be here
So just hold me tight and I’ll be fine
Dreaming you will always be mine

*This song is for someone special who brighten up my days and always make me smile, haha... Thank you...

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+ILLUSION?+

There's definitely some sort of magic involve in a relationship. Er... I'm referring to love between two people mostly. I've met people who were desperately wanted to find love and people who easily got love and loved. There were also people who confused about their own feeling, whether what they felt was love or not. And some people just using love as an excuse to fulfill their lust and play with other people feelings (I hate them so much, haha).

Aku dah dengar banyak version of other people love story. Ade yang bahagie, ade yang tak. Ade yang jadi stronger, ade yang terus mengharap. Kepade yang betol2 ikhlas nak bercinte 2, anda suma mendapat sokongan yang padu dari saye (saye??). Tapi kepade yang nak main2 tu, pikir2kanla. Anda suma dah besar and ade akal. Mungkin balasan itu akan terkene kepade keluarge kite, sape tau. Mase tu janganla nak marah2 plak sebab kite pun penah buat mende yang same kat org len k...

Bile becakap pasal feeling ni, teringat kat sorg ni. Aku panggil die B je. B telah jatuh hati kepade C tapi C ni x perasan pun. Kirenye B ni dah suke kat C secare senyap2. Maybe sebab C ni baik sangat kat die kot, huhu... B dah berkali2 try nak lupekan C tp x dpt sbb susah sangat. Yang susahnye bile B dah nak lupekan C ni, C sentiase wat mende yang leh wat B jatuh hati kat C. So macam manela B nak lupekan C? Bukanla nak lupekan terus, just nak get rid of the feeling je. Adekah feeling B kat C just suke or illusion semate2? Hm...

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+FLAME AND PASSION+

Hati aku sangat panas! Terbakar mcm gamba api kat atas ni. Aku bengang dengan 'mereka'! Bile aku diam je 'mereka' ni pijak kepale aku. Bile 'mereka' ni nak something dari aku bukan main baik lagi. Bile aku yang mintak tolong mule r, macam2 alasan bagi. Penatla, busy, nak stadi, nak tdo. Boleh blah r suma 2. So di sini aku akan tuliskan segale ketidakpuasan hati aku yang tengah tebakar ni. Peduli ape aku korg nak ckp aku cakap belakang ke, hape ke. Korg pon same je.

1st skali, lepas ni aku xkan mintak tlg korg anta g memane lagi. Biarla aku penat jalan nak g kolej ke, g makan ke. Jalan kaki je pon bley. Kalo aku nak blk naik teksi je. X payah susah2 nak anta. Bile aku bawak transport aku sendiri setel suma problem.

2nd, aku je yg susah2 ajak member2 lame aku lepak. Lepas ni suma 2 x payah dah. Aku dah penat k. Padahal bukan jauh mane pon. Tempat aku ni lagi jauh nak trn KL 2. Bukannye aku x tau korg slalu gak trn KL. Malu agaknye nak lepak2 ngan aku budak diploma ni. Blah r!

3rd, kepade sesape yang x reti2 nak pulangkan hak aku 2, siap r korg. Jangan ingat aku yang sentiase diam n x reti nak besuare ni bodoh. Aku sangat penat dengan suma ni n aku akan wat ape je sampai korg yang x mampu nak menangis pun. Mende ni bukan je menyusahkan aku, tapi family aku. So bile dah involvekan family aku, korg leh mampos!!!!

Lastly, 'mereka' yang pijak2 kepale aku sekarang, siap2 r untuk dipijak oleh aku plak. 'Mereka' ni akan kenal dengan aku yang ego, angkuh n keras kepale. I will definitely get my revenge. Damn it!!!

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+STRESS+

Aku stress sekarang. Argh!!!! Bukan disebabkan oleh exam je. Tetapi disebabkan oleh faktor2 luaran yang lain. Right now I need 'someone's' shoulder for my head to lean on. Asyik2 bahu aku je yg jadi sandaran org, skali skale nak gak bersandar kat org len, haha... Chayo kepade diri sendiri untuk paper CSC sok.

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+AFTER LOVE+

*Satu lagi translation lagu dari FT Island. Diaorg sangat best ok... haha... Lagu ni pun sangat sedih n banyak sangat kene mengene ngan life aku nih. Nak tau bacela sendiri. Huhu...

I thought you were my love and
I thought you were my everything
I believed that you would be my last love
I smiled only for you
I lived only for you
I thought that was happiness
I believed in your love
It was all a lie
It's all a lie
Your love was a complete lie
This love has hurt me so much
Making me this sad
Leaving me to cry
You said you'd only love me
That you'd protect me
Your love was a complete lie
Tou took my entire heart and
You took my love
What is leaving is love
Receiving love from one person and
Giving your love to that one person
Like a fool, I thought that the person was you
It was all a lie
It's all a lie
Your love was a complete lie
This love has hurt me so much
Making me this sad
Leaving me to cry
You said you'd only love me
That you'd protect me
Your love was a complete lie
Tou took my entire heart and
You took my love
What is leaving is love
The thing called love is a lie
The words 'I love you' is also a lie
The word 'forever' is also a lie
You left the belief that you would come back
Where did you go?
You're getting further and further away(where did you go?)
What are you doing when I love only you?
That you would come back
That you would come back to me
I can't love again
Even if you hurt me this much
Even if you made me this sad
I'm waiting for only you
It was all a lie
It's all a lie
Our breaking up was all a lie
Because you are my love
Because you are my everything
I'm waiting for only you

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+HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY PEACE!!!+

Yay!!! Akhirnye sakit lidahku ini dah elok. Aku dapat merase semule. Yiiiihaaaa!!!! Dapat merase nikmat makanan. So tadi aku telah pegi makan dengan Apiz, Wan n Zul. Lauk sangatle banyak, kailan ikan masin, tom yam campur, telur dadar, kerabu mangge, sambal belacan n lastly siakap masak pedas. Pergh... Sebelum tu aku dah makan nasik goreng patanni. Abes... Makin gemuk r aku. Jangan ade yang x kenal aku bile aku dah tembam nanti, hahaha... Apiz, nanti aku bayar blk duit makan tadi, haha... Papepun yang oenting skrg aku kene siapkan tesis bio yang akan kene anta Khamis ni. Argh!!! Tertekan plak rasenye, huhu... Xpe2, sok gerenti bley siapkan. Malam ni bergumbira dulu, haha... Dari ari 2 bergumbira je. Ish3.......

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+TAGGED???+

*Aku telah ditagged oleh Saini. Wah2, 1st name lg 2. Ni lah jawapannye pas 1 ari 1 mlm aku menaip, hehe....

Rules: 1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning 2. Each player answers the questions about themselves 3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

Starting time:12.17 a.m.

Name: Hisyam a.k.a. Charm

Sisters: Hidayah

Brothers: Aiman and Aizuddin

Shoe size: 8

Height: 165cm

Where do you live: Raub, Pahang, Malaysia

Have you ever been on a plane?
Nope. But I will someday, huhu...

Swam in the ocean?
Tak reti berenang. Sesape leh ajarkan? Haha...

Fallen asleep in school?
Akula sleeping beauty kat skola, hehe (quek yang cakap)

Broken someone's heart?
Hmm... Only once

Fell off your chair?
Ni time skola rendah slalu r

Sat by the phone and waited all night for someone to call?
Pernah, tp sekarang dah malas nak tunggu. Pe ge r (nada Chem)

Saved emails?
Nope, buang suma

What is your room like?
Boleh r utk menenangkan fikiran yang serabut

What's right beside you?
Bantal yang sedap nak wat tido

What was the last thing you ate?
McChicken regular set n Mcflurry kat McD KL sentral

Ever had chicken pox?
Satu kali je,tyme darjah 4

Like picnics?
Tengok mood

Who was/were the last person you dance with?
I always dance alone, malu tunjuk kat org, lalala...

Last made you smile?
si dia, heheh...

You last yelled at...
Jarang yell kat org, x ingat la...

Today did you talk to someone you like?
Tak...so tengah merindu r ni, ayat x bley blah

Kissed anyone?
Er.... lu pikir r sendiri

Get sick?
Tgh sakit, kehilangan deria rase

Talk to an ex?
Yup, n I think I'm not going to do it again

Missed someone?
Mestila........

Who do you really hate?
Hate ade r, really hate xde kot...

Do you like your handwriting?
Kalo sampai diri sendiri x leh bace apekah maknenye? Huhu...

Are your toenails painted?
Nope. Fingernails maybe akan di painted. Jangan tiru ek

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
Dah tdo pun, hahaha..

What colour shirt are you wearing right now?
Yellow

Are you a friendly person?
I can be your best friend and your worst enemy

Do you have any pets?
Kucing...miau2...

Do you sleep with the tv on?
X penah.

What are you doing right now?
Finishing my 2nd bio thesis

Can you handle the truth?
It takes time, but mostly I've got through with it

Are you closer to your mother or father?
Same je closenye. Tp jarang citer about my personal problems.

Do you eat healthy?
Tak tentu, depends to my appetite

Do you still pictures of you and your ex?
Kekadang je. Bese r 2. Lg 2,3 taun ilangla, hehe

If you're having a bad day, who would you most likely go to?
Rite now...Hyde. At least die kasi respond yang x mengarut

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
Quiet 80% and loud 20%

Are you confident?
Bile dah bertekad confident abes. Tapi kalo tyme malu, pepaham r ek, hehe...

5 things I did 10 years ago:
1. pegi skola rendah 2. UPSR 3. pegi skola menengah 4. amek PMR 5. amek SPM

5 things I would do if i am a billionaire:
1. Change my appearance from top to bottom2. Beli umah ala2 Victorian house 3. Jalan2 cari makan4. Shopping pape yg patut 5. Donate to those who in need

5 of my bad habits:
1. Suke tangguh keje 2. Makan banyak?haha... 3. Sometimes too shy 4. Suke tengok org, ehem2...5. Suke pikir negatif dlu br positif

5 places i used live in:
1. Sungkai, Perak 2. Raub, Pahang 3. Kuantan, Pahang 4. Londang, Melaka 5. Sepang, Selangor

5 people i tag:
1. Teppei 2. Wentz 3. Tackey 4. Lee Jun Ki 5. Lee Ji Hoon (sumanye x mgkn akan wat, haha...)

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+LOVE IS IN THE AIR+

Sejak kebelakangan ni aku dapat merasekan love is blooming again in the atmosphere. Suma member2 aku masing2 ade yang bercouple secare tetibe, senyap2 pun ade. Sampai hampir2 menimbulkan konflik in our friendship. Tapi everything sort out well and aku pun tumpang gembire selagi diaorang gembire. Ade juge yang masih mencari, macam aku ni, haha... Good luck for your great effort, heheh... Bagi aku pulak, ramai yang bertanye nape aku still solo. Dan ade jugak yang x percaye aku ni xde teman special. Persoalannye di sini, perlu ke? Aku tanye n aku jawab. Memang r perlu, hehe... Tapi aku x rase sekarang adelah mase yang tepat. Tapi aku rase aku dah mule sukekan seseorg. Damn it! Ape bley wat kan? Mane bley denied this feeling, huhu... Lagi2 die seorg yg baik n sangat caring. Adoyai... Sapekah die? Sure ramai yang nak tau tp it's a secret. Haha... Aku rase x perlu r nak cite something yg still not confirm. Ape yang aku bleh wat sekarang ialah memandang die dr jauh wlaupun kami begitu dekat. Cewah, ayat filem ni, huhu... When the time comes, we'll know.

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+PAIN+

Aku telah kehilangan deria rase start dari 2 hari yang lepas. Makan x feel langsung. Lidah pun sakit, tekak cam bengkak so aku tersekse nak telan makanan apelagi air liur. Tensen2... Arap2 aku akan dapat merase semule n no pain anymore,huhu....

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+KU SENDIRI+

*Another great song from Aliff Aziz. Lately I've been hearing these kind of songs, huhu... Maybe it has some connection somehow with what is happening rite now. No need to elaborate, just enjoy it, lalala...



Ku melihat dikau bersama dia
Sukarnya ku percaya
Apa harus ku lakukan
Sukarnya daku menghadapinya
Dikau jauh dari ku
Pedihnya dalam hatiku
Kenangan yang lalu
Masih bermain dalam ingatanku
Terbayang sentuhan mu
Membuat hati tertanya

Apakah silap dan salahku?
Apakah dia yang dicari?
Apa yang harus ku lakukan?
Untuk kembali di sisimu

Di manakah hilangnya cinta
Yang membara di dalam jiwa
Apakah terpisah akhirnya
Bila ku sunyi ku sendiri

Ku terbayang dan terdengar suaramu
Hanya gurauan senda senyum dan ketawamu
Di manakah akan terus ku layar lara hati ku ini
Masih menahan rasa

Kenangan yang lalu
Masih bermain dalam ingatanku
Terbayang sentuhan mu
Membuat hati tertanya Apakah silap dan salahku?
Apakah dia yang dicari?
Apa yang harus ku lakukan?
Untuk kembali di sisimu

Di manakah hilangnya cinta
Yang membara di dalam jiwa
Apakah terpisah akhirnya
Bila ku sunyi ku sendiri

Tiada ku duga akhirnya cinta
Apa yang telah terjadi dikau tak kembali
Tinggal ku sendiri
Terpadam api cinta ini

Apa yang harus ku...
Membuat hati tertanya

Apakah silap dan salahku?
Apakah dia yang dicari?
Apa yang harus ku lakukan?
Untuk kembali di sisimu

Di manakah hilangnya cinta
Yang membara di dalam jiwa
Apakah terpisah akhirnya
Bila ku sunyi ku sendiri

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:: SOYOGI ::

feel me with you, I wanna be with you.
baby, the more I wanna be with you
meeting you for the first time and I knew
how deep this strong feeling is (love you)

kill me with those simple words
you know, always with those simple words.
it's ok not to pretend so forcefully,
we both understand;
we can still carry on going even if our eyes are closed.

you are the wind
that bring brilliant colours
that shine on me whenever I sway.

if I can protect you,
I will give you everything.
the sound doesn't ring,
but echoes in the heart.
always loving you

call you, in you, I wanna touch your heart.
baby, gently, I wanna touch your heart.
even if painful days are
awaiting us,
I will never lose you.

in the middle of a changing world,
we hold hands and move along,
this is a small promise.

without changing,
we will have the same dream
surely (surely)
surely (surely)
someday, I will catch hold of your heart
always loving you


*nice japanese song from FT Island although they are a Korean band. Thanx to Luke for introducing me to this song. Nice2...

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:: INI SATU KISAH ::

Tiba tiba ku dilamun cinta ,
Dengan dia yang sering ku puja. (x2)

Ini satu kisah bukan cerita dongeng dulu kala.
Ini kisah nyata tentang pertemuan aku dan si dia.
Buat kali pertama,tika ku terpandangnya.
Dia balas senyumku, ku melompat terharu.

Tiba tiba ku dilamun cinta ,
Dengan dia yang sering ku puja. (x2)

Dia sungguh bijak buatkan jantungku berdegup rancak.
Dia sungguh lawa katanya aku tak kurang kacaknya.
Dia pulak setuju,untuk jadi milikku.
Dia sungguh berdaya,pasti cemburu semua.

Tiba tiba ku dilamun cinta ,
Dengan dia yang sering ku puja. (x2)

Dari dulu aku sering ke mana.
Tanpa ada teman di sisi ku.
Tapi kini semua sudah berbeza.
Ada saja dia di samping ku.

Ini satu kisah bukan cerita dongeng dulu kala.
Ini kisah nyata tentang pertemuan aku dan si dia.(x2)
Buat kali pertama,tika ku terpandanya.
Dia balas senyumku,ku melompat terharu.

Tiba tiba ku dilamun cinta ,
Dengan dia yang sering ku puja. (x4)

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::LEAVIN'::

Hey baby girl, I’ve been watching you all day (all day, all day, all day)
Man, that thing you got behind you is amazing (amazing, amazing, amazing)
You make me want to take you out and let it rain (let it rain, let it rain, let it rain)
I know you got a man, but this is what you should say
Why won’t you tell him that

I’m leavin', never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on that G-5, G-5

And we're leavin', never to come back again
So call your shorty and tell him you found a new man
The one that so, so fly
The one that keep you high
Have you singing all night like, like

Oooh oooh oooh (oh)
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing (she gon' be singing like)
Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh

Now if I talk it girl you know that I'ma walk it out (walk it out, walk it out, walk it out)
Man, I put my money, money where my mouth is (mouth is, mouth is, mouth is)
'Cause you're the baddest little thing that I’ve ever seen (ever seen, ever seen, ever seen)
So I'ma ask you one time if you got a man
Why don't you tell him that

I’m leavin', never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on that G-5, G-5

And we're leavin', never to come back again
So call your shorty and tell him you found a new man
The one that so, so fly
The one that keep you high
Have you singing all night like, like

Oooh oooh oooh (oh)
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing
Oooh oooh oooh (she gon' be singing, oh, she gon' be singing)
Oooh oooh oooh (she gon' be singing, you got me saying))

Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
Just tell him to the left, left, left
Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
'Cause we gone and we gone and we gone

No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him that

I’m leavin', never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on that G-5, G-5

And we're leavin', never to come back again
So call your shorty and tell him you found a new man
The one that so, so fly
The one that keep you high
Have you singing all night like, like

Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing
Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh

She got me singing all night like, like, like, liiike

Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing
Oooh oooh oooh (she gon' me singing, oh she gon' me singing)
Oooh oooh (she gon' me singing, girl you gon' me singing)

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FRENZ ARE...

They love you..

but they are not your lover.

They care for you, but they are not from your family...

They are ready to share your pain,

but they are not in your blood relation.

They are........FRIENDS!!!!!

True friend scolds like a DAD..

Cares like a MOM..

Teases like a SISTER..

Irritates like a BROTHER..

And finally loves U more than a LOVER...


*credit to BEEBUZ

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LEPAK2 DI KELANANG

Me with Sue and Afif

Me and Hafiz

23 Ogos aritu, kitaorg (KTT Tigers) telah pegi ke Pantai Kelanang seperti yang telah dijanjikan, haha...Perjalanan aku nak sampai ke kolej amatla memenatkan sebab nak mengejar bas ke Kelanang tu.Sebabnye, aku betolak dari Tanjung Malim iaitu kampung aku, huhu...Aku telah dapat bas yang penuh dengan Indians n tepakse mendengar lagu2 tamil sepanjang sampai ke KL. That's not a problem coz Malaysia kan negara yang berbilang kaum. Just agak risau sebab ujan turun dengan lebatnye sampai kat KL. Aku turun berhampiran dengan Pasar Seni dan naik LRT pegi ke KL Central. Tepaksela meredah ujan cket. Then aku naekla komuter pegi ke Nilai n teksi ke kolej. Mmg memenatkan n aku ngam2 sampai pukul 1 which was the time betolak. Tapi yang wat saket atinye pukul 2 lebih. Aku kene menahan kelaparan sebab dari pagi x makan. Melantak Mars je, huhu... Kalo tau aku lepak2 jap kat KL Central makan McD ke... Tapi bile dah sampai sane aku berase amat lege sebab ayam BBQ dah masak. Yay2!!! Aku telah makan dengan banyaknye, ayam...sosej... Lepas 2 kitaorg ade some sort of games, three actually. Satu volleyball pantai, IQ game n lari ramai2 menunggang buluh (hah??). Malangnye team aku x dpt 1 adiah pun. Sedeynye... But I had so much fun with my friends especially Hafiz, Afif, Sue, Aida n Mai. Oda ngan Ammar x dapat datang. Ape bley wat. Maybe we'll hangout together next time, lalala...

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AGAIN N AGAIN N AGAIN

I'm hurt...again, lalala...

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ERR....

Boy: Do i ever cross ur mind?

His Lover: No

Boy: Do you like me?

His Lover: Not really

Boy: Do you want me?

His Lover: No

Boy: Would you cry if I left?

His Lover: No

Boy: Would you live for me?

His Lover: No

Boy: Would you do anything for me?

His Lover: No

Boy: Choose--me or ur life

His Lover: my life

The Boy runs away in shock and pain, and

his lover

runs after him and says...

The reason you never cross my mind

is because you're always on my mind.

The reason why I don't like you

is because I love you.

The reason I don't want you

is because I need you.

The reason I wouldn't cry if you left

is because I would die if you left.

The reason I wouldn't live for you

is because I would die for you.

The reason why I'm not willing to do

anything for

you

is because I would do everything for you.

The reason I chose my life

is because YOU ARE MY LIFE.

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:: NEVER ::

never say i love you if you dont really care.

never talk about feelings if they aren’t really there.

never hold my hand if you’re gonna break my heart.

never say you’re going to if you dont plan to start.

never look into my eyes if all you do is lie.

never say hi if you really mean goodbye.

if you really mean forever then say you will try.

never say forever cz forever makes me cry.


*got this from Iqa...quite simple but interesting :)

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ZETTAI KARESHI

Lately I've finished watching a japanese drama titled Zettai Kareshi or Absolute Boyfriend after translated in english.This drama is based on a manga but the story is a little different.In manga,all the characters are high school students whereas in the drama they are adults.One of the reason I decided to watch this drama is that the main character is played by one of my favourite actor,Hayami Mokomichi.This drama did not disappoint me at all.In fact,I think that this is one of the best japanese drama I've ever watched.Well...the story line might be a bit riddiculous and fiction but the message of the story is more important.Back to the story,Night Tenjo the android really fall in love with his master,Riiko Izawa.But Riiko doesn't has any feelings towards Night as he is a robot and due to the fact that she was forced to buy Night as her lover.At first,Night love Riiko because he was programmed to do so but after a while Night able to think by himself and love Riiko with all his heart.I think that is what we called as artificial intelligence (A.I).Night did lots of things so that Riiko will really fall in love with him but Riiko think that all Night's actions are because of the program.Then she almost fall in love with her also good looking boss,Soshi.Soshi also has the same feeling towards Riiko but after an incident which I presume as 'the moment' between Riiko and Night,Riiko starts to really love Night and they become a couple.I was really touched by the way Night protects Riiko eventhough he hurts most of the time.The ending of the story is quite happy plus sad because after the hard time they've been through to get together,Night died.The scenes before he died and the message he left for Riiko really makes me want to cry as well,huhu...Although they can't be together,but at least they know that they love each other so much.I think that is more important in a relationship.I can never feeling bored watching this drama over and over again but I have to always remind myself that my assignments,quizzes,tests and exams are my priority.Huhu...I'm waiting for another good stories for me to watch.

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*OMG*

Am I gaining weight?


The answer is yes!!!


Need to workout more, huhu...


No.......


Adoyai...


Playing with c.o.l.o.u.r.s...quite fun, huhu :)

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~FAMILY~

Today is the 2nd day of my mid term break.I'm writing this at grams house.Yup,rite now I'm in Tanjung Malim,Perak.It is quite peaceful here,although I barely cant stand the hot weather,huhu...I've met 4 of my cousins here and Alif Umar is the cutest between them all.He's almost 4 I think and I know that one day he'll be as good looking as I am,haha....So poyo.I was born in this house 21 years ago and I feel that I really connected to this house.3 generations have lived and many of us were born in the house including me.So I think there are many nostalgic moments here.I dont know much of our family history but this house was built once my late grandfather and my grandmother moved here.Before that,this place was a swamp and they had rough times to turn this place into a village.I dont know where they lived before that but according to what I've used to hear,most of our ralatives are in Indonesia.So I'm half Indonesian and half Malaysian,haha...One day I'll go back to Indonesia to search for my family history.It might be an amazing adventure and discovery to know who I really am and where my family comes from.

My grandmother is a totally different person from me.She's talkative while I'm quieter.Maybe because she's a female and I'm a male,haha...But there are some things we share in common.One that I just discovered last nite is that we both will work hard if we want to get something.To be precise,buying things,heheh...I guess I've inherited that genetics from her.We'll patiently save some money and when the chance come,we'll buy the things which we desired so much.I think that is the miracle of family.For years I've been busy thinking and solving my relationship problems with people around me that I forgot that relationship between family members are more important.The bond that tied us are stronger than with friends and lovers.We cant never deny these bonds as each of us is connected by blood.The point is,love ur family members more than u love friends and lovers.

One thing that I knew is that I'm gonna survive in any situation until death take me apart from this world.I come from a family of survivor and I'm gonna keep it that way.This is one thing that all of our family members have in common,since we were unborn and until we die.

"Fathers,Mothers,Brothers,Sisters,Sons,Daughters,Friends....
Our family spirit without end..."

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GOOD JOB GUYS!!!

In a few hours,I'll be at home,spending my 1 week mid term break.Ahh...time really pass by quickly now.My final exam will be in 2 months,and I have to get ready right after this break.1st thing 1st,finish my thesis...I'll be lonely this 1 week,huhu...I prefer to spend my time with my friends here but there are no place like home.Plus,they all have their own agendas.So I dont want to ruin their plans.But I'll miss them for the whole week,heheh...

What I really want to write is about signs.Signs that will lead us to something we never expected.Everyday I asked for signs that will lead me to a better life,become a better person.It turns out very well,considering I met people who encourage me to face this hectic life.And now they've become my best friends.I noticed that some people just ignore the signs until it was too late.However some of them were given second chance while some not.However life must go on rite?Signs also might give u headache,as they might get u stuck with difficult choices.For example, myself...haha...I have to choose between 3 choices and yet I dont know which one is the best.A,B or C?Each of them have their own specialities which caught my attention.Based on signs I plead so much,all the possibilities pointed to B.I'll wait for more signs and when the time is right,I'll know.Hope it will not be too late,lalala...

Last Thursday,the enchanters and the enchantress' coven had a big battle with the demons who I supposed to vanquish.They've done a good job actually.They manage to scare off those petty demons,haha...After this we'll claim what are supposed to be ours.Now it's my turn to vanquish them forever so they'll never harm my innocents n young generations of magical communities.Congratulations and big applause to them,haha...Truth spell really come in handy as so much secrets have been revealed.After all,it is for the greater good.

Well,I think these are the interesting events happened for this week.About my feelings,I've made up my decision.I'll choose B,haha...At least for this 1 year I'll be happy,huhu...I'll generate happy memories here with B and I'll save it forever even in the afterlife.Yeah,that's it.I think this is the right thing to do.I trust my guts.Err...I have to pack up my things and get ready to go home.Yay2!!!Bye2...

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AKIRAMENAI!!!

Now I'm on my bed,writing this as my morning class is cancelled.Feel like in heaven,haha...Today I wake up with a new spirit,as there are so many things to catch up.For example,my unfinished reports,my so called cupid jobs,etc....I don't think I can finish all that for now.Lately,more innocents appear in my life and there are still 2 'demons' that I need to vanquish.Err...1 actually,cause I manage to strip the powers of one of them,haha...And I still find a way to defeat the other 1.Forget about my witchy life,let us talk about other things.

I want to say thanx to Hafiz cause he saved me last week from being locked in his bathroom,haha...So funny,I'll never use his bathroom anymore.Last week also might be the last time I hangout with Saini as he'll fly to US for another 2 years to finish his degree.Gambatte!!!And for me,I have less than a year to finish my diploma.Also gambatte!!!And sorry Saini,I'll find a way to pay back ur money b4 u fly,heheh...

Right now,in this exact moment I want to state that I hate waiting people who told me to wait and then never show up.Worse,not even tell me the reason or whatsoever.I've wasted my time just wait for u and yet u never show up.I'm pissed off n FYI,I'm not going to care anymore.Huhu...There,I feel good :)

I can feel that my powers grows this semester.I can 'feel' more on other people feelings.The vibes that I can feel from people around me are stronger.Not to mention the intuition that seems to become more accurate these days,haha...But they have no effects when I'm answering tests n quizzes.Hua....No personal gain.But this gifts come in handy cause now I know who hates me n always talks about me behind my back.Maybe I'm going to hex him a little so that what he said will go right back at him.Hahahahaha (wicked laugh).

I'll continue this tonite cause I've got to run for class now.Oh how I love chemistry very much.But I love 'tutt' more.Got it???Hehe...Only Saini understands.Bye2...

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A MOMENT LIKE THIS

*Lately this song always in my head.Kenape ek?huhu...But I really like Kelly Clarkson n Josh Groban's version of this song.

What if I told you
It was all meant to be
Would you believe me,
Would you agree
It's almost that feelin'
That we've met before
So tell me that you
don't think I'm crazy
When I tell you love has
come here and now...

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it'shappening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

Everything changes
But beauty remains
Something so tender
I can't explain
Well I maybe dreamin'
But until I awake
Can we make this dream last forever?
And I'll cherish all the love we share

A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it'shappening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

Could this be the greatest love of all
I wanna know that you will
catch me when I fall
So let me tell you this...
Some people wait a lifetime
For a moment like this

Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can't believe it's
happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this

OHHHH, LIKE THIS

OHHHH, I can't believe
it's happening to me

Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this.

Ohhhhh, like this.

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WHAT A WEEK...

This week i'm totally out of focus.I slept a lot,even in class.Worse,in front of my lecturer,huhu...I kept on forgetting the day,enter the wrong class n even wait for the class to start an hour early.What is happening to me?This must be because of the 'tragedy' that happened last week,hehe...Like what I had predicted,I'm hurt once again.Maybe I hold back my tears too much n it drive me clumsy.I'll choose a day that I can sit alone n cry maybe,haha...Hope after that I can focus on my study again,finishing my tutorials n reports which I dont know when they'll be submit.On the other hand,there still good things happen after the bad things happened.I hangout a lot with my cool friends (my beloved juniors~more to my brothers n sisters).They give me moral supports,which I need a lot rite now,huhu...Thanx to them I can start to let go everything that I'm not suppose to think.But what keeps me wondering is that people keen to talk about their love life to me.As if I'm the one who suppose to help them find love.So I've decided if I cant have love for myself,I can at least help people around me to find their true love.Cewah...I sound like a cupid,huhu....Whatever it is,I know that there is no 'us' anymore.I have to find a new 'us',hehe...Which I think I've already found.Let the new 'sinetron' plays n let the old ones walk away from my life.Cause I knew that once we took our seperate pathway,there's no turning back for us.So,I'll give this heart for the new person n I guess I'm back to my witchy lifestyle,lalala....

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PATHETIC ME,HUA3...

Now I'm at UiTM Shah Alam.Me n my classmates are supposed to find reference at PTAR for our thesis projects but we couldn't find any.Most of the references are in PTAR 3 which is located near Melati(dont know where but I know it must be far,haha).I had a bad feeling about coming here,no wonder so malas nak gerak pagi td,huhu...Now I know the reason~we aren't able to find anything!WTH...The good thing is I can go on with my skodeng habit here,hehe...So many 'nice view' to be seen,lalala...Next time I hope that people will trust my guts when I made a decision.I have acccurate intuition n it helps me most of the time.Speaking of which,I also have a bad feeling about tomorrow.I mean,I am very confidence with myself but my guts tell me that I can't be to confident for tomorrow's 'big thing'.I know that I'm strong as Hafiz said but who knows rite?Maybe I'm more vulnerable inside,haha...How am I going to say this?Tomorrow is an important day 4 me.I have to make an important decision but not only from my side.The outcomes also depends on the other side.Only we both know what does it means,lalala...Again lalala,Hafiz's trademark,haha...If my intuition is rite,then tomorrow would be one of those days that I'm getting hurt.It'll be heal but might take time.Hah,I start to feel a little pain in my chest,huhu...Well,there's nothing I can do if this relationship goes nowhere.I can only showers myself with lots of hope.If things doesn't work out as I want it tobe then I guess I'll just return to my normal life.Err...persoalannye di sini nape macam pathetic sangat ni?Haha...

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MISSIN U ~IT WILL BREAK MY HEART~

This is just a short post,considering I have to get ready to go to library again tonite,heheh...Actually,there are hidden agendas that I should not write them here.Only Saini knows,huhu...These two weeks my life have been hectic.Got cramped with all the assignments that seems will never finish...I'm tired...But I think that is not the reason I'm worn out.There's something bothering me for the past two weeks.Look,I know that something like this will happen but I still not ready to face it.And now my feelings all mixed up.I know I shouldn't ask this but why now?Why after all these while u showed up without any solid explaination?Why I still have these feelings towards u eventhough I locked my heart in these 2 years?Again n again I build a barrier 2 block all my feelings towards u but in a few seconds it just gone away when I saw ur face.How can this happens to me?I don't know how u feel about me but I'm very sure that I still like u a lot.My question is can't we be 2gether like we used 2 be?One thing for sure is that I'll never give up on u.I wonder myself if this is how it suppose to happen?It seems that I'll never get the answer that I've been waiting all this while.Somehow it satisfied me to be able to like u this way although it will be nice if I can be 2gether with u forever.But I know that I'll always get hurt.It is part of my legacy.One thing that u should know that I always like u,past,present n future.This feelings will never fade away.Mark my word...I really hope we can start all over again,huhu...
*Come to think of it,why I wrote all these?I just hope u'll read it.lalala...

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